Late for camp.
Post after camp.
Reserve this 2 post.

Take care people

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97th post.
For kristie.

Cause i said i would accompany her tomorrow.
But due to some unforeseen circumstances.
I cant go with her.

Sorry uh tiong.

Good luck for Japan trip !.



Okays. I left with 2 more post for tomorrow !.
And i will have my 100th post posted on Monday ! .

=DD Bye peeps

Oh yes.
I receive 2 medals yesterday.

1 for cross country.
14th position ==".

And another for the NCC Specialist Course i attended during the June Holiday
IFC best for course .

IFC stands for Individual Fieldcraft btw.

Hm. Super tired now.

And my tailbone still hurts alot =/.

Cant sit.
Cant lie down.
So i can onli stand la.
Fucking hell.

Took 2 different painkillers at once liao.
But it still doesnt help.
Fuck man.

Oh oh . Yes.
Yesterday had NCC training !
Teach Part B some arm drills.

Realise i dont know alot of those arm drills sia.
Super xia suay infront of the cadets.

Then went Physical Training with them.
Quite fun uh.
Except that i cant do sit-ups etc cause of my backbone and tailbone.
Sucks !

Hm.

Yea .

Thats about it.

Shall go find some good place to stand , and watch tv.

Till then.
Take care

95th post !.
Need to reach 99 by tomorrow.
Cause my 100th post is reserve for Monday ! =D

Wont be around from Saturday till Monday noon.
Will be in Amoy Quee Camp , NCC HQ .
For a course.

Okays. Today.

Came to school rather late.
Raining. Sucks.

Physics practical first.
Then was Chemistry practical.
Chemistry practical sucks.

Tio chase out by Mr.Yeo Woei Ter for laughing when EVERYBODY is laughing _|_
Cant stand it uh.

Then recess. Went visit Songyang and Audric in sick bay.
Then went back for english.
Did filing.

Then chinese period.
Knock tio tailbone.
Fucking pain.

Just recover from injury nia.
Then kena again.

So i just lie on 3 chairs for whole chinese period.

Then was humanities.
Mrs Yan was absent.
So i went to sickbay to rest .
Cause my tailbone still hurts alot.

Was in sickbay when Mr. Phor came in ==".
He came in and BRUSH TEETH.
Crazy.
Then keep touching my tailbone.

Then lunchbreak .
Went back class .
Realise lesson start liao.

So just join in.

After school.
Went find Songyang and people opposite the block.

Then went back for duty for CCA Councilors.

Super boring.
Had to get sec 1s ready for their CAPTAIN BALL ==".

But went to slack after being umpire for 3 rounds of game =D.

Went chatting with Xianqin at fitness corner.

Talk alot.

Then went makan with Xianqin, Hanbin and Selvia.

Then went home =D.

Okays. Next post.
I need more post

Hmm. Here again.
Just woke up =D
94th post already.
Reaching 100. ! =D

Okays. Lets talk about today.

School was boring.
Except that physics was fun because our class keep disturbing Mr Loh ? .
But i still fell asleep halfway through his lesson.

After school.
Went opposite school with people.
Took quite long.

Then went back school.
And ate lunch with Ian in classroom.

Then went for drums.
Realised that we will be playing on the 7th of September.
A sunday .
At the Jurong Green CC again.

Were also told that we will have drums training EVERYDAY during the september holiday.
Except that i will be away on monday due to course.

Everyday sia T.T

Oh ya. This time , the drum formation is cool uh.
Like need to start learning how to play from scratch.

Played for 2hours + .
With some cork ups =/.

Then went Ops room to put all the drumsticks there.
And went bubble tea with Yuqing, Weijun, Zijian, Junwei and shixiong.

He treat us bubble tea uh.
Thanks lot.
But i bought an additional cup noodle with egg.

Sat on the floor and eat my food.
Then bus-ed home with KhongZiJian .

Training tomorrow.
Haven prepare anything yet.
And i haven started on any homework yet too.
I think most probably i will wake at 5 to do .


And yea.
Today super tired.
Dont know why either.

Came back home , and fell asleep immediately.
Just had my 3 hours of sleep.

And now im tired again.
Returning to sleep.

Bye.

Last post of the day i guess.

On the phone with Riona now.

But damn boring .
Cause she keeps complaining she needs to sleep ==".

Tell me to call her , then end up complaining need to sleep.
Weird uh.

Haa. Nevermind.
Cause she's a bugger =/

And yes.
She owes me a macdonald meal uh.
Haa. But i bet if she will treat la.

Okays.
This post is so random.
Bye

School was normal today.

Reach school when the 1st bell in the morning rang.

Went for reading.
Read my new storybook ! =D
Its called CrossFire , By Andy McNab.
Some war and terrorism story.

English.
Fucking no mood.
Lie on table for 2 periods.

Then was maths.
Amaths !. Fun .

After recess was geography.
Did rubbish things in history and AVA room.
Not to be mentioned.

Then was chinese.
Slack .

Then was chemistry uh.
Under a little bit of whats Handsome Yeo is saying
Haa.

Then was Maths again !.
Was in AVA room. Doing corrections.
And watching Mrs You play with her software.

After school.
Went doc.
Then bubble tea.
Then accompanied Jiahao for haircut.

Then went Ian's house for hide and seek !
Oh . i bought an icecream on the way to ian's house.

Hide and seek at ian's house was super fun !.
Hard to elaborate.

But the fun stop when some bloody fucking uncle complain to the security guard about us.
Fuck him uh.

Nevermind.
Went outside his house.
Bought drinks.
And went home ~ .

Okays. Thats for today.
And this is my 92nd post ! =D

Labels: ihatethisroaduh

Okays. Post about today's trip to the doctor first.

Went to doctor opposite school after lessons.
Went to take X-ray =="

They called me into a room.
Tell me to undress almost EVERYTHING .

Then wear some thin piece of cloth and lie on a bed.
And let the machine scan here scan there =="

Fucking paiseh la.
Summore the one operating the machine is a AUNTIE ==".
Screwed.

Done with X-ray.
Doctor says the pain at the tip of my backbone is due to injuries.
He says that the tip of my backbone is bent, while normal people is straight.

Was told to eat medicine, and should be alright.

And another thing !.
From the X-ray , doctor found out that my backbone got some sort of defect.
One portion of my backbone is not joint together.

But he says its born with it de.
Nothing can be done about it.

Sadded.
T.T

Haa. But he says wont have any great effects on the body.
Relieved =D.

Okays. Next post ~

90th post !.
Now on phone with TayAiJie.
Bugger.
Haa. .

Okays.
90th post.
10 more to my 100th post !
Cheers.

Aijie keeps sms-ing while talking on the phone.
Bugger.

Haa.
Aijie says SHE 's SAD
and she needs to cry.
I miss 4**1

Haa

Thats what i said to 2 days ago.
Fucking guai lan sia she.
Keep guai lan me
Bugger.

Hm.
Yesterday was 23rd
T.T

Nevermind.
Haa.
I go sleep le =/

Hm.
Okays. This is my 89th post.
And its on 24th of August 2008
2251 hours

3 days never post already uh .

Long post ahead !

Friday
--------

Cant remember much.
Except that i went for a haircut with JUNJIAN .

Then ran up to 480 to change into my NCC no.4
But realise it wasnt there.
Called my aunt.
She said she took it to BEDOK to wash.
What the hell uh.
So i cab down to bedok.

Cost me 20bucks.
Change into my WET no.4.
And came back to Fuhua.

Reach school around 4pm.

After that ,
training wasnt very desirable.
So shall not mention it.

Went to makan with buds at coffee shop near school.
Ate a 10bucks beef steak.
But wasnt very nice afterall.

So thats was my FRIDAY =[


Saturday - 230808
TWENTY-THIRD . a date i would never forget.
-----------

Woke up at around 10.
Went for taekwondo training.
Kick here and there.
Sweat like some mad fuck.

And had sparring session =[.
Just cant focus
Cause kept thinking of stuffs.

And got owned the fuck out of me.
Kena them kick like siao =[.
Fucking pain.

Then went Changi Airport Terminal 3 with relatives.
Had fastfood there.
That shop was called POPEYE if im not wrong.
Food there was SUPERB.

Nice =D

Then went to bought a storybook for myself.
Miracle uh.

And went back to my aunt's house .

Watch Olympics over there, and kept thinking through things.
Its 23rd yea.
A date i used to love, but what i fear now.
A date i would never forget.


Sunday !
----------

Woke up around 10.
Rush off to JE to meet PeiLe and Hongwei.
Went Expo.

Watched " Money not enough 2 " with Junwei and the 2 of them.
Nice show.
Touching uh T.T

Then went to IMM to meet Yeetiong and Tedmond.
Ate Long John Silver.
And went JE arcade.

Worst thing is, we took cab from IMM to Jurong East ==".
Fun at JE arcade.
And i broke another Initial-D record of mine =D

Saw Songyang and Chinlong at JE interchange.

Bus-ed home with Chinlong , Yeetiong and Tedmond.
Hm.
Bus 98 uh.
From JE .

Brough back some unwanted memories.
Sadded.

But Aijie rang my handphone.
And crap with her till a few minutes ago.
Haa.

Okays.
Nice day out today too !

Labels: stillcantgetoverit. sucks

Out.
Post asap.
Most prolly midnight or early morning tomorrow.
Till then , Bye peeps.
Take care

85th post.
Here again because need to wait for something before i sleep.
But not to be mentioned here.

Hmm. . .
Sian uh.

Just slept for 2 hours.
And now im tired again.
Screwed.

Yawning like mad now.
Just did worksheet for maths.
Left some blanks =[ .
Cause damn tired.
Brain just refuse to think uh.

Okays. Shall watch Olympics while waiting.

Computer needs to sleep too =].

I am going crazy
i kept wondering.
but i cant seem to find an answer that i would accept.
f u c k

21st of the month.

Cut short on everything
Part Bs got third in the orienteering competition today.
Proud of them.
Congratulations too.

Training tomorrow.
Shall sleep early.

Bye .

why am i still thinking of it.
i dont know why either.
just cant seem to move on.
fuck =/

Just help Aijie posted on her blog.
now. back to geography homework !.


And yes. Im worried about you.
But i just couldnt find my courage to ask about you

Haa. Finally posting.
Didnt manage to post on 808pm.
But luckily i open this 'posting' page on 808pm and went to eat dinner =D

Haa.
Today is the 2oth of august.
And its 808pm.

So type all togther is 20082008 2008 hours.
2008 all the way!

Okays.
Today. . .

School got nothing much again. Cant remember much.
Onli remembered after school.

Went to draw Ops room key.
And went opposite school to buy toothbrush and toothpaste.
To clean up the kiwi stains in the ops room.

Sian sia. Brush like mad.
Did some homework in the ops room.
And decided to go home.

Well.
Was very pissed with something that happened after school .
Z.

But nevermind.
Forget it.


Bus home.
Chat on the phone for like 2hours cause no one's at home =DD

Haa.
Okays.

200820082008

2242 hours now !.
190808.


Today dam tiring uhh. .
Had nothing much to elaborate on for school.
Except that i passed 5 subjects. Failed 2.
Sad uh. . .

