25 September 2009
Friday
10.56pm

Hello.
I'm typing this post the 2nd time because blogger is mad.

Yes yes.
I'm back again.
Today's Friday and I'm back to school after 4 days of break.
Was late for school :)

Lessons were okay.
Getting back all the prelims results,
and none of them are ideal
Fuck that shit.

Deeparaya celebration in school from 11.30 for 1hour.
Rush home aft that.
Got changed,
and down to JP to meet the guys :D

Wanted to pool,
but there was no available table.
We then decided to go Safra LAN.
Ate pig trotters with Xianqin while otw to Joo Koon.

I left the guys and trained to CCK to meet Phoebe Lye Wan Ting for dinner.
Reach CCK around 5pm.
Slack around Lot 1 from 5 - 7

Went over to bus interchange to accompany Cindy and Celestine to wait for Bus.

Then went back to Lot 1 to have dinner.
Pizza Hut :D

Walk over to Wan Ting's house after dinner,
and I went to the bus stop alone aft sending her home.
Almost got lost in that fucking big estate.

188 , 178 and Home :)


Pictures :X

LOL . Her I/C. Super funny.




Ghost Ah Kong feasting on the food :X
hehehe.
jkjk

Okays. thats all for today
Bye people

24 September 2009
Thursday
1.43am
351th post


Hello people.
Just back home not long agoooo.
Went Orchard ION, Wisma and Cineleisure with Leon, Xianqin and Aijie.

Window shopping at Orchard ION.
Do stunts also

LAN at cineleisure.
DOTA for 1 hr, then MSN for 1 hr.
Kind of stupid to use MSN at LAN.
But nvm :D

Met Nathan at Tiong Bahru.
Then went dinner at Teh Tarik at 456 with Nathan and Xianqin,
while Aijie and Leon went home.

Cubed Chicken Spaghetti for dinner.
:D

Nice day out.
:D

Pictures ~


Unwilling party :(

Me & Aijie :D

Leon & Xianqin




Me & Xianqin !



Xianqin !

Aijie !



3 Musketeers

Cyclops :X

Singapore's next top model :P

On the train. . . .









Trying to get into the picture :X

Me & Aijie

:D

Bye people :)

* Chinese post.
Ignore this post if you want to
Just trying to rant.


放弃
什么是放弃？
身边的人都说放弃是个最好的选择
但要选择放弃有那么简单，那么容易吗？

我常提醒自己不应该让自己越陷越深
但又有什么分别呢?

等待
我不介意去等待
但我希望我的等待能换来我所要的
而不是白白浪费时间去等一些我一开始都不该去等的事

知足
我从来不奢望能过着童话般的生活
我是个容易满足的人
只要我知道你心里有我
那么等待又算什么呢？

这几个月来，
我越来越憎恨自己
我讨厌无能，无奈，毫无自信， 窝囊， 不知所措的自己
我为什么会变成这幅德行

越陷越深
不知所措
进退两难

我心里好乱好乱
我猜不透你的心
我根本不能了解你到底在想什么

我不知道你心里是否有我的存在

我需要一种肯定
我好无奈
真的好无奈


手机整天不停的响着
但简讯上却少了你的名字
让我感到如此的空虚，难过

而每当鼓起勇气想发个简讯时
却担心打扰你
也担心你根本不想和我说话
那我发简讯又有何用呢？

我真的不知道如何走下去了....


告诉我你到底在想什么吧
让我多了解你
也让我多了解自己......

21 September 2009
Monday
11.06am

Here to post on some recent pics.
To cover those wordy posts below :X







Unglam face , and short AIJIE






Jiaobin











* OUT FOR WHOLE OF TODAY :D
anything call me.

Fuck.
Was out just now.

Basketball with my usual cliques in the afternoon.

Taman Jurong during the evening.

Went back home around 8pm to take my medicine.
Went down to park again.

Talk cork with Junjian and Aijie.
And I drank some beer.

Totally forgot that I took medicine earlier.

Went home around 10+
And I fucking vomit for 4 times.
Damn uncomfortable :(

BITCH T.T
Dying liao.

Hm.
Damn dizzy.
Time to catch some sleep.
Bye fuckers :((((

20 September 2009
Sunday
2.10am.

Hello people :)
Its 2am now.
And I just cant sleep.

