24th December 2009
Thursday
3.48pm

So long since I gave this blog a proper post.
A brief update on what I'm doing recently.
I'm now working.
8am-5pm.
So if you guys can only contact me via text or wait for me to get online at est 8pm.

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I was returning home today when I saw a mother holding the hands of his son with one hand, another a cigarette on another, together with 2 other children following behind the pair.

The mother was puffing on her cigarette,
and I can see her son by her side trying hard to dodge the smoke that came out from the mouth of his mother.
Some things started to run through my mind again when I saw that. . .

Why do people always do things without thinking of the consequences ?
People do things recklessly,
which causes harm to not only themselves, but also people around them eventually.

There may not be a direct impact, but "side effects" are bound to happen.
And when those effects comes, people will start to whine about how sucky their lives is,
complaining how unfair this world is etc.

Reap what you sow.

Then I realise actually many of my actions had not only affected me, but people around me too.
I'm aware that what I 'd been doing is wrong, but yet I chose to continue.
I'd known earlier that the outcome of what I'm doing will not be that "Pefect Ending" that I wanted it to be, but yet I chose to continue. . .

Doesnt that makes me similar to the mother puffing on a cigarette with a child beside her ?


........

I guess someone up there is prompting me to wake up. .
and I guess its time I should. . . .

The last farewell.
It always hurts to bid farewell.
The stinging pain deep within.
Good bye



I promise not turn back, and never let myself commit such mistake again
Take care. . .
With loves

Its falling apart.

And I chose not to do anything this time round . . . .

24th December 2009
Thursday
3.48pm

So long since I gave this blog a proper post.
A brief update on what I'm doing recently.
I'm now working.
8am-5pm.
So if you guys can only contact me via text or wait for me to get online at est 8pm.

-----

I was returning home today when I saw a mother holding the hands of his son with one hand, another a cigarette on another, together with 2 other children following behind the pair.

The mother was puffing on her cigarette,
and I can see her son by her side trying hard to dodge the smoke that came out from the mouth of his mother.
Some things started to run through my mind again when I saw that. . .

Why do people always do things without thinking of the consequences ?
People do things recklessly,
which causes harm to not only themselves, but also people around them eventually.

There may not be a direct impact, but "side effects" are bound to happen.
And when those effects comes, people will start to whine about how sucky their lives is,
complaining how unfair this world is etc.

Reap what you sow.

Then I realise actually many of my actions had not only affected me, but people around me too.
I'm aware that what I 'd been doing is wrong, but yet I chose to continue.
I'd known earlier that the outcome of what I'm doing will not be that "Pefect Ending" that I wanted it to be, but yet I chose to continue. . .

Doesnt that makes me similar to the mother puffing on a cigarette with a child beside her ?


........

I guess someone up there is prompting me to wake up. .
and I guess its time I should. . . .

The last farewell.
It always hurts to bid farewell.
The stinging pain deep within.
Good bye



I promise not turn back, and never let myself commit such mistake again
Take care. . .
With loves

Its falling apart.

And I chose not to do anything this time round . . . .