Hm . .
After school. Went find Songyang and people near fuhua.
Then went aunt house to leave my handphone there.
And headed to HQ with JunJian, Hongwei, Yongming and Peile.

Train-ed to Yio Chu Kang.
And walk to Amoy Quee Camp.
Army camp =/.
NCC HQ =[.

Walk in.
Kena scold by someone guarding the gate.
Called Bryan How.
I think he's a SAF private.

Yea. Cause we fold in our shirt.
And he wanted us to tuck in.
We tried explaining.
But he just wont listen.

Tuck in.
Then go report to some CLTs.

Did a body check.
Then headed towards MPH.
While walking to MPH , we walk pass the guardhouse again.
Then the SAF bryan called us report to him again.

Say he want us to tuck in .
Another SAF lance corporal came with him this time round.
And he listened to our explanation.
He asked us to fold in nicely.
And allowed us to go.

Finally someone bothered listening to our explanation uh. . .

Walked to MPH.
Kena scold by some CLTs.
Cause we were late and we were still walking .

Went to sit down in MPH.
Listen to Warrant Officer Mathy 's briefing.
Took quite long. .
Nearly fell alseep.

Then went to get our mutual topics for Senior Specialist Course.
And saw Jovina o.o

Oh. And RV girls going for this course is cute kay.
Haa.
=x.

Then went to Yio Chu Kang MRT station to board train back to JE.
Skipped 4 trains in total.
And talk super lot of rubbish on the train.
Haa.
Fun =x.

Alighted at JE.
Bought KFC.
And took bus to Mr.Chia's house .

Cause the rest had their handphones with Mr.Chia
Collected phone.
And bus-ed to aunt 's house to collect my phone .

And bus-ed home.
=D
Reached home like ard 9.15pm la.
Super lateee T.T

And yea. I had both my lunch and dinner on the bus today =D.
Haaa.

Okays. Gonna complete my geography homework before i sleep .
=].

Labels: istillcantforget YOU . . .

180808.
2114 hours

M o n d a y
---------------

I woke up early today !
Proud of it .
Haa.

School was boring.

Had 4 periods of physics.
Last period nearly fell asleep.

Got back most of my common test papers already.
Some are quite well done, some are okay , and 1 fail =/.

After school.
Went eat in kopitiam near bus-stop.
Went back school.
Slack around.
And went Ian's house.

There 's this special incident that happen while we're walking to ian's house.
Me, Jiahao , Ian , Wenhui and Kristie was walking to Ian's house.
We were crossing the road near Rulang primary there.

Then this mad man just walk towards kristie,
stick out his hands and wack kristie in her stomach.
Fuck sia.

Then i was shocked , and angry.
So i shouted at him.
The man was at the other side of road.
So i kept staring at him.

He stared back .
And started yelling at us.
So i shouted back lo.
I called him to come to me.
Then he call me go find him instead ==".
So i shouted HUMJI at him.
And we walk off.

Super piss sia.
Mad man .
Wack people for no reason sia.

Crazy S H I T.

Okays.
Reach Ian's house.
Took off pants shirt and shoe.
to dry them =D

Play with Jiahao and Wenhui's DS.
And played chinese chess with Jiahao.
Got owned =/

Yea. And went home. Haa.

I hate mad man .
Bye

Labels: istillcantforget

Sunday.
170808.
2weeks. . .

Hmm. . .
Realise i have been like. Posting everyday ?
I think im crazy.

Lets talk about today then. . .

Woke up by relatives early in the morning.
Keep calling my phone.

Woke up, then change.
And went out.

Nothing much to elaborate on.
Haa .

But i took my aunt's lorry home today ! .
Sit at the back la.
Quite fun.
Damn long never sit at the back of lorry le.
Super Windy.
=D

Hm .
Nothing much today.

But i just finish watching the Olympics Table Tennis Female Finals !
Quite cool uh.
But sadly , Singapore lost =/

But nevermind yea.
At least we've got a medal , AFTER FORTY-EIGHT YEARS ! =x

Silver summore.

Well done Singapore , and the table tennis players.

Labels: istillcantforget

Okays.
Super bored.
So decided to post to kill time.

Went dinner with mum and sis.
Then riona told me she was somewhere near my house =/.
Went to find her.
But couldnt find her.
Her phone couldnt get through .
Zz.

So went to find Songyang, Junjian, Audric, Chinlong and Aijie at Taman Jurong Macdonald.
Sit there.
Listen to them talk cork .
Haa.

Then the 4 guys took cab to somewhere else.
I wanted to go home.
So i pei aijie walk from taman mac to her house.
Then took bus back home.

And and. . .
Saw a dead cat lying in carpark near my house just now.
Still got blood at the mouth sia.
Think kena run down by car.
Sad. . .
R.I.P cat.

76th post ! .
160808 . Saturday.

Just back from Bukit Brown Cemetery.
Quite tired uh.
Slept on the bus on the way home.
And woke up when my head knocked against the window fucking hard=/.

Supposed to woke up at 0545 today.
But end up i woke at 0615 .
Fuck.
Iron uniform.
Then rush down to school.

Reach school.
Part B was already there .
They greeted me .
Haa.

Went into NCC room - [ Ops room ]
Do my own things lo.
Wait for Part B to wear their SBOs ,
then went up bus.

Head towards Bukit Brown Cemetery !
That place.
Heard was the oldest cemetery in Singapore.

Cant forget that place uh .
Cause every year top 10 cadets from our unit in orienteering will go there for the last selection.
Been there last year.
Topo excercise there was tough as it was raining heavily last year.

Okays. Get back to today.
Part B got split into 2 groups.
5 per group.

Was attach to Group 1 with Hongwei and MrChia.
They were real fast.
Running non - stop.
But navigator wasnt accurate enough.

They completed the excercise in 34mins.
While group 2 , whom PeiLe and Yongming was attached to took 58mins.

Took a short break.

And the 2nd excercise started.
We swop groups.
So i was with group 2 on the 2nd excercise.

Just before the excercise start , it started to rain.
Gave Mr.Chia my poncho [ raincoat ] which the trainer gave me earlier.
Share one pathetically small umbrella with Hongwei and YongMing.
While Peile got his own poncho =[.

We couldnt run with the Part Bs.
So the 4 of us were walking slowly behind.
Taking a stroll in the BIG cemetery.

Rain stop and we joined our individual groups.
Group 2.
Quite indecisive and always splited up.

Excercise finish.
This time group 2 took 38mins.
Improvement !.

Part Bs had one-to-one interview with officers and instructors.
While we , the 4 part Cs there were walking around.
Talking to other Part Bs.

After interview,
the top 6 orienteerers who is going to represent our unit this year was chosen.

They are
Bryan
Nopalddo. (?)
Junhao
Wenhui
Hairul
Haziq.

Congrats.
And good job too , to those who was not selected.

Headed back to school.
Went Ops room to MOP FLOOR =[.

And went lunch with Mr Chia, PeiLe and Hongwei.

And headed home~ =D


Super tired . =[

And yea.
Riona sms me and said she saw me just now when i was walking home.
Wonder where is she huh.
Always like ghost.

And was surprised she actually told me things like
DONT BE SAD.
Haa.

Didnt expect a tigeress to say this kind of things =X.
Haa.

Long time never talk to her already huh.
Wonder which hell she's in now. xD

Okays. Nevermind. Bye people ! =D

Okays. Continue from previous post.

Today - 150808
------------------

Had physics paper.
Calculations all wrong i think .
Shit .

Then was physics.
Quite boring uh =x
Moments ? Haa.

Then was recess.
As usual .
Eat & toliet.

Then was Chemistry.
Practical again !
Experiment today was super cool !
Copper (II) oxide ?
Did it with HuaXuan.

So much fun =x.
Like using 2 bunsen burners for 1 solution .
Then the wire gauze got so fucking red.
That i thought it was going to melt or something. .
Haa...

Then was maths.
Did some weird things.

Then went makan with HuaXuan , Leon and Ian.
Then went for training !.

Training was nice today i guess.
For me at least =].

Report to parade square as per normal.
PeiLe wasnt here.
So i became 2IC for muster parade.

Nothing much .
Then was attached to JunJian's Part A.
Joked with them at the start.

But got a little fedup as they were SUPER SLOW when walking from D&T block to F&N block.
Pump them.
And they quarrelled among themselves cause the ground was too hot .

Got them into a place with shade.
And pump them again.
And reprimanded them.

Then taught them usual stuffs.
Like bearing of cadets , and drills.

Went doing drills with Part C afterwards.
Cause Part A there was super boring.
March around school.
Doing cheers.

Sore throat now.
Screwed .

Then training officially ended with Zijian saluting when he is not suppose to.
Haaa.

Had AAR .
Nothing much to elaborate on.

Then bus-ed home with Ryan , Engmeng , Zijian , Ian and Yongming.


And yups.
Thats for today.

Tomorrow.
Need go cemetery with Part Bs for orienteering.
Screwed.
7th Month go cemetery huh.
Haa.
Looking forward to it.!

And i think its the same cemetery we went last year =D.

Okays. Done !

Today.
150808.
2153 hours now

Shall update a SUPER long one ! =x

Lets update starting from what happen on wednesday.

Wednesday - 130808
-----------------------

Had Chemistry common test.
Totally screwed.
Dont know most of the things.
All i did was lie on the table ,
trying my best to answer AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE .

School that day was boring i suppose.
Cause i dont remember anything on that day in school.

After school , went ian's house.
Went coffee shop makan and watch Olympics.
Then went back study Amaths .
With WenHui , Jiahao , Ian and Junwei sleeping at one corner.

Was there till around 6 + .
Then went fitness corner.
Play rubbish games.

Then went home.


Thursday - 140808
-----------------------

Had Amaths paper.
Wow. I know alot of questions.
But all careless uh .
And not enough time too =/.

Went for Chemistry pratical that day.
Super fun.
Playing around with chemicals and stuffs.
Laughing like crazy .

Went home after school .

Got whole template screwed.
Thats why using this backup skin.

Update more later .

13 August 2008 ,
A Wednesday.
Its now 2338 hours.

So tired =/
But i still left with

Proving of Trigo Identities .
Long Long Part.

Hope to end by 0030 hours 14 august !

Did most of the questions in the Amaths revision paper given by Mrs.You
Can do almost all.
Except Proving . . .

Hope can pass Amaths huh .
For the 1st time ?

Hm . Shall not waste anymore time.
Go study Trigo now !

Post on friday night !.

Till then ,
takecare .

70th post.
On 12 August 2008.

Wow.
12 le uh. .

Wont bother to update nowadays.
Cause i still have tons to revise .
And im serious !

Chemistry.
Just hope i dont end up with a Single Digit =]

Will post a LONG LONG one on friday.
Regarding what happen this one whole week yea.

Good luck to everyone who is having Common Test yea ?

Till then,
Take care peeps.

Labels: 9d

hi people
:D

ian here

jianrong ask me to post for him

so dun scold me
:X

anyways

jianrong ask me to type this


IAN ROCKS!

said by jianrong
bt typed by ian
:D

hahas

actually
all of jianrong friends rocks
:D

yupss

F.Y.I
i did not force jianrong to say this
he said this on his own accord

:D

HAPPY COMMON TEST
n
MAY GOD BLESS YOU!
:D

:D
helping kjr post.

before i fly off for TKD.
:D

jiayou in CTs.
:D

going to reach 100 in another 32 posts!
O.O

Its 11 August uh .