I AM STILL COUGHING LIKE A DICKKKKKKKKKKKK T.T

Damn it.

Decided to give my blog a proper update :)
And it shall be a HAPPY one,
as a promise to auntie lee-sy
:X

Lets just keep my update on saturday :X


Woke up around 12 T.T
Had breakfast, and went over to my aunt's place.
Slackkkkk all the way till 3.

Taekwondo from 3-4.30
Cousin was sick, and I attended lesson alone.
I'm not taking the October Grading,
and all I did for that 1.5hrs was hopping back and front , back and front.
F O O T W O R K :(

Went back to aunt's house for a shower etc.
Left for Clementi at ard 6.30pm.

Aunt gave me a ride to Bedok station.
Riona was at the platform.
But she was going towards Tampinese.

She's still so talkative :D

Trained down alone to Clementi.
The train was surprisingly empty.

Alighted th train ard 7.20pm ?
Walk over to Siewhoon's house,
but I almost got lost because I dont know the way there.

Reach her house around 7.45pm I guess.
Slack againnnnnnnnn
Oh, the dog is damn fucking cuteeeeeeeeeeee :D

Decided to have dinner.
Mos Burger with Leon, Shengrong, Junjian, Aijie, Siewhoon and Ben(?)
Xianqin came aft that.

Dinner till around 11.
Took 154 with Leon and Aijie while the rest went their way.

Started to talk about our childhood games on the bus.
Damn fucking funny.
Pokemon cards, digivice (?) , erasers, beyblades etc etc.
LOL.
Fucking lame.

Home around 11.45pm
Got hook onto some television program until 1.30am

And yes !
Here I am now :D


Roar.
I realise I've out for the past few days,
and I'm always staying out late.

I NEED TO STOPPPPPPP :X

I promise I'll stop after thursday
I promise.
Hehehe
:X

Okays.
Time for a game of DOTA before I lay my fucking ass on my bed and catch a sleeeep.


Bye people :D


happy post liao hor auntie :)
seeeeeeee.
*as promised :D

09 September 2009
11.59pm
Wednesday


Hi people.
I'm feeling down now.

Here to update on my life.
Dont bother to continue reading.
Cause you most probably wont get what I'm actually typing,
and you might just get the wrong idea about something.

-----------------------------------------

I've decided to move on.

For the past 2 months,
I've been living in my own little world
of uncertainty and fear.

The past 2 months fills up with different sort of emotions.
Anger, Sorrows, Bliss etc.

I can wake up and see a sweet morning greeting,
but I can also receive tons of 1 word replies that I dont know how to reply.

Its actually very amazing.
From strangers, to friends and to what we are now.
Just within a short 2 months time.

I remember I can sit on my bed,
and occupy myself for 2 whole hours just by text-ing.
And I would be sad the whole day when there's no reply.

" you lift me high, and drop me down"

And probably in the process of chatting,
I got the wrong signal,
or you said something that you dont mean it.

I thought we were progressing fast,
but actually it's not.

You're not ready.

And now it has come to this stage,
that I find no point and no way to salvage.

I decide to move on.
I dont want to be held in suspense anymore.

Good bye.

I hope I'll be able to turn back one day. . . .

You made a hole in my heart.
But I'll wait.
I'll wait for you.

I 'll wait . . . . . .

I hope you will be worth the wait. . . .

ah.
Its now 7.42am

I cant believe I woke up so early.

Been tossing ard for the whole night.
I just cant go to sleep.

05 September.
Bad day.
Fucking bad day.

Everything seems to be against me.

I made a damn decision under the influence of my friends.
And somehow it was a wrong one.
Things didnt go the way I wanted it to.
And I end up staring into spaces for the whole day. .

Went for tkd.
Was so distracted by THAT decision,
and ended up getting a kick on the face.
:( pain.

Had an argument with another friend.
Pretty lame.
:(

And I din have to mood to carry on with revision,
and only managed to finish 2 chem papers ytd.
Damn it :(

)@#$(*#&@$(@(#&$!@#

Fuck.
:(
:(

I dont know whats wrong with me.
Prolly Gabbie is right.
I dont know what I'm feeling.
I dont know what to do next.
I dont know what will happen to THIS in the future.

