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    Wednesday, April 29, 2009 / 11:11 PM

    Pretence . . . .



    Tuesday, April 28, 2009 / 10:25 PM

    Opportunity...often it comes in the form of misfortune, or temporary defeat.


    -Napoleon Hill



    Sunday, April 26, 2009 / 11:25 PM

    他妈的
    你给我闭嘴_|_



    Saturday, April 25, 2009 / 11:05 AM

    25 April 2009
    Saturday
    11.07am

    Well well. . .
    Birthday is coming :D

    Okays. Summation for th week.



    Monday
    ----------

    Normal school day.
    Mr.Loh din come to school on monday.
    So had spa for physics lesson.

    Stay back in school late if Im not wrong.
    Cant remember why already. . .


    Oh ya.
    I went school damn early that day because my Part As need to go for CAMP FEAST.
    So I was there in the morning to take attendance etc etc


    Tuesday
    -----------

    Nothing much for school too.
    Met Wan Ting aft school at Taman mac to study.
    Walk to the bus stop near my house aft that.
    Waited for her bus to come,
    then went home :)


    Thursday
    ------------

    Mother Tongue oral.
    Screwed totally.
    Read the wrong sentence for the first time.

    Panic during conversation.
    Missed out 2 points.
    Hm. . .

    Went to slack at fitness corner with Shengrong, Leon and Xianqin aft that.
    Did some pull ups etc.

    Then home aft that :D

    Had Emaths mock paper 2 in the morning too.


    Friday
    -----------

    Chemistry test early in the morning.
    Then was health check :D

    I could read all the words on the screen with my specs on.
    :D
    No need to change specs uh.

    Then was english.
    Xianqin pwn Mrs.Seah while I was sleeping.

    Maths.
    Corrections for Paper2 and more homework ?

    Then was chinese till 1.30pm
    Mock paper.
    2007 O level paper if im not wrong.
    Fucked up again T.T


    Went NCC after that.
    Normal routine.
    Rehearsals , slack, slow march etc.

    Got pacestick too.

    Walk with ______________ to somewhere near her house aft training.
    Then met NCC peeps to play CHEAT at the void deck near the canal.

    Cab home around 9.30 :D

    Okays.
    Thats all =="

    Bye people.






    Wednesday, April 22, 2009 / 11:29 PM

    Destiny is not a matter of chance; it is a matter of choice. It is not something to be waited for; but, rather something to be achieved.

    (William Jennings Bryan)



    Tuesday, April 21, 2009 / 10:17 PM

    Blah blah.
    Whatever. . .



    Sunday, April 19, 2009 / 11:35 PM

    Marina Barrage.
    Sorry for lousy 2mp camera





















    / 12:53 AM

    I feel so empty. . .
    so empty. . .



    Friday, April 17, 2009 / 10:18 PM

    17 April 2008
    Friday
    10.19pm

    A decent post again.

    I shall not post anything else,
    but something thats bothering me since this evening.




    I was standing in my usual position in the parade square,
    with my men behind me.
    I stood there,
    waiting for the last parade to begin.

    But before the parade start,
    Pei Le would turn to my platoon every 2 minute to tell them to stop moving.
    Just imagine.
    You're the platoon commander standing infront and your platoon get called for time aft time,
    EVERY PARADE.

    What does it say about you ?
    Well thats one.

    Second.
    I was sitting down at the side of the track,
    waiting for my men to return from their 5-minutes break.
    It was already the 6th minute,
    and I still many strolling back to fall in,
    some even chit-chatting.

    I suddenly felt this anger in me,
    that I punished my whole platoon by doing more than 40 push-ups if Im not wrong,
    together with some running.

    I thought they would learn their lesson.
    But what I heard from the other specialist was that they were actually laughing.

    Time after time,
    I tried to talk to them,
    punishing them.

    But I dont think any worked.

    And this thought came to me.
    Whats all the rank, awards, courses and recognition that I've got for the past few years all about?

    I've failed.
    Failed utterly as a Platoon Comm at this point of time.

    And I've decided.
    I'll only complete the basic drills,
    and I'll stop.

    Its not drills that will bring them far,
    but the little things in NCC,
    discipline, attitude etc.

    I rather be branded the unreasonable PC by my men,
    then being called a useless S.Spec who dont deserve his rank and cant teach his men.

    I've decided.
    I've decided.

    Once after Mid year.
    I'll transform Part A.
    I'll do it.
    I 'll . . . . . . .



    Thursday, April 16, 2009 / 11:34 PM

    Its a feeling . . .
    A sour feeling . . .
    Deep down. . .
    Deep down in the heart. . .