Just finished revising geography

I mean the textbook only uh.

Another cup of coffee is needed. !

Okays. Just updating as a form of break.

Geography is making me crazy ~

Shall update more tomorrow.


footprints in the sand. . .

HAHA!
i CHANGED THIS SKIN OKAYS!?

hahhas.

jiayou for all your CTs people.
:D

CIAO.

kristie



i feel i tinge of euphoria in my mood now.

65th post.
Watching Olympics.
Soccer

Italy Vs Korea.
Keep Yawning.

Tired .

Not enough sleep.
=/.

BiteYOU =]

64!
:D

hahashas.

kjr wan sui!

63rd Post.
10/08/08.

Fucking tired now.
Eyes ar barely open. .


09/08/08 - Yesterday
------------------------

Woke up at 3pm.
Changed.
Walk to lakeside.
But walk halfway , realised was late.
Then cabbed to Jurong East instead. Haa
Took a Hyundai Comfort cab.
Dam stylo.
Uncle played those hip-hop music. Haa.

Alighted behind Popular .
Ran up to the platform.
Met Xianqin , Ian , Jiahao , Richoon , Audric , Aijie and Yijin.
Trained down to City Hall.

Train was fucking crowded with Banglahs.
I kept smiling at one of them with the YELLOW CAP =="
He smiled back at me too.

Pointed middle finger at him when he alighted at Outram Park.
And he pointed me back. Haaa.
Cute Banglah.

Alighted at City Hall.
And went to eat Burger King.
Ate BK Doubles BBQ Turkey Bacon Upsize !
Yeetiong, Jiajun , Jiabo and another guy joined us while we are at BK.
Then went to the big field at Padang.
Found a place . Sat down .

Then was chatting lo.
And Aijie told me she wanted the light stick or something.
Its 5bucks.
So i kup half she kup half.
Went to buy the stick . And started playing around with it.

Fireworks. .
Took videos of it.
Pretty nice this year uh.

Fireworks ended.
Waste damn lot of time on deciding where to go.

Walked to 老巴剎 which was like dam far away.
Ian and Jiahao left.
To find their friends.

Sat there.
Drink up .
And talk nonsense. Haa


Then walk to Raffles Place MRT station.
Sit by the side like some idiot.
While deciding where to go. Haa.

Trained down to boonlay.
Yijin and Audric left.
Left the few of us. Went Jurong Point.
Actually wanted to watch midnight movie.
But left front seats.
So dropped the idea.
And went arcade instead.
Haa.
Initial D ~ =x

Then went eat.
Share hokkien mee with Aijie.
The way she eat is ==". .

Then sat around at Boonlay MRT station.
Whole place deserted.
Left a few of us.
Songyang joined us cause he wanted to drink at Yeetiong's house.

Slack at Boonlay MRT for damn long.
"Talk cork have fun do nothing" is how i am going to describe what we do at Boonlay.
Haa.

Then . Walked to Yeetiong's house lo.
Disturb fucking lots of Banglahs while walking.
Screwed. .
But fun!. haa..

And Yeetiong's mum is so friendly kay !.
Watch Death Note.
L change the world.
while drinking beer and coke together. Haa.

Change into Yeetiong's shorts. Cause jeans too tight.
Uncomfotable.

Xianqin , JiaJun and Jiabo went to Yeetiong's room and sleep not long after the show started.
Left Yeetiong , Richoon , Songyang , Aijie and Me.

Forgot what happen next.
Onli remembered Songyang and Richoon slept on the sofa.
Me and Aijie on the floor ==".
And that was already like 0400am in the morning if im not wrong

Woke up at 8+.
Went to Yeetiong's room to sleep.
All 8 of us , together with Yeetiong's brother cramped in one small room.
Slept side by side with Xianqin.

Woke up again at 11am.
Richoon complained that i snored too loudly.
Made her cant slp >.<

So we were there , talk cork again.
Until all of us decided to leave.

Went to bus stop.
Cabbed home with Aijie, while the rest took 185 home ~.

Bloody tired.
Go sleep now.
Bye people.

Oh ya.
Happy belated Birthday Singapore !.

And Happy Birthday to FongLaiSi. .

Byee

080808.
Special Day.
Its also 2008 Beijing Olympics Opening.

Hm. . .
Didnt post yesterday.
Cause was dam tired , and didnt have the mood to post.
So let me talk about yesterday first then. . .

Y E S T E R D AY
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Hm . Went school ?
Didnt remember much .
Except for PE , when we played dodge ball
Threw a fucking ball at Weiming caused he aimed a ball at me.
Fuck him

Okays. Quarrelled with Selvia during Geography lesson.
Well . I know its my fault.
I've been very hot tempered nowadays.
Sorry.
But i just cant control it.

I was in fault , because i flare up at you.
But i hope you can understand too.
Cause no one will feel good if you keep take those past things out to say yea ?
Its like. . Im still feeling sad over it la.
Dont know how da explain.
Hope you can understand. . .

Then . . After school went Westmall
With Engmeng and Jiahao
Sew Name Tag and order name tag for Junjian and myself.

Then went comics connection see things.
Then go eat mac lo.
Got the SWIMMING CUP !. =x

Then continued walking in westmall again.
And there was one malay guy.
diao me =="
I sat on the escalator.
Then i didnt look back .
Didnt know his friends was behind
Then Jiahao tell me stand up.
Stood up , but he still continue to diao me.

So i shouted siao .
And he like not very happy.
But. too bad. he didnt come find me.

And yea. Wan Ting sms me and told me she was in Westmall too.
Intend to go find her. But she like suddenly flew to MRT station liao.
So . . Too bad.
Haa.

Then . . Yea.
Took 178 and went home

Now lets talk about today


T O D A Y
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Woke up late.
Reach school at 630 .
As usual , im the latest to reach the Ops room =/.
Polish boots , Pin badges.

And went to parade square for one final rehearsal before the parade.

Parade started at 0730 i think.
March out with the National Flag,
together with Raynon, Shiyuan and Ryan.

Was abit anxious when marching.
Cause like so many eyes staring at you uh.
Ryan passed the flag to me.
March to flag pole , and passed the flag to Siti.

Then blah blah blah .
Parade ended. March off.

Took picture with other UGs and Emcees.
Rush back to Ops room to change to Full PT kit.

And went to parade square for X-country.

X-country started.
Was like lagging behind la.
So many people was infront of me.
Thought this year no hope liao le.

In the end , overtook some of them
and got 14th position.
Getting lousier le uh.
Haa.

Then went to the " charity bazaar ".
Bought food.
Eat .
Change back to School uniform .

Then went Tedmond's house together with Junwei , Weijun .YongMing joined us later on.
Haa.
Fun sio.

Play dota there.
I screwed Junwei's game of Dota up la.
Then everyone in the game got fedup , and left the game =x

Then went to Gym .
Play with ALL the equipments there.
So fun .
Haa.

Then went swimming.
Long time bo swim le uh.
Realise swimming dam shuang
Shall swim more often =x

Made a fool out of ourselves at the pool.
Then one fucking security guard come , and said we are in improper attire.
Chase us out.

So we went shower , and went play bball.
Aijie came. And joined us in the game.

Play lo.
Dam fun =x

Then went home. .

Haa. Didnt regret going to tedmonds house.
Nice day out !

In life there are always undesirable things. Perhaps one will feel better if one changes the point of view from another direction

Kristie tiong told me this before she went offline.

Well, This sentence is very true la.
Change the point of view , and everything will be different

Hey !. This is my 60th post !

Shall not let anyone post for me =D

S I X T Y !

S exy
I ncredible
X treme
T hankful
Y ay!!!

Okays. Im crazy . Bye

Hm. Changed Skin.
Cause i like the bloody things around .
Haa.

Thanks Ian Chow Chee Yin for helping me to change the skin ,
caused i met with some problem while changing

Long Live to
I A N C H O W C H E E Y I N

Hm. Today is wednesday.
6th August 2008.

Late reporting time.
Was supposed to go eat mac wit Junjian at HKE.
But i woke up at ard 0810
Chiong down to bus stop.

Took bus to school.
Reach school bus stop at ard 0825.
Cross the road.
Buy tea and drink
Then slowly walk to school.

Was walking halfway when Daryl and Xiqiang ran pass me,
and shouted to me " Eh still dont want run arh. late liao leh "
So the 3 of us and some other Fuhua people ran to school
But found out we wasnt late.

So i went to the toliet near basketball court ,
Then slowly walk back to class.

But still , i wasnt late =x

Had lessons. Nothing fun today.

Shall not elaborate on the lessons then . .

After school . Saw Xianqin.
Brought him to some weird place to get his finger done with
Left halfway cause need rush back school for School NDP rehearsal.

Ran back to class to put wallet. Nearly fell down .
Head bang against doorknob. Fuck

Then ran to canteen to meet the rest.

Rehearsal started.
Hold the flag march out.
Pass flag to a redcross girl
Then march to one side .
Then march back to platoon and march off.

Nothing special.
Except that when marching out , my name was mentioned by the emcee.
Happy =x

Rehearsal ended around 4pm.
Took my bag. Went to canteen.
Cant find any of them left.
Except for JunJian and Hongwei.

Talk cork for awhile.Then headed to bus stop.
Took bus home.

Sleeping for the pass few hours.
And just visited the doctor, because of the unbearable pain caused by ulcers in my mouth

Got some painkillers . Caused 33bucks
Daylight robbery.

So here i am posting.
=D


Oh yea.
Thanks those who encouraged me on my tagboard and in school yea ?
Long live people.
You are loved =]

T H A N K S !

Oh ya. I will try go to each of your blog and thank you people if possible yea =x
Thanks once again

Hm. Login to blogger, and discovered i have 56 post already.
Means this is my 57 post ?

Hm . Lets see when i will reach 100 uh .

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05 August 2008.
Tuesday
3rd day after the miserable incident.
Haa.

Went to school as per normal.
Had maths. Well , at least i can concentrate for quite awhile today.
Great achievement as compared to yesterday?
Haa.

Then was Chinese. Wasnt feeling well,
So just sleep there lo.

Recess. Eat .

Then was chemistry i think.

Next was 4 periods of Geography.
Haa. At least i tried listening and doing some work again . =]

Then last 2 was physics.
Went to the front for today's lesson
Haa. Was able to pay attention for the whole physics i guess.

Chemistry was next again , it was a remedial .
Just writing things here and there , and drawing things on table .

Then slack outside class.
And went Movie..

Took bus with Ian , JiaJun , Jiabo , Selvia , Chenhui and Jiahao
Hm. Suddenly became hyper on the bus uh.

Watched The Mummy . . .
with Ian JiaJun Jiabo Wenhui and Selvia.

But Wenhui left at 6. He didnt manage to finish watching

Show with nice graphics but lousy storyline.

Then bus-ed home with Chowboy.
Chatted with him again.