Ah fuck la.
:(

&@!%#&@!%#*&#^$

Probably its time for me to concentrate on my work alrdy.
化悲愤为力量


AHHH FUCK OFFFFFFF )(!@*#)@!*$^*#^$*^#*$@#
KNNCCBO(@*!#&(@#(@!&#(




I dont know what to do next.
Carry on ? Or not to.
I need a definite ans from you.
I dont like the feeling of this.
......

01 September 2009
5.51pm
Tuesday


Hello people :)
I'm back again to keep this place alive :D

Had a long weekend.

No papers on Friday.
Woke up early.
Went ard Yuhua, then to Bt. Batok.
Over to Xianqin house aft that.
Wasted a hell lot of time there.
Went home,
and Safra LAN during th night.

Went over to bedok for taekwondo on Saturday.
But realise there was no lesson.
Damn it :(
Night over at cousin's place.

Sunday.
Whole day at home rotting,
and trying my best to do revision for Chemistry and Emaths.

Monday.
Met Kristie to pass her uniform that she left at my house weeks ago.
Rushed home.
Prepared my stuffs and met Aijie at my void deck.
Went over to Rulang Primary.
Waited for my friends to come.
Talk cork and wasted abt 3 hours there.

Went over to JE lib to do work.
Ian, Selvia, Gabbie, Leon and Edmund were there alrdy.
I din really complete much work over there.
:X

Selvia left early,
and I went to have my dinner over at Long John Silver with the rest of them.
Went over Bugis ard 7pm to meet Nathan, Aijie and Xianqin with Leon.
Talk cork on th MRT.

Reach Bugis ard 7.30
Went to Haji Lane, then Bugis st. and lastly Iluma.
S-11 with Nathan aft that.
:)

And today !.
Woke up damn lateeee.
And again trying to complete my emaths revision :(
hehehe.

Okays.
Quite a long post right
Hahaha.

Time to go back for my revision.
Bye people.

M I S S M E !







only managed to kope 2 from Nathan's blog

25 September 2009
Friday
10.56pm

Hello.
I'm typing this post the 2nd time because blogger is mad.

Yes yes.
I'm back again.
Today's Friday and I'm back to school after 4 days of break.
Was late for school :)

Lessons were okay.
Getting back all the prelims results,
and none of them are ideal
Fuck that shit.

Deeparaya celebration in school from 11.30 for 1hour.
Rush home aft that.
Got changed,
and down to JP to meet the guys :D

Wanted to pool,
but there was no available table.
We then decided to go Safra LAN.
Ate pig trotters with Xianqin while otw to Joo Koon.

I left the guys and trained to CCK to meet Phoebe Lye Wan Ting for dinner.
Reach CCK around 5pm.
Slack around Lot 1 from 5 - 7

Went over to bus interchange to accompany Cindy and Celestine to wait for Bus.

Then went back to Lot 1 to have dinner.
Pizza Hut :D

Walk over to Wan Ting's house after dinner,
and I went to the bus stop alone aft sending her home.
Almost got lost in that fucking big estate.

188 , 178 and Home :)


Pictures :X

LOL . Her I/C. Super funny.




Ghost Ah Kong feasting on the food :X
hehehe.
jkjk

Okays. thats all for today
Bye people

24 September 2009
Thursday
1.43am
351th post


Hello people.
Just back home not long agoooo.
Went Orchard ION, Wisma and Cineleisure with Leon, Xianqin and Aijie.

Window shopping at Orchard ION.
Do stunts also

LAN at cineleisure.
DOTA for 1 hr, then MSN for 1 hr.
Kind of stupid to use MSN at LAN.
But nvm :D

Met Nathan at Tiong Bahru.
Then went dinner at Teh Tarik at 456 with Nathan and Xianqin,
while Aijie and Leon went home.

Cubed Chicken Spaghetti for dinner.
:D

Nice day out.
:D

Pictures ~


Unwilling party :(

Me & Aijie :D

Leon & Xianqin




Me & Xianqin !



Xianqin !

Aijie !



3 Musketeers

Cyclops :X

Singapore's next top model :P

On the train. . . .









