I just dont have the courage . . . .










to talk to you. . .

Okays. This is my 119th post .
Have been trying to concentrate on my Cedar Girls Amaths worksheet
for the past 2 hour.

And I've only completed only 6 questions.
With 1 blank.

Shit uh.

Cant concentrate.
Kept playing with my hairspray.
And clicking here and there with my computer =/.

Hm.

6 days since i posted.
So just talk about yesterday and today then.

Met TayAiJie near my block.
And went to Taman Jurong KFC to study ==".
KeongXianQin came later.

Got some chemistry completed.
We then walked from KFC to Jurong Lake Park.
Played like a child.
Then Bus-ed down to Jurong Point.
Ate dinner , and spend most of the time in Popular =D.

Reached home about 10pm.
And started worrying for my Chinese Exam.


Woke up slightly earlier today.
Went to school and got ZeXian to teach me format for letter.
Completed Paper 1 at around 10 ?

I wrote alot =D.
And Im confident of my composition this time round =D.

Then was paper 2.
Read until eye pain =/.
But at least i managed to finish it on time.

Then was Chinese Listening Comprehension.
I dont understand a single fucking thing.
So I tikam all the way =D

Then went to KFC with Leon, Nicky, ChenHui and Selvia.
Talk super lots of rubbish.

Then went back class to revise for Chemistry SPA

SPA started at around 0425pm.
Overall well done except my acid dripped on my pencil box while pouring into the burette.
And Mr. Tan wrote something on his paper.
Fuck =D
Minus marks I guess. .

But the calculations was easy.
Hope I did well for this SPA.
10% for O Level uh ?
Think so =D

Then jalan from school to Ian's house. Slack super long.
Nipples got raped by Richoon.
Asshole =[

But I scolded vulgarities at her =x.
Sorry uh =x.

Then then . . Went home and makan .
Thats about it =D.

Okays. Its 11pm already

Sleeping time.

62 d =[

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Hmm .Just as I realise i lost my password ,
I FOUND IT ! =D

Okays. All thanks