Found a quiet place after i alighted from bus.
Sat there , think through things again before eating dinner with mum and sis.
Haa..

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Hm. . Wasnt in a good mood the past few days uh.
And yup , it was because i broke with Her.
Was utterly disappointed the past few days.
Just couldnt convince myself that what happened is true uh.

For the past few days, I hated my life
I hated practically everything.
The thought of you with HIM seriously make my blood boil.

And just now. . .
I think of alot things while i was sitting alone in that dumb quiet place la. .
All those things that Kristie , Audric , Ian , Richoon and Other people told me.
And after thinking for a very very long time,
I decided to move on with my life.

Whats the point of feeling sad , and hating everything?
Things that are done cannot be undone uh.

And seriously i dont blame her or anyone now.
As what richoon say , feelings cant be controlled.
Feelings do get strong , but it fades too.

Hm, Dont know how to continue liao.
But yea, I'll try to be happy now.
Haa. Long Live .

Thanks those whom came to me, and told me to cheer up.
Just a " Cheer up " from you guys lighten up my feelings yea ?
Thanks !.

and i continued.

i wonder how God had decided to end my life,
from me jumping the building, to me dying in my sleep.
all has possibilities.

God has everything planned out for us.
God is the master of our lives.
He is who decides what comes in and what goes out.
we can never out witt Him.
we cannot predict what he has installed for us.

unlike,
we can counter attack opponent;
following up from his attack.

we aren't prepared for anything.
perhaps just metally,
when we think so.
but we are not.
when things hit hard on you,
u never know if u're going to fall or just dodge.

the world's ever changing.
and like what happen,
the cyclone nargis,
no one knew.
we cannot expect what is going to happen.

- Quoted from Kristie's Blog.May 11'08 post

Well. She told me to read this post.
Find it meaningful.

It set me thinking again.

Then whats planned out for me ?
What will happen to me 10 years later ?
5 years later ?
A month later ?
Or even tomorrow?

Everything that happened.
Its destined to happen ?
Haa. .

And this. . . .

Life has a PURPOSE
and Life has a meaning.
- Quoted from Kristie's blog, April 19'08 Post

Hmm.
Then whats the purpose of my life ?

Well , decided.
I will find it out.
Though it wont be easy.

Obstacles all around.
Like the one i just met , 2 days ago.
Though its hard to overcome,
But yea. I'll try .

Okays. Back to normal posting

Went school today.
Rather delighted , cause i've got my new bag .

Went into class. Sat there like a fool .
Then went for reading.

Chinese was next.
Talk with Audric and Laisi .

Then was PE. Didnt feel like changing into attire.
Therefore went into field and did some dumb walking.
Kena detention.

Recess. Never bring pocket money.
Lend from Chowboy.

Eat. . .
Then went back class.
Maths.
Totally bo feeling do maths la.
Alot of things running through my mind.
Just cant think properly.
Lucky got leon and laisi around uh.
They kept doing and doing, Then finally i started doing =]

Then was english.
Was very sad at that moment. So started sleeping.
Slept for ard half hour i think. Not sure.

Then was Maths again, yea. Just keep doing and doing maths lo.

Last 2 periods was Geography. Didnt have much, except Mrs Yan had a hard time getting the class into groups.
Sad her =[

After School , Went with Junwei and Audric do something.
Came back school.
Talk with Richoon i think.

Talk alot.

Finally got a rough idea of what is happening for the past 1 week.
I mean what has been in the process la.

Walk with them to Macdonald at Jurong Spring.
Talked with Richoon again

Then ate Mac...
Sat there after eating .
Listening to music, and trying to sort out everything .

Then walk to some dumb playground. Slack there.
Quite fun =]

Then went home. .

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Well, 2nd days since everything happened.
Starting to think im rather an idiot uh.
Always waiting for your message in the past,
and went online purposely at night , hoping that youre online too.

But none of my hope became true .

Today . that particular 1 hour after recess was miserable.
Everything kept running through my mind.

And after school , all those things that richoon told me.
. . . .
Dont know how to describe either.

M I S E R Y
. . . . . .

Pictures First
This is the Henderson Waves .
Sort of a big big bridge la.
Very nice place =]





Link this 2 pics together.It says +73.39Metres above ground ! =D



This is the railway track.


Both pics de road like endless huh ? Same as my misery. . haa.


Now West Coast =]



Dumb seaside..





Sunset ? =="


Peaceful sea. Thats what i need now=[


Love that place. .

Hm.
Next post .

3rd August.

Didnt manage to sleep.
Keep wake up , sleep , wake up , sleep.
Things keep coming into my mind.
Fuck .
Fuck this life uh.

Finally fell alseep at 659am after replying jellyfish's message
Woke up at ard 9am.
Sms-ed Xianqin .

Went down Bukit Gombak.
Board train to Bukit Batok.
Met Xianqin
Headed towards Jurong East

Sat at the bench at Jurong East MRT platform.
Chatted with Xianqin while waiting for Ken.
Hm. Felt better after pouring out to him .

Went Plaza Singapura with Xianqin and Ken.
Xianqin bought 2 G2000 collar tees .
Then went bugis.
Bought a bag for myself.

Then walked from BUGIS to FARRER PARK !

Didnt really remember what happen next.

Went to meeting area.
Got the starhub tee.
And started working !.

Gave out the fliers real quick .
Then went makan with Xianqin at Foodmore .
Ate 2 plates of chicken rice !
And sleep there while waiting for Xianqin to finish his food.

Had a severe headache while walking back from Foodmore to the place we are suppose to hand out fliers.
Reach the place where we are suppose to give out fliers.
Yeetiong say can go slack awhile.

So me and Xianqin went to the 5th Floor Playground.
Chatted again .
Realise we both have the same problem actually.
Hi-5 pal.

Then after awhile ,
Luis , Samuel and 4 other people came.
They slacked at 5th floor playground also.

Slack for quite long, until me and Xianqin decided to go other place.
Walked from 5th Floor Playground to 30 Storey HDB .
Alot of Indians around.

Got lost. But eventually found our way.

Took lift up to 30th storey , went down to 26th Storey ,
and chat there.
The view up there is real nice , and super windy !
Talk alot alot with Xianqin over there.
Chatted for like 1 hour until we decided to return to the meeting area .

Reach there , change out of Starhub Tee, and went home..

Tired day uh.

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Thought of alot of things today.
Not going to make the things im saying to become small small,
cause thats my feelings.
I dare to say . No point hiding.
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Why? What is all these ?
Utterly disappointed.
But can i show it ?
Fuck.
Is this the way its suppose to be ?
I dont know how the fuck am i suppose to describe what im feeling now.
Disappointed ?
Sad?
Cheated?
Miserable ?

F U C K is all i can say.

50th post.

[Picture delted as it seriously sucks]

:D

yours truly,
kristie tiong

Hm. Send that message on exactly 12am
Haa.

Tears came to my eyes suddenly.
Dont know why either.
Cant control it.

But yea.
As i told CHOW.
Im not sad.

Seriously not sad =D.

Haa. LongLive !

As i said in the first post of today ,
today S U C K .


Continue from 2nd post.

Reach home.
Sms Richoon .

Ask her lots and lots of things.
She refused to tell me initially.
But , yea. im persistent
Keep pressing her until she finally decided to tell me everything

All those things that happened past few days .
Sort of already expected this outcome.
Already prepared for the worst of the worst.

Just that im . .
sort of disappointed.
Not even 2 weeks yea ?
I dont know how this came about .
Just disappointed.

Got a feeling.
Like dangling somewhere in the middle yea ?
"Youre with me , but youre thinking of someone else."
Perhaps this sentence would give you a rough description of how i feel .

Seriously want to know whats in your mind uh.




Okays. shall not continue anymore.
Cant think properly. Bits and pieces of thoughts everywhere.
Not in the right mind to post.

Hope everything's going to be alright
Though i know it wouldnt .

Today. Went school at 7am.
Busy polishing boots.
Hoping it will shine,
but it didnt =[.

Went to Community Centre
Slack around.
Until we decided to head back to school to get the PACESTICKS
Didnt inform Mr Chia about it.
And got reprimanded for bypassing officers.

Well, thought about it.
I think its our fault yea.
I wouldnt want my cadets to wander around without my permissions too.
Lesson Learnt !

Went to holding area for parade to start.
Busy wearing beret when YongMing shouted the command for us to enter.
Xia dao uh.
March in with the flag, took flag , pass to Junjian to raise it
Was standing behind Junjian while he raise the flag.
He was actually trembling , just like me !
Haha

Salute the flag while the national anthem was played by FUHUA BAND !
1st time salute a flag in a parade uh .
Nice experience.

Whole thing ended soon enough.
And headed back to school
Slack in Ops room .

Met Engmeng , Jiahao , Laisi and Ian at JEC
Went West Coast.
Nice time there

Climbed Pyramid.
Swing around.

Sweating like hell

Then decided to sit by the sea and just lie there.
Saw a few apache helicopters flew pass with our Singapore Flag .
Suddenly felt proud to be a Singaporean yea.

Lie there, and also fell alseep.
Woke up , took pics and headed back to JE
Laisi gone mad on the way back to JE

Laisi and Junjian left [ Junjian left long ago , and laisi left when we reach JE ]
The rest of us went to makan at food court.

Bus-ed home with Engmeng and Ian.
Saw a few people infront of us.
Laughed at them =x

Reach home.
Sms richoon .
And , mood changed

Shall elaborate further in the next post.

Today. Amazing day .
Or should i say it S U C K .

Shall break up my post into three.
One is this
Second is about today at West Coast and the parade
Third is about something that just happened .

Shall post all pics as soon as possible.
Not in the mood to do it.

Post about today ?

Friday.

Last schoolday of the week.
Supposed to be very relax yea ?

Hm.

But it isnt.
.............

Okays.Lets talk about today first.

Went school as per normal.
Sat for Emaths Common Test.
Okays. Managed to finish with a few blanks at the back.
Didnt have time to turn back to finish it.

Hm.

Wont fail this time round le bah.
Something i should be happy about.
Haa.

Then was physics. Do corrections all the way.
Got a little more understand about THERMAL .

Recess. Makan .

Chemistry was next.
H . E . L . L
But weiliang is the saddest yea ?
Did talked to him after that.
Think hes okay le .
Just that got some detention uh.

Then . Amaths.
Looking at the things im working on makes me worried
How the F U C K am i going to pass my amaths uh.
Nevermind. Try harder lo.

Okays. School ended

Went for school NDP rehearsal. Suppose to take flag.
Nothing special.

Then sat there with alot of people in canteen.

And went railway track after that.

Went Mcdonald with Engmeng and Ian afterwards.
Nice time there.

Took 154 back home. Pranked Ryan on the way .
Screwed. haa..


Hmm. . . Was walking with engmeng,
When we decided to sit at the fitness corner , and lie there.
Was looking at the sky. . .
Haa. First time i realise the sky was so beautiful yea.

Lie there. . . Think about things lo.
Haa. Alot of problems came to my mind.
But no solution though =[.

Haha. Then went back home lo.

Parade tomorrow.
Just hope pass peacefully eh ?







sensitive?idontknow
justdontfeelright.
someonegivemesolutionsplease
haa...