Trying to get into the picture :X

Me & Aijie

:D

Bye people :)

* Chinese post.
Ignore this post if you want to
Just trying to rant.


放弃
什么是放弃？
身边的人都说放弃是个最好的选择
但要选择放弃有那么简单，那么容易吗？

我常提醒自己不应该让自己越陷越深
但又有什么分别呢?

等待
我不介意去等待
但我希望我的等待能换来我所要的
而不是白白浪费时间去等一些我一开始都不该去等的事

知足
我从来不奢望能过着童话般的生活
我是个容易满足的人
只要我知道你心里有我
那么等待又算什么呢？

这几个月来，
我越来越憎恨自己
我讨厌无能，无奈，毫无自信， 窝囊， 不知所措的自己
我为什么会变成这幅德行

越陷越深
不知所措
进退两难

我心里好乱好乱
我猜不透你的心
我根本不能了解你到底在想什么

我不知道你心里是否有我的存在

我需要一种肯定
我好无奈
真的好无奈


手机整天不停的响着
但简讯上却少了你的名字
让我感到如此的空虚，难过

而每当鼓起勇气想发个简讯时
却担心打扰你
也担心你根本不想和我说话
那我发简讯又有何用呢？

我真的不知道如何走下去了....


告诉我你到底在想什么吧
让我多了解你
也让我多了解自己......

21 September 2009
Monday
11.06am

Here to post on some recent pics.
To cover those wordy posts below :X







Unglam face , and short AIJIE






Jiaobin











* OUT FOR WHOLE OF TODAY :D
anything call me.

Fuck.
Was out just now.

Basketball with my usual cliques in the afternoon.

Taman Jurong during the evening.

Went back home around 8pm to take my medicine.
Went down to park again.

Talk cork with Junjian and Aijie.
And I drank some beer.

Totally forgot that I took medicine earlier.

Went home around 10+
And I fucking vomit for 4 times.
Damn uncomfortable :(

BITCH T.T
Dying liao.

Hm.
Damn dizzy.
Time to catch some sleep.
Bye fuckers :((((

20 September 2009
Sunday
2.10am.

Hello people :)
Its 2am now.
And I just cant sleep.

I AM STILL COUGHING LIKE A DICKKKKKKKKKKKK T.T

Damn it.

Decided to give my blog a proper update :)
And it shall be a HAPPY one,
as a promise to auntie lee-sy
:X

Lets just keep my update on saturday :X


Woke up around 12 T.T
Had breakfast, and went over to my aunt's place.
Slackkkkk all the way till 3.

Taekwondo from 3-4.30
Cousin was sick, and I attended lesson alone.
I'm not taking the October Grading,
and all I did for that 1.5hrs was hopping back and front , back and front.
F O O T W O R K :(

Went back to aunt's house for a shower etc.
Left for Clementi at ard 6.30pm.

Aunt gave me a ride to Bedok station.
Riona was at the platform.
But she was going towards Tampinese.

She's still so talkative :D

Trained down alone to Clementi.
The train was surprisingly empty.

Alighted th train ard 7.20pm ?
Walk over to Siewhoon's house,
but I almost got lost because I dont know the way there.

Reach her house around 7.45pm I guess.
Slack againnnnnnnnn
Oh, the dog is damn fucking cuteeeeeeeeeeee :D

Decided to have dinner.
Mos Burger with Leon, Shengrong, Junjian, Aijie, Siewhoon and Ben(?)
Xianqin came aft that.

Dinner till around 11.
Took 154 with Leon and Aijie while the rest went their way.

Started to talk about our childhood games on the bus.
Damn fucking funny.
Pokemon cards, digivice (?) , erasers, beyblades etc etc.
LOL.
Fucking lame.

Home around 11.45pm
Got hook onto some television program until 1.30am

And yes !
Here I am now :D


Roar.
I realise I've out for the past few days,
and I'm always staying out late.

I NEED TO STOPPPPPPP :X

I promise I'll stop after thursday
I promise.
Hehehe
:X

Okays.
Time for a game of DOTA before I lay my fucking ass on my bed and catch a sleeeep.