    / 9:43 PM




    Sunday, April 12, 2009 / 1:22 PM

    You told me to go. . .
    But to where ? . . . .

    . . . . . . . .



    Thursday, April 9, 2009 / 10:36 PM

    09 April 2009
    Thursday
    10.37pm

    Hello people.
    Time for a decent post.

    Past days hasnt been that good.
    Test one aft another,
    enough to kill my brain.

    Cant remember what actually took place this week.

    Hm.
    There's training on wed.
    Teach Part As how to fold sleeves etc.
    Behavior still not up to standard.

    I will drill them from next training onwards.

    Took MA3 for Amaths today.
    Screwed.
    Totally screwed.

    Hm.
    Actually nothing much.
    Just here to keep this place alive.

    Bye and TC people :)






    - Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think.




    Wednesday, April 8, 2009 / 9:30 PM

    Quiz from Wan Ting's blog :)


    Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, And then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them.Once you are done, all these 21 ppl has to do it too. (for those w blogs)


    1. My father
    2. My mother
    3. My sister
    4. Junwei
    5. Junjian
    6. Leon
    7. Edmund
    8. Xianqin
    9. Shengrong
    10. Wei Yi
    11. Riona
    12. Hua Xuan
    13. Songyang
    14. Ian
    15. Laisi
    16. Rick
    17. Kristie
    18. Pei Le
    19. Hongwei
    20. Weijun
    21. Julia

    Fucking names took me 15 minutes to think =="

    x. How do you meet 7 ? (Edmund)
    Through NCC ?

    x. What would you do if you and 15 never meet ? (Laisi)
    I think it would be great ? LOL

    x. What would you do if 21 and 1 dated ? (Julia and my father)
    How would they date =="

    x. Have you seen 17 cry ? (Kristie)
    Yes =="

    x. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple ? (Junwei and Rick)
    They dont know each other

    x. Do you think 11 is attractive ? (Riona)
    Uhm well, . . . .

    x. What's 2 favourite colour ? (My mother)
    Anything light in color ?

    x. When was the last time you talked to 9 ? (Shengrong)
    Just now

    x. What language does 8 speak ? (Xianqin)
    He talk cork.

    x. Who is 13 going out with ? (Songyang)
    AHU zombie

    x. What age is 16 ? (Rick)
    16

    x. Would you ever date 3 ? (My sister)
    Date her for what

    x. Where does 18 live ? (Pei Le)
    Jurong west

    x. What is the best thing about 14 ? (Ian)
    Nice boy ? LOL

    x. What would you like to tell 10 right now ? (Wei Yi)
    Uhm . . ?

    x. What is the best thing about 20 ? (Weijun)
    Botak !

    x. Have you ever kissed 2 ? (My mother)
    Duh ?

    x. What's the best memory you have for 5 ? (Junjian)
    Strong boss.

    x. When's the next time you're going to see 4 ? (Junwei)
    Tomorrow morning in the parade square =="

    x. How is 7 different from 6 ? (Edmund & Leon)
    One wears spec one doesnt ?

    x. Is 2 pretty ? (My mother)
    Yea!

    x. What was your first impression on 15 ? (Laisi)
    Fish

    x. How did you meet 3 ? (My sister)
    Cant remember.

    x. Is 1 your best friend ? (My father)
    He's my dad

    x. Do you hate 12 ? (Hua Xuan)
    Yes!!!!!!!

    x. Have you seen 18 in the last month ? (Pei Le )
    Yes

    x. When was the last time you saw 16 ? (Rick)
    Jan ? Or was it dec.

    x. Have you been to 5's house ? (JunJian)
    Nope

    x. When's the next time you'll see 10 ? (Wei Yi)
    Dont think I'll get to see her o.o

    x. Are you close to 14 ? (Ian)
    No

    x. Have you been to the movies with 4 ? (Junwei)
    Yes =="

    x. Have you gotten in trouble with 8 ? (Xianqin)
    LOL YES !!!!

    x. Would you give 19 a hug ? (Hongwei)
    Gay

    x. When have you lied to 3 ? (My sister)
    Duh

    x. Is 11 good at socializing ? (Riona)
    YES LOL

    x. Do you know a secret about 8 ? (Xianqin)
    Hahahaha. YES

    x. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18 . (Hua Xuan and PeiLe)
    2nd Sergeant and USM

    x. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9 ? (Shengrong)
    Dont understand the question

    x. Whats the worst thing about 6 ? (Leon)
    Too random !

    x. Have you ever had a crush on 13 ? (Songyang)
    Oh yes. I LOVE HIM !!