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dun say i never help you post.
i did!
hahahs.

i know you had fun with my PSP.
playing loccorocco

s.pal

Late for camp.
Post after camp.
Reserve this 2 post.

Take care people

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97th post.
For kristie.

Cause i said i would accompany her tomorrow.
But due to some unforeseen circumstances.
I cant go with her.

Sorry uh tiong.

Good luck for Japan trip !.



Okays. I left with 2 more post for tomorrow !.
And i will have my 100th post posted on Monday ! .

=DD Bye peeps

Oh yes.
I receive 2 medals yesterday.

1 for cross country.
14th position ==".

And another for the NCC Specialist Course i attended during the June Holiday
IFC best for course .

IFC stands for Individual Fieldcraft btw.

Hm. Super tired now.

And my tailbone still hurts alot =/.

Cant sit.
Cant lie down.
So i can onli stand la.
Fucking hell.

Took 2 different painkillers at once liao.
But it still doesnt help.
Fuck man.

Oh oh . Yes.
Yesterday had NCC training !
Teach Part B some arm drills.

Realise i dont know alot of those arm drills sia.
Super xia suay infront of the cadets.

Then went Physical Training with them.
Quite fun uh.
Except that i cant do sit-ups etc cause of my backbone and tailbone.
Sucks !

Hm.

Yea .

Thats about it.

Shall go find some good place to stand , and watch tv.

Till then.
Take care

95th post !.
Need to reach 99 by tomorrow.
Cause my 100th post is reserve for Monday ! =D

Wont be around from Saturday till Monday noon.
Will be in Amoy Quee Camp , NCC HQ .
For a course.

Okays. Today.

Came to school rather late.
Raining. Sucks.

Physics practical first.
Then was Chemistry practical.
Chemistry practical sucks.

Tio chase out by Mr.Yeo Woei Ter for laughing when EVERYBODY is laughing _|_
Cant stand it uh.

Then recess. Went visit Songyang and Audric in sick bay.
Then went back for english.
Did filing.

Then chinese period.
Knock tio tailbone.
Fucking pain.

Just recover from injury nia.
Then kena again.

So i just lie on 3 chairs for whole chinese period.

Then was humanities.
Mrs Yan was absent.
So i went to sickbay to rest .
Cause my tailbone still hurts alot.

Was in sickbay when Mr. Phor came in ==".
He came in and BRUSH TEETH.
Crazy.
Then keep touching my tailbone.

Then lunchbreak .
Went back class .
Realise lesson start liao.

So just join in.

After school.
Went find Songyang and people opposite the block.

Then went back for duty for CCA Councilors.

Super boring.
Had to get sec 1s ready for their CAPTAIN BALL ==".

But went to slack after being umpire for 3 rounds of game =D.

Went chatting with Xianqin at fitness corner.

Talk alot.

Then went makan with Xianqin, Hanbin and Selvia.

Then went home =D.

Okays. Next post.
I need more post

Hmm. Here again.
Just woke up =D
94th post already.
Reaching 100. ! =D

Okays. Lets talk about today.

School was boring.
Except that physics was fun because our class keep disturbing Mr Loh ? .
But i still fell asleep halfway through his lesson.

After school.
Went opposite school with people.
Took quite long.

Then went back school.
And ate lunch with Ian in classroom.

Then went for drums.
Realised that we will be playing on the 7th of September.
A sunday .
At the Jurong Green CC again.

Were also told that we will have drums training EVERYDAY during the september holiday.
Except that i will be away on monday due to course.

Everyday sia T.T

Oh ya. This time , the drum formation is cool uh.
Like need to start learning how to play from scratch.

Played for 2hours + .
With some cork ups =/.

Then went Ops room to put all the drumsticks there.
And went bubble tea with Yuqing, Weijun, Zijian, Junwei and shixiong.

He treat us bubble tea uh.
Thanks lot.
But i bought an additional cup noodle with egg.

Sat on the floor and eat my food.
Then bus-ed home with KhongZiJian .

Training tomorrow.
Haven prepare anything yet.
And i haven started on any homework yet too.
I think most probably i will wake at 5 to do .


And yea.
Today super tired.
Dont know why either.

Came back home , and fell asleep immediately.
Just had my 3 hours of sleep.

And now im tired again.
Returning to sleep.

Bye.

Last post of the day i guess.

On the phone with Riona now.

But damn boring .
Cause she keeps complaining she needs to sleep ==".

Tell me to call her , then end up complaining need to sleep.
Weird uh.

Haa. Nevermind.
Cause she's a bugger =/

And yes.
She owes me a macdonald meal uh.
Haa. But i bet if she will treat la.

Okays.
This post is so random.
Bye

School was normal today.

Reach school when the 1st bell in the morning rang.

Went for reading.
Read my new storybook ! =D
Its called CrossFire , By Andy McNab.
Some war and terrorism story.

English.
Fucking no mood.
Lie on table for 2 periods.

Then was maths.
Amaths !. Fun .

After recess was geography.
Did rubbish things in history and AVA room.
Not to be mentioned.

Then was chinese.
Slack .

Then was chemistry uh.
Under a little bit of whats Handsome Yeo is saying
Haa.

Then was Maths again !.
Was in AVA room. Doing corrections.
And watching Mrs You play with her software.

After school.
Went doc.
Then bubble tea.
Then accompanied Jiahao for haircut.

Then went Ian's house for hide and seek !
Oh . i bought an icecream on the way to ian's house.

Hide and seek at ian's house was super fun !.
Hard to elaborate.

But the fun stop when some bloody fucking uncle complain to the security guard about us.
Fuck him uh.

Nevermind.
Went outside his house.
Bought drinks.
And went home ~ .

Okays. Thats for today.
And this is my 92nd post ! =D

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Okays. Post about today's trip to the doctor first.

Went to doctor opposite school after lessons.
Went to take X-ray =="

They called me into a room.
Tell me to undress almost EVERYTHING .

Then wear some thin piece of cloth and lie on a bed.
And let the machine scan here scan there =="

Fucking paiseh la.
Summore the one operating the machine is a AUNTIE ==".
Screwed.

Done with X-ray.
Doctor says the pain at the tip of my backbone is due to injuries.
He says that the tip of my backbone is bent, while normal people is straight.

Was told to eat medicine, and should be alright.

And another thing !.
From the X-ray , doctor found out that my backbone got some sort of defect.
One portion of my backbone is not joint together.

But he says its born with it de.
Nothing can be done about it.

Sadded.
T.T

Haa. But he says wont have any great effects on the body.
Relieved =D.

Okays. Next post ~

90th post !.
Now on phone with TayAiJie.
Bugger.
Haa. .

Okays.
90th post.
10 more to my 100th post !
Cheers.

Aijie keeps sms-ing while talking on the phone.
Bugger.

Haa.
Aijie says SHE 's SAD
and she needs to cry.
I miss 4**1

Haa

Thats what i said to 2 days ago.
Fucking guai lan sia she.
Keep guai lan me
Bugger.

Hm.
Yesterday was 23rd
T.T

Nevermind.
Haa.
I go sleep le =/

Hm.
Okays. This is my 89th post.
And its on 24th of August 2008
2251 hours

3 days never post already uh .

Long post ahead !

Friday
--------

Cant remember much.
Except that i went for a haircut with JUNJIAN .

Then ran up to 480 to change into my NCC no.4
But realise it wasnt there.
Called my aunt.
She said she took it to BEDOK to wash.
What the hell uh.
So i cab down to bedok.

Cost me 20bucks.
Change into my WET no.4.
And came back to Fuhua.

Reach school around 4pm.

After that ,
training wasnt very desirable.
So shall not mention it.

Went to makan with buds at coffee shop near school.
Ate a 10bucks beef steak.
But wasnt very nice afterall.

So thats was my FRIDAY =[


Saturday - 230808
TWENTY-THIRD . a date i would never forget.
-----------

Woke up at around 10.
Went for taekwondo training.
Kick here and there.
Sweat like some mad fuck.

And had sparring session =[.
Just cant focus
Cause kept thinking of stuffs.

And got owned the fuck out of me.
Kena them kick like siao =[.
Fucking pain.

Then went Changi Airport Terminal 3 with relatives.
Had fastfood there.
That shop was called POPEYE if im not wrong.
Food there was SUPERB.

Nice =D

Then went to bought a storybook for myself.
Miracle uh.

And went back to my aunt's house .

Watch Olympics over there, and kept thinking through things.
Its 23rd yea.
A date i used to love, but what i fear now.
A date i would never forget.


Sunday !
----------

Woke up around 10.
Rush off to JE to meet PeiLe and Hongwei.
Went Expo.

Watched " Money not enough 2 " with Junwei and the 2 of them.
Nice show.
Touching uh T.T

Then went to IMM to meet Yeetiong and Tedmond.
Ate Long John Silver.
And went JE arcade.

Worst thing is, we took cab from IMM to Jurong East ==".
Fun at JE arcade.
And i broke another Initial-D record of mine =D

Saw Songyang and Chinlong at JE interchange.

Bus-ed home with Chinlong , Yeetiong and Tedmond.
Hm.
Bus 98 uh.
From JE .

Brough back some unwanted memories.
Sadded.

But Aijie rang my handphone.
And crap with her till a few minutes ago.
Haa.

Okays.
Nice day out today too !

Labels: stillcantgetoverit. sucks

Out.
Post asap.
Most prolly midnight or early morning tomorrow.
Till then , Bye peeps.
Take care

85th post.
Here again because need to wait for something before i sleep.
But not to be mentioned here.

Hmm. . .
Sian uh.

Just slept for 2 hours.
And now im tired again.
Screwed.

Yawning like mad now.
Just did worksheet for maths.
Left some blanks =[ .
Cause damn tired.
Brain just refuse to think uh.

Okays. Shall watch Olympics while waiting.

Computer needs to sleep too =].

I am going crazy
i kept wondering.
but i cant seem to find an answer that i would accept.
f u c k

21st of the month.

Cut short on everything
Part Bs got third in the orienteering competition today.
Proud of them.
Congratulations too.

Training tomorrow.
Shall sleep early.

Bye .

why am i still thinking of it.
i dont know why either.
just cant seem to move on.
fuck =/

Just help Aijie posted on her blog.
now. back to geography homework !.


And yes. Im worried about you.
But i just couldnt find my courage to ask about you

Haa. Finally posting.
Didnt manage to post on 808pm.
But luckily i open this 'posting' page on 808pm and went to eat dinner =D

Haa.
Today is the 2oth of august.
And its 808pm.

So type all togther is 20082008 2008 hours.
2008 all the way!

Okays.
Today. . .

School got nothing much again. Cant remember much.
Onli remembered after school.

Went to draw Ops room key.
And went opposite school to buy toothbrush and toothpaste.
To clean up the kiwi stains in the ops room.

Sian sia. Brush like mad.
Did some homework in the ops room.
And decided to go home.

Well.
Was very pissed with something that happened after school .
Z.

But nevermind.
Forget it.


Bus home.
Chat on the phone for like 2hours cause no one's at home =DD

Haa.
Okays.

200820082008

2242 hours now !.
190808.


Today dam tiring uhh. .
Had nothing much to elaborate on for school.
Except that i passed 5 subjects. Failed 2.
Sad uh. . .

Hm . .
After school. Went find Songyang and people near fuhua.
Then went aunt house to leave my handphone there.
And headed to HQ with JunJian, Hongwei, Yongming and Peile.

Train-ed to Yio Chu Kang.
And walk to Amoy Quee Camp.
Army camp =/.
NCC HQ =[.

Walk in.
Kena scold by someone guarding the gate.
Called Bryan How.
I think he's a SAF private.

Yea. Cause we fold in our shirt.
And he wanted us to tuck in.
We tried explaining.
But he just wont listen.

Tuck in.
Then go report to some CLTs.

Did a body check.
Then headed towards MPH.
While walking to MPH , we walk pass the guardhouse again.
Then the SAF bryan called us report to him again.

Say he want us to tuck in .
Another SAF lance corporal came with him this time round.
And he listened to our explanation.
He asked us to fold in nicely.
And allowed us to go.

Finally someone bothered listening to our explanation uh. . .

Walked to MPH.
Kena scold by some CLTs.
Cause we were late and we were still walking .

Went to sit down in MPH.
Listen to Warrant Officer Mathy 's briefing.
Took quite long. .
Nearly fell alseep.

Then went to get our mutual topics for Senior Specialist Course.
And saw Jovina o.o

Oh. And RV girls going for this course is cute kay.
Haa.
=x.

Then went to Yio Chu Kang MRT station to board train back to JE.
Skipped 4 trains in total.
And talk super lot of rubbish on the train.
Haa.
Fun =x.

Alighted at JE.
Bought KFC.
And took bus to Mr.Chia's house .

Cause the rest had their handphones with Mr.Chia
Collected phone.
And bus-ed to aunt 's house to collect my phone .

And bus-ed home.
=D
Reached home like ard 9.15pm la.
Super lateee T.T

And yea. I had both my lunch and dinner on the bus today =D.
Haaa.

Okays. Gonna complete my geography homework before i sleep .
=].

Labels: istillcantforget YOU . . .

180808.
2114 hours

M o n d a y
---------------

I woke up early today !
Proud of it .
Haa.

School was boring.

Had 4 periods of physics.
Last period nearly fell asleep.

Got back most of my common test papers already.
Some are quite well done, some are okay , and 1 fail =/.

After school.
Went eat in kopitiam near bus-stop.
Went back school.
Slack around.
And went Ian's house.

There 's this special incident that happen while we're walking to ian's house.
Me, Jiahao , Ian , Wenhui and Kristie was walking to Ian's house.
We were crossing the road near Rulang primary there.

Then this mad man just walk towards kristie,
stick out his hands and wack kristie in her stomach.
Fuck sia.

Then i was shocked , and angry.
So i shouted at him.
The man was at the other side of road.
So i kept staring at him.

He stared back .
And started yelling at us.
So i shouted back lo.
I called him to come to me.
Then he call me go find him instead ==".
So i shouted HUMJI at him.
And we walk off.

Super piss sia.
Mad man .
Wack people for no reason sia.

Crazy S H I T.

Okays.
Reach Ian's house.
Took off pants shirt and shoe.
to dry them =D

Play with Jiahao and Wenhui's DS.
And played chinese chess with Jiahao.
Got owned =/

Yea. And went home. Haa.

I hate mad man .
Bye

Labels: istillcantforget

Sunday.
170808.
2weeks. . .

Hmm. . .
Realise i have been like. Posting everyday ?
I think im crazy.

Lets talk about today then. . .

Woke up by relatives early in the morning.
Keep calling my phone.

Woke up, then change.
And went out.

Nothing much to elaborate on.
Haa .

But i took my aunt's lorry home today ! .
Sit at the back la.
Quite fun.
Damn long never sit at the back of lorry le.
Super Windy.
=D

Hm .
Nothing much today.

But i just finish watching the Olympics Table Tennis Female Finals !
Quite cool uh.
But sadly , Singapore lost =/

But nevermind yea.
At least we've got a medal , AFTER FORTY-EIGHT YEARS ! =x

Silver summore.

Well done Singapore , and the table tennis players.

Labels: istillcantforget

Okays.
Super bored.
So decided to post to kill time.

Went dinner with mum and sis.
Then riona told me she was somewhere near my house =/.
Went to find her.
But couldnt find her.
Her phone couldnt get through .
Zz.

So went to find Songyang, Junjian, Audric, Chinlong and Aijie at Taman Jurong Macdonald.
Sit there.
Listen to them talk cork .
Haa.

Then the 4 guys took cab to somewhere else.
I wanted to go home.
So i pei aijie walk from taman mac to her house.
Then took bus back home.

And and. . .
Saw a dead cat lying in carpark near my house just now.
Still got blood at the mouth sia.
Think kena run down by car.
Sad. . .
R.I.P cat.

76th post ! .
160808 . Saturday.

Just back from Bukit Brown Cemetery.
Quite tired uh.
Slept on the bus on the way home.
And woke up when my head knocked against the window fucking hard=/.

Supposed to woke up at 0545 today.
But end up i woke at 0615 .
Fuck.
Iron uniform.
Then rush down to school.

Reach school.
Part B was already there .
They greeted me .
Haa.

Went into NCC room - [ Ops room ]
Do my own things lo.
Wait for Part B to wear their SBOs ,
then went up bus.

Head towards Bukit Brown Cemetery !
That place.
Heard was the oldest cemetery in Singapore.

Cant forget that place uh .
Cause every year top 10 cadets from our unit in orienteering will go there for the last selection.
Been there last year.
Topo excercise there was tough as it was raining heavily last year.

Okays. Get back to today.
Part B got split into 2 groups.
5 per group.

Was attach to Group 1 with Hongwei and MrChia.
They were real fast.
Running non - stop.
But navigator wasnt accurate enough.

They completed the excercise in 34mins.
While group 2 , whom PeiLe and Yongming was attached to took 58mins.

Took a short break.

And the 2nd excercise started.
We swop groups.
So i was with group 2 on the 2nd excercise.

Just before the excercise start , it started to rain.
Gave Mr.Chia my poncho [ raincoat ] which the trainer gave me earlier.
Share one pathetically small umbrella with Hongwei and YongMing.
While Peile got his own poncho =[.

We couldnt run with the Part Bs.
So the 4 of us were walking slowly behind.
Taking a stroll in the BIG cemetery.

Rain stop and we joined our individual groups.
Group 2.
Quite indecisive and always splited up.

Excercise finish.
This time group 2 took 38mins.
Improvement !.

Part Bs had one-to-one interview with officers and instructors.
While we , the 4 part Cs there were walking around.
Talking to other Part Bs.

After interview,
the top 6 orienteerers who is going to represent our unit this year was chosen.

They are
Bryan
Nopalddo. (?)
Junhao
Wenhui
Hairul
Haziq.

Congrats.
And good job too , to those who was not selected.

Headed back to school.
Went Ops room to MOP FLOOR =[.

And went lunch with Mr Chia, PeiLe and Hongwei.

And headed home~ =D


Super tired . =[

And yea.
Riona sms me and said she saw me just now when i was walking home.
Wonder where is she huh.
Always like ghost.

And was surprised she actually told me things like
DONT BE SAD.
Haa.

Didnt expect a tigeress to say this kind of things =X.
Haa.

Long time never talk to her already huh.
Wonder which hell she's in now. xD

Okays. Nevermind. Bye people ! =D

Okays. Continue from previous post.

Today - 150808
------------------

Had physics paper.
Calculations all wrong i think .
Shit .

Then was physics.
Quite boring uh =x
Moments ? Haa.

Then was recess.
As usual .
Eat & toliet.

Then was Chemistry.
Practical again !
Experiment today was super cool !
Copper (II) oxide ?
Did it with HuaXuan.

So much fun =x.
Like using 2 bunsen burners for 1 solution .
Then the wire gauze got so fucking red.
That i thought it was going to melt or something. .
Haa...

Then was maths.
Did some weird things.

Then went makan with HuaXuan , Leon and Ian.
Then went for training !.

Training was nice today i guess.
For me at least =].

Report to parade square as per normal.
PeiLe wasnt here.
So i became 2IC for muster parade.

Nothing much .
Then was attached to JunJian's Part A.
Joked with them at the start.

But got a little fedup as they were SUPER SLOW when walking from D&T block to F&N block.
Pump them.
And they quarrelled among themselves cause the ground was too hot .

Got them into a place with shade.
And pump them again.
And reprimanded them.

Then taught them usual stuffs.
Like bearing of cadets , and drills.

Went doing drills with Part C afterwards.
Cause Part A there was super boring.
March around school.
Doing cheers.

Sore throat now.
Screwed .

Then training officially ended with Zijian saluting when he is not suppose to.
Haaa.

Had AAR .
Nothing much to elaborate on.

Then bus-ed home with Ryan , Engmeng , Zijian , Ian and Yongming.


And yups.
Thats for today.

Tomorrow.
Need go cemetery with Part Bs for orienteering.
Screwed.
7th Month go cemetery huh.
Haa.
Looking forward to it.!

And i think its the same cemetery we went last year =D.

Okays. Done !

Today.
150808.
2153 hours now

Shall update a SUPER long one ! =x

Lets update starting from what happen on wednesday.

Wednesday - 130808
-----------------------

Had Chemistry common test.
Totally screwed.
Dont know most of the things.
All i did was lie on the table ,
trying my best to answer AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE .

School that day was boring i suppose.
Cause i dont remember anything on that day in school.

After school , went ian's house.
Went coffee shop makan and watch Olympics.
Then went back study Amaths .
With WenHui , Jiahao , Ian and Junwei sleeping at one corner.

Was there till around 6 + .
Then went fitness corner.
Play rubbish games.

Then went home.


Thursday - 140808
-----------------------

Had Amaths paper.
Wow. I know alot of questions.
But all careless uh .
And not enough time too =/.

Went for Chemistry pratical that day.
Super fun.
Playing around with chemicals and stuffs.
Laughing like crazy .

Went home after school .

Got whole template screwed.
Thats why using this backup skin.

Update more later .

13 August 2008 ,
A Wednesday.
Its now 2338 hours.

So tired =/
But i still left with

Proving of Trigo Identities .
Long Long Part.

Hope to end by 0030 hours 14 august !

Did most of the questions in the Amaths revision paper given by Mrs.You
Can do almost all.
Except Proving . . .

Hope can pass Amaths huh .
For the 1st time ?

Hm . Shall not waste anymore time.
Go study Trigo now !

Post on friday night !.

Till then ,
takecare .

70th post.
On 12 August 2008.

Wow.
12 le uh. .

Wont bother to update nowadays.
Cause i still have tons to revise .
And im serious !

Chemistry.
Just hope i dont end up with a Single Digit =]

Will post a LONG LONG one on friday.
Regarding what happen this one whole week yea.

Good luck to everyone who is having Common Test yea ?

Till then,
Take care peeps.

Labels: 9d

hi people
:D

ian here

jianrong ask me to post for him

so dun scold me
:X

anyways

jianrong ask me to type this


IAN ROCKS!

said by jianrong
bt typed by ian
:D

hahas

actually
all of jianrong friends rocks
:D

yupss

F.Y.I
i did not force jianrong to say this
he said this on his own accord

:D

HAPPY COMMON TEST
n
MAY GOD BLESS YOU!
:D

:D
helping kjr post.

before i fly off for TKD.
:D

jiayou in CTs.
:D

going to reach 100 in another 32 posts!
O.O

Its 11 August uh .

Just finished revising geography

I mean the textbook only uh.

Another cup of coffee is needed. !

Okays. Just updating as a form of break.

Geography is making me crazy ~

Shall update more tomorrow.


footprints in the sand. . .

HAHA!
i CHANGED THIS SKIN OKAYS!?

hahhas.

jiayou for all your CTs people.
:D

CIAO.

kristie



i feel i tinge of euphoria in my mood now.

65th post.
Watching Olympics.
Soccer

Italy Vs Korea.
Keep Yawning.

Tired .

Not enough sleep.
=/.

BiteYOU =]

64!
:D

hahashas.

kjr wan sui!

63rd Post.
10/08/08.

Fucking tired now.
Eyes ar barely open. .


09/08/08 - Yesterday
------------------------

Woke up at 3pm.
Changed.
Walk to lakeside.
But walk halfway , realised was late.
Then cabbed to Jurong East instead. Haa
Took a Hyundai Comfort cab.
Dam stylo.
Uncle played those hip-hop music. Haa.

Alighted behind Popular .
Ran up to the platform.
Met Xianqin , Ian , Jiahao , Richoon , Audric , Aijie and Yijin.
Trained down to City Hall.

Train was fucking crowded with Banglahs.
I kept smiling at one of them with the YELLOW CAP =="
He smiled back at me too.

Pointed middle finger at him when he alighted at Outram Park.
And he pointed me back. Haaa.
Cute Banglah.

Alighted at City Hall.
And went to eat Burger King.
Ate BK Doubles BBQ Turkey Bacon Upsize !
Yeetiong, Jiajun , Jiabo and another guy joined us while we are at BK.
Then went to the big field at Padang.
Found a place . Sat down .

Then was chatting lo.
And Aijie told me she wanted the light stick or something.
Its 5bucks.
So i kup half she kup half.
Went to buy the stick . And started playing around with it.

Fireworks. .
Took videos of it.
Pretty nice this year uh.

Fireworks ended.
Waste damn lot of time on deciding where to go.

Walked to 老巴剎 which was like dam far away.
Ian and Jiahao left.
To find their friends.

Sat there.
Drink up .
And talk nonsense. Haa


Then walk to Raffles Place MRT station.
Sit by the side like some idiot.
While deciding where to go. Haa.

Trained down to boonlay.
Yijin and Audric left.
Left the few of us. Went Jurong Point.
Actually wanted to watch midnight movie.
But left front seats.
So dropped the idea.
And went arcade instead.
Haa.
Initial D ~ =x

Then went eat.
Share hokkien mee with Aijie.
The way she eat is ==". .

Then sat around at Boonlay MRT station.
Whole place deserted.
Left a few of us.
Songyang joined us cause he wanted to drink at Yeetiong's house.

Slack at Boonlay MRT for damn long.
"Talk cork have fun do nothing" is how i am going to describe what we do at Boonlay.
Haa.

Then . Walked to Yeetiong's house lo.
Disturb fucking lots of Banglahs while walking.
Screwed. .
But fun!. haa..

And Yeetiong's mum is so friendly kay !.
Watch Death Note.
L change the world.
while drinking beer and coke together. Haa.

Change into Yeetiong's shorts. Cause jeans too tight.
Uncomfotable.

Xianqin , JiaJun and Jiabo went to Yeetiong's room and sleep not long after the show started.
Left Yeetiong , Richoon , Songyang , Aijie and Me.

Forgot what happen next.
Onli remembered Songyang and Richoon slept on the sofa.
Me and Aijie on the floor ==".
And that was already like 0400am in the morning if im not wrong

Woke up at 8+.
Went to Yeetiong's room to sleep.
All 8 of us , together with Yeetiong's brother cramped in one small room.
Slept side by side with Xianqin.

Woke up again at 11am.
Richoon complained that i snored too loudly.
Made her cant slp >.<

So we were there , talk cork again.
Until all of us decided to leave.

Went to bus stop.
Cabbed home with Aijie, while the rest took 185 home ~.

Bloody tired.
Go sleep now.
Bye people.

Oh ya.
Happy belated Birthday Singapore !.

And Happy Birthday to FongLaiSi. .

Byee

080808.
Special Day.
Its also 2008 Beijing Olympics Opening.

Hm. . .
Didnt post yesterday.
Cause was dam tired , and didnt have the mood to post.
So let me talk about yesterday first then. . .

Y E S T E R D AY
---------------------

Hm . Went school ?
Didnt remember much .
Except for PE , when we played dodge ball
Threw a fucking ball at Weiming caused he aimed a ball at me.
Fuck him

Okays. Quarrelled with Selvia during Geography lesson.
Well . I know its my fault.
I've been very hot tempered nowadays.
Sorry.
But i just cant control it.

I was in fault , because i flare up at you.
But i hope you can understand too.
Cause no one will feel good if you keep take those past things out to say yea ?
Its like. . Im still feeling sad over it la.
Dont know how da explain.
Hope you can understand. . .

Then . . After school went Westmall
With Engmeng and Jiahao
Sew Name Tag and order name tag for Junjian and myself.

Then went comics connection see things.
Then go eat mac lo.
Got the SWIMMING CUP !. =x

Then continued walking in westmall again.
And there was one malay guy.
diao me =="
I sat on the escalator.
Then i didnt look back .
Didnt know his friends was behind
Then Jiahao tell me stand up.
Stood up , but he still continue to diao me.

So i shouted siao .
And he like not very happy.
But. too bad. he didnt come find me.

And yea. Wan Ting sms me and told me she was in Westmall too.
Intend to go find her. But she like suddenly flew to MRT station liao.
So . . Too bad.
Haa.

Then . . Yea.
Took 178 and went home

Now lets talk about today


T O D A Y
------------

Woke up late.
Reach school at 630 .
As usual , im the latest to reach the Ops room =/.
Polish boots , Pin badges.

And went to parade square for one final rehearsal before the parade.

Parade started at 0730 i think.
March out with the National Flag,
together with Raynon, Shiyuan and Ryan.

Was abit anxious when marching.
Cause like so many eyes staring at you uh.
Ryan passed the flag to me.
March to flag pole , and passed the flag to Siti.

Then blah blah blah .
Parade ended. March off.

Took picture with other UGs and Emcees.
Rush back to Ops room to change to Full PT kit.

And went to parade square for X-country.

X-country started.
Was like lagging behind la.
So many people was infront of me.
Thought this year no hope liao le.

In the end , overtook some of them
and got 14th position.
Getting lousier le uh.
Haa.

Then went to the " charity bazaar ".
Bought food.
Eat .
Change back to School uniform .

Then went Tedmond's house together with Junwei , Weijun .YongMing joined us later on.
Haa.
Fun sio.

Play dota there.
I screwed Junwei's game of Dota up la.
Then everyone in the game got fedup , and left the game =x

Then went to Gym .
Play with ALL the equipments there.
So fun .
Haa.

Then went swimming.
Long time bo swim le uh.
Realise swimming dam shuang
Shall swim more often =x

Made a fool out of ourselves at the pool.
Then one fucking security guard come , and said we are in improper attire.
Chase us out.

So we went shower , and went play bball.
Aijie came. And joined us in the game.

Play lo.
Dam fun =x

Then went home. .

Haa. Didnt regret going to tedmonds house.
Nice day out !

In life there are always undesirable things. Perhaps one will feel better if one changes the point of view from another direction

Kristie tiong told me this before she went offline.

Well, This sentence is very true la.
Change the point of view , and everything will be different

Hey !. This is my 60th post !

Shall not let anyone post for me =D

S I X T Y !

S exy
I ncredible
X treme
T hankful
Y ay!!!

Okays. Im crazy . Bye

Hm. Changed Skin.
Cause i like the bloody things around .
Haa.

Thanks Ian Chow Chee Yin for helping me to change the skin ,
caused i met with some problem while changing

Long Live to
I A N C H O W C H E E Y I N

Hm. Today is wednesday.
6th August 2008.

Late reporting time.
Was supposed to go eat mac wit Junjian at HKE.
But i woke up at ard 0810
Chiong down to bus stop.

Took bus to school.
Reach school bus stop at ard 0825.
Cross the road.
Buy tea and drink
Then slowly walk to school.

Was walking halfway when Daryl and Xiqiang ran pass me,
and shouted to me " Eh still dont want run arh. late liao leh "
So the 3 of us and some other Fuhua people ran to school
But found out we wasnt late.

So i went to the toliet near basketball court ,
Then slowly walk back to class.

But still , i wasnt late =x

Had lessons. Nothing fun today.

Shall not elaborate on the lessons then . .

After school . Saw Xianqin.
Brought him to some weird place to get his finger done with
Left halfway cause need rush back school for School NDP rehearsal.

Ran back to class to put wallet. Nearly fell down .
Head bang against doorknob. Fuck

Then ran to canteen to meet the rest.

Rehearsal started.
Hold the flag march out.
Pass flag to a redcross girl
Then march to one side .
Then march back to platoon and march off.

Nothing special.
Except that when marching out , my name was mentioned by the emcee.
Happy =x

Rehearsal ended around 4pm.
Took my bag. Went to canteen.
Cant find any of them left.
Except for JunJian and Hongwei.

Talk cork for awhile.Then headed to bus stop.
Took bus home.

Sleeping for the pass few hours.
And just visited the doctor, because of the unbearable pain caused by ulcers in my mouth

Got some painkillers . Caused 33bucks
Daylight robbery.

So here i am posting.
=D


Oh yea.
Thanks those who encouraged me on my tagboard and in school yea ?
Long live people.
You are loved =]

T H A N K S !

Oh ya. I will try go to each of your blog and thank you people if possible yea =x
Thanks once again

Hm. Login to blogger, and discovered i have 56 post already.
Means this is my 57 post ?

Hm . Lets see when i will reach 100 uh .

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05 August 2008.
Tuesday
3rd day after the miserable incident.
Haa.

Went to school as per normal.
Had maths. Well , at least i can concentrate for quite awhile today.
Great achievement as compared to yesterday?
Haa.

Then was Chinese. Wasnt feeling well,
So just sleep there lo.

Recess. Eat .

Then was chemistry i think.

Next was 4 periods of Geography.
Haa. At least i tried listening and doing some work again . =]

Then last 2 was physics.
Went to the front for today's lesson
Haa. Was able to pay attention for the whole physics i guess.

Chemistry was next again , it was a remedial .
Just writing things here and there , and drawing things on table .

Then slack outside class.
And went Movie..

Took bus with Ian , JiaJun , Jiabo , Selvia , Chenhui and Jiahao
Hm. Suddenly became hyper on the bus uh.

Watched The Mummy . . .
with Ian JiaJun Jiabo Wenhui and Selvia.

But Wenhui left at 6. He didnt manage to finish watching

Show with nice graphics but lousy storyline.