Bye people :D


happy post liao hor auntie :)
seeeeeeee.
*as promised :D

09 September 2009
11.59pm
Wednesday


Hi people.
I'm feeling down now.

Here to update on my life.
Dont bother to continue reading.
Cause you most probably wont get what I'm actually typing,
and you might just get the wrong idea about something.

-----------------------------------------

I've decided to move on.

For the past 2 months,
I've been living in my own little world
of uncertainty and fear.

The past 2 months fills up with different sort of emotions.
Anger, Sorrows, Bliss etc.

I can wake up and see a sweet morning greeting,
but I can also receive tons of 1 word replies that I dont know how to reply.

Its actually very amazing.
From strangers, to friends and to what we are now.
Just within a short 2 months time.

I remember I can sit on my bed,
and occupy myself for 2 whole hours just by text-ing.
And I would be sad the whole day when there's no reply.

" you lift me high, and drop me down"

And probably in the process of chatting,
I got the wrong signal,
or you said something that you dont mean it.

I thought we were progressing fast,
but actually it's not.

You're not ready.

And now it has come to this stage,
that I find no point and no way to salvage.

I decide to move on.
I dont want to be held in suspense anymore.

Good bye.

I hope I'll be able to turn back one day. . . .

You made a hole in my heart.
But I'll wait.
I'll wait for you.

I 'll wait . . . . . .

I hope you will be worth the wait. . . .

ah.
Its now 7.42am

I cant believe I woke up so early.

Been tossing ard for the whole night.
I just cant go to sleep.

05 September.
Bad day.
Fucking bad day.

Everything seems to be against me.

I made a damn decision under the influence of my friends.
And somehow it was a wrong one.
Things didnt go the way I wanted it to.
And I end up staring into spaces for the whole day. .

Went for tkd.
Was so distracted by THAT decision,
and ended up getting a kick on the face.
:( pain.

Had an argument with another friend.
Pretty lame.
:(

And I din have to mood to carry on with revision,
and only managed to finish 2 chem papers ytd.
Damn it :(

)@#$(*#&@$(@(#&$!@#

Fuck.
:(
:(

I dont know whats wrong with me.
Prolly Gabbie is right.
I dont know what I'm feeling.
I dont know what to do next.
I dont know what will happen to THIS in the future.

Ah fuck la.
:(

&@!%#&@!%#*&#^$

Probably its time for me to concentrate on my work alrdy.
化悲愤为力量


AHHH FUCK OFFFFFFF )(!@*#)@!*$^*#^$*^#*$@#
KNNCCBO(@*!#&(@#(@!&#(




I dont know what to do next.
Carry on ? Or not to.
I need a definite ans from you.
I dont like the feeling of this.
......

01 September 2009
5.51pm
Tuesday


Hello people :)
I'm back again to keep this place alive :D

Had a long weekend.

No papers on Friday.
Woke up early.
Went ard Yuhua, then to Bt. Batok.
Over to Xianqin house aft that.
Wasted a hell lot of time there.
Went home,
and Safra LAN during th night.

Went over to bedok for taekwondo on Saturday.
But realise there was no lesson.
Damn it :(
Night over at cousin's place.

Sunday.
Whole day at home rotting,
and trying my best to do revision for Chemistry and Emaths.

Monday.
Met Kristie to pass her uniform that she left at my house weeks ago.
Rushed home.
Prepared my stuffs and met Aijie at my void deck.
Went over to Rulang Primary.
Waited for my friends to come.
Talk cork and wasted abt 3 hours there.

Went over to JE lib to do work.
Ian, Selvia, Gabbie, Leon and Edmund were there alrdy.
I din really complete much work over there.
:X

Selvia left early,
and I went to have my dinner over at Long John Silver with the rest of them.
Went over Bugis ard 7pm to meet Nathan, Aijie and Xianqin with Leon.
Talk cork on th MRT.

Reach Bugis ard 7.30
Went to Haji Lane, then Bugis st. and lastly Iluma.
S-11 with Nathan aft that.
:)

And today !.
Woke up damn lateeee.
And again trying to complete my emaths revision :(
hehehe.

Okays.
Quite a long post right
Hahaha.

Time to go back for my revision.
Bye people.

M I S S M E !







only managed to kope 2 from Nathan's blog