    x. How long have you known 2 ? (My mother)
    15 years 11 months

    x. Does 11 have a bf/gf ? (Riona)
    Me ! LOL

    x. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face ? (My father)
    LOL ?!

    x. Has 21 met your mother ? (Julia)
    Meet for what =="

    x. How did you meet 10 ? (Weiyi)
    Through friends

    x. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3 ? (My sister)
    Yes. Since young

    x. Do you live near to 7 ? (Edmund)
    Nopes

    x.What's 8 favourite food ? (Xianqin)
    He eats everything.

    x.What kind of cars does 1 have ? (My father)
    Hm. E200 ?

    x. Have you ever travelled anywhere with 10 ? (Weiyi)
    Yes LOL. One big round around some fucking estate counted ?

    x.If you gave 14 $100, what would 14 spend it on ? (Ian)
    Hm. Keep inside his pocket ?



    Done.
    Update a proper post soon.
    Busy nowadays.
    Bye and TC



    Sunday, April 5, 2009 / 10:57 PM


    Finger that was cut during BBQ on sat.
    Look hard at the circled area.
    Its straight cos the flesh was cut off =="





    My new book :)
    Bought using the money that was actually for new slippers :(



    Friday, April 3, 2009 / 11:54 PM

    03 April 2009
    11.54pm
    Friday


    Just woke up :)

    Lets talk about today.
    Went to school with my short hair at 7.15 for bonding.
    Bonding was normal . ..
    Was just playing Captains ball ?

    Lessons. .
    Rather boring I should say.
    Nothing special. . .

    Went to change into Smart.4 aft Mother Tongue Lesson.
    Alif gathered Part As already.
    Did a small check on their attire,
    and headed off to New Town Secondary for their affirmation.

    Yongming went too, to get his award.
    Part As are good on the bus on th way to New Town.

    Settled the Part As down in the hall when we reach New Town.
    Began to saw some cadets falling asleep and behaving improperly.

    Affirmation didnt took long.
    Brought Part As down for refreshments.
    Saw several familiar faces at the canteen.

    Like kristoffer ?
    His special name that is spelled in a very unique way.


    Headed back to school at around 4.30
    Fall in Part As behind D&T block ,
    and reprimanded them for sleeping and lousy behavior over at New Town.

    Handed them over to th PTIs for their games.
    Alif accompanied them while I went for my GOH training.

    Learn slow march with Junjian.
    And I find it freaking hard to master the drill, especially with a pacestick.
    To make it look nice by coordinating with my partner seems difficult :(.

    So kept practicing with Junjian until it was time for Last Parade.

    One of th CLTs came to me aft the Last Parade and told me that my cadets were moving when the flag was being lowered.
    Blood started to boil.

    Ordered Part As to take their bags,
    and fall in behind the D&T block again.

    While waiting for them to fall in,
    Alif and some specialist told me about their " ..... " behavior when I was not with them.
    Got me even angrier.

    Pump them 20 first,
    and reprimanded them AGAIN.

    Hope there's a chance in behavior on wedneday. . .

    AAR aft that.
    Nothing much.
    Brought pacestick home :)

    Dinner with NCC peeps :)


    Okays. Thats all for today.
    Bye and TC people



    Thursday, April 2, 2009 / 10:22 PM

    02 April 2009
    Thursday
    10.23pm


    Hello.
    A short story for everyone today.


    There's this boy,
    a very normal boy who is 15 turning 16 this year.
    He doesnt have very long hair,
    but he like his initial hair length and of course,
    colour :)

    However,
    that stupid boy decided to go trim the hair at the back of his head cause he think its too thick.
    He went to this Saloon by the name of JENNY ? on 2 April with a red note in his hand.

    He sat down on the chair infront of the mirror,
    and one auntie came to attend to him.

    He requested for the back to be trimmed and fringe not to be touched.
    But the auntie commented on the boy's ugly fringe which was cut by his Form Teacher a few days ago.
    The auntie also offered to TRIM the fringe to make it look NICER.
    Upon hearing that good offer, the dumb boy agreed.

    He closed his eyes, and waited for the haircut to finish.
    10 minutes passed,
    and he opened his eyes.

    To his despair , he saw himself with a haircut similar to BOTAK !.
    His fringe was gone, everything was gone.
    What was left was a mere bit of hair left for him to wallow in self pity.

    Fuck. . . .
    Sad story isnt it.
    And well,
    pretty obvious who that boy is T.T

    Lets all observe 1 minute of silence for his lost hair, and the lost of his confidence . . . .




    I'll stay strong