Then bus-ed home with Chowboy.
Chatted with him again.

Found a quiet place after i alighted from bus.
Sat there , think through things again before eating dinner with mum and sis.
Haa..

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Hm. . Wasnt in a good mood the past few days uh.
And yup , it was because i broke with Her.
Was utterly disappointed the past few days.
Just couldnt convince myself that what happened is true uh.

For the past few days, I hated my life
I hated practically everything.
The thought of you with HIM seriously make my blood boil.

And just now. . .
I think of alot things while i was sitting alone in that dumb quiet place la. .
All those things that Kristie , Audric , Ian , Richoon and Other people told me.
And after thinking for a very very long time,
I decided to move on with my life.

Whats the point of feeling sad , and hating everything?
Things that are done cannot be undone uh.

And seriously i dont blame her or anyone now.
As what richoon say , feelings cant be controlled.
Feelings do get strong , but it fades too.

Hm, Dont know how to continue liao.
But yea, I'll try to be happy now.
Haa. Long Live .

Thanks those whom came to me, and told me to cheer up.
Just a " Cheer up " from you guys lighten up my feelings yea ?
Thanks !.

and i continued.

i wonder how God had decided to end my life,
from me jumping the building, to me dying in my sleep.
all has possibilities.

God has everything planned out for us.
God is the master of our lives.
He is who decides what comes in and what goes out.
we can never out witt Him.
we cannot predict what he has installed for us.

unlike,
we can counter attack opponent;
following up from his attack.

we aren't prepared for anything.
perhaps just metally,
when we think so.
but we are not.
when things hit hard on you,
u never know if u're going to fall or just dodge.

the world's ever changing.
and like what happen,
the cyclone nargis,
no one knew.
we cannot expect what is going to happen.

- Quoted from Kristie's Blog.May 11'08 post

Well. She told me to read this post.
Find it meaningful.

It set me thinking again.

Then whats planned out for me ?
What will happen to me 10 years later ?
5 years later ?
A month later ?
Or even tomorrow?

Everything that happened.
Its destined to happen ?
Haa. .

And this. . . .

Life has a PURPOSE
and Life has a meaning.
- Quoted from Kristie's blog, April 19'08 Post

Hmm.
Then whats the purpose of my life ?

Well , decided.
I will find it out.
Though it wont be easy.

Obstacles all around.
Like the one i just met , 2 days ago.
Though its hard to overcome,
But yea. I'll try .

Okays. Back to normal posting

Went school today.
Rather delighted , cause i've got my new bag .

Went into class. Sat there like a fool .
Then went for reading.

Chinese was next.
Talk with Audric and Laisi .

Then was PE. Didnt feel like changing into attire.
Therefore went into field and did some dumb walking.
Kena detention.

Recess. Never bring pocket money.
Lend from Chowboy.

Eat. . .
Then went back class.
Maths.
Totally bo feeling do maths la.
Alot of things running through my mind.
Just cant think properly.
Lucky got leon and laisi around uh.
They kept doing and doing, Then finally i started doing =]

Then was english.
Was very sad at that moment. So started sleeping.
Slept for ard half hour i think. Not sure.

Then was Maths again, yea. Just keep doing and doing maths lo.

Last 2 periods was Geography. Didnt have much, except Mrs Yan had a hard time getting the class into groups.
Sad her =[

After School , Went with Junwei and Audric do something.
Came back school.
Talk with Richoon i think.

Talk alot.

Finally got a rough idea of what is happening for the past 1 week.
I mean what has been in the process la.

Walk with them to Macdonald at Jurong Spring.
Talked with Richoon again

Then ate Mac...
Sat there after eating .
Listening to music, and trying to sort out everything .

Then walk to some dumb playground. Slack there.
Quite fun =]

Then went home. .

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Well, 2nd days since everything happened.
Starting to think im rather an idiot uh.
Always waiting for your message in the past,
and went online purposely at night , hoping that youre online too.

But none of my hope became true .

Today . that particular 1 hour after recess was miserable.
Everything kept running through my mind.

And after school , all those things that richoon told me.
. . . .
Dont know how to describe either.

M I S E R Y
. . . . . .

Pictures First
This is the Henderson Waves .
Sort of a big big bridge la.
Very nice place =]





Link this 2 pics together.It says +73.39Metres above ground ! =D



This is the railway track.


Both pics de road like endless huh ? Same as my misery. . haa.


Now West Coast =]



Dumb seaside..





Sunset ? =="


Peaceful sea. Thats what i need now=[


Love that place. .

Hm.
Next post .

3rd August.

Didnt manage to sleep.
Keep wake up , sleep , wake up , sleep.
Things keep coming into my mind.
Fuck .
Fuck this life uh.

Finally fell alseep at 659am after replying jellyfish's message
Woke up at ard 9am.
Sms-ed Xianqin .

Went down Bukit Gombak.
Board train to Bukit Batok.
Met Xianqin
Headed towards Jurong East

Sat at the bench at Jurong East MRT platform.
Chatted with Xianqin while waiting for Ken.
Hm. Felt better after pouring out to him .

Went Plaza Singapura with Xianqin and Ken.
Xianqin bought 2 G2000 collar tees .
Then went bugis.
Bought a bag for myself.

Then walked from BUGIS to FARRER PARK !

Didnt really remember what happen next.

Went to meeting area.
Got the starhub tee.
And started working !.

Gave out the fliers real quick .
Then went makan with Xianqin at Foodmore .
Ate 2 plates of chicken rice !
And sleep there while waiting for Xianqin to finish his food.

Had a severe headache while walking back from Foodmore to the place we are suppose to hand out fliers.
Reach the place where we are suppose to give out fliers.
Yeetiong say can go slack awhile.

So me and Xianqin went to the 5th Floor Playground.
Chatted again .
Realise we both have the same problem actually.
Hi-5 pal.

Then after awhile ,
Luis , Samuel and 4 other people came.
They slacked at 5th floor playground also.

Slack for quite long, until me and Xianqin decided to go other place.
Walked from 5th Floor Playground to 30 Storey HDB .
Alot of Indians around.

Got lost. But eventually found our way.

Took lift up to 30th storey , went down to 26th Storey ,
and chat there.
The view up there is real nice , and super windy !
Talk alot alot with Xianqin over there.
Chatted for like 1 hour until we decided to return to the meeting area .

Reach there , change out of Starhub Tee, and went home..

Tired day uh.

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Thought of alot of things today.
Not going to make the things im saying to become small small,
cause thats my feelings.
I dare to say . No point hiding.
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Why? What is all these ?
Utterly disappointed.
But can i show it ?
Fuck.
Is this the way its suppose to be ?
I dont know how the fuck am i suppose to describe what im feeling now.
Disappointed ?
Sad?
Cheated?
Miserable ?

F U C K is all i can say.

50th post.

[Picture delted as it seriously sucks]

:D

yours truly,
kristie tiong

Hm. Send that message on exactly 12am
Haa.

Tears came to my eyes suddenly.
Dont know why either.
Cant control it.

But yea.
As i told CHOW.
Im not sad.

Seriously not sad =D.

Haa. LongLive !

As i said in the first post of today ,
today S U C K .


Continue from 2nd post.

Reach home.
Sms Richoon .

Ask her lots and lots of things.
She refused to tell me initially.
But , yea. im persistent
Keep pressing her until she finally decided to tell me everything

All those things that happened past few days .
Sort of already expected this outcome.
Already prepared for the worst of the worst.

Just that im . .
sort of disappointed.
Not even 2 weeks yea ?
I dont know how this came about .
Just disappointed.

Got a feeling.
Like dangling somewhere in the middle yea ?
"Youre with me , but youre thinking of someone else."
Perhaps this sentence would give you a rough description of how i feel .

Seriously want to know whats in your mind uh.




Okays. shall not continue anymore.
Cant think properly. Bits and pieces of thoughts everywhere.
Not in the right mind to post.

Hope everything's going to be alright
Though i know it wouldnt .

Today. Went school at 7am.
Busy polishing boots.
Hoping it will shine,
but it didnt =[.

Went to Community Centre
Slack around.
Until we decided to head back to school to get the PACESTICKS
Didnt inform Mr Chia about it.
And got reprimanded for bypassing officers.

Well, thought about it.
I think its our fault yea.
I wouldnt want my cadets to wander around without my permissions too.
Lesson Learnt !

Went to holding area for parade to start.
Busy wearing beret when YongMing shouted the command for us to enter.
Xia dao uh.
March in with the flag, took flag , pass to Junjian to raise it
Was standing behind Junjian while he raise the flag.
He was actually trembling , just like me !
Haha

Salute the flag while the national anthem was played by FUHUA BAND !
1st time salute a flag in a parade uh .
Nice experience.

Whole thing ended soon enough.
And headed back to school
Slack in Ops room .

Met Engmeng , Jiahao , Laisi and Ian at JEC
Went West Coast.
Nice time there

Climbed Pyramid.
Swing around.

Sweating like hell

Then decided to sit by the sea and just lie there.
Saw a few apache helicopters flew pass with our Singapore Flag .
Suddenly felt proud to be a Singaporean yea.

Lie there, and also fell alseep.
Woke up , took pics and headed back to JE
Laisi gone mad on the way back to JE

Laisi and Junjian left [ Junjian left long ago , and laisi left when we reach JE ]
The rest of us went to makan at food court.

Bus-ed home with Engmeng and Ian.
Saw a few people infront of us.
Laughed at them =x

Reach home.
Sms richoon .
And , mood changed

Shall elaborate further in the next post.

Today. Amazing day .
Or should i say it S U C K .

Shall break up my post into three.
One is this
Second is about today at West Coast and the parade
Third is about something that just happened .

Shall post all pics as soon as possible.
Not in the mood to do it.

Post about today ?

Friday.

Last schoolday of the week.
Supposed to be very relax yea ?

Hm.

But it isnt.
.............

Okays.Lets talk about today first.

Went school as per normal.
Sat for Emaths Common Test.
Okays. Managed to finish with a few blanks at the back.
Didnt have time to turn back to finish it.

Hm.

Wont fail this time round le bah.
Something i should be happy about.
Haa.

Then was physics. Do corrections all the way.
Got a little more understand about THERMAL .

Recess. Makan .

Chemistry was next.
H . E . L . L
But weiliang is the saddest yea ?
Did talked to him after that.
Think hes okay le .
Just that got some detention uh.

Then . Amaths.
Looking at the things im working on makes me worried
How the F U C K am i going to pass my amaths uh.
Nevermind. Try harder lo.

Okays. School ended

Went for school NDP rehearsal. Suppose to take flag.
Nothing special.

Then sat there with alot of people in canteen.

And went railway track after that.

Went Mcdonald with Engmeng and Ian afterwards.
Nice time there.

Took 154 back home. Pranked Ryan on the way .
Screwed. haa..


Hmm. . . Was walking with engmeng,
When we decided to sit at the fitness corner , and lie there.
Was looking at the sky. . .
Haa. First time i realise the sky was so beautiful yea.

Lie there. . . Think about things lo.
Haa. Alot of problems came to my mind.
But no solution though =[.

Haha. Then went back home lo.

Parade tomorrow.
Just hope pass peacefully eh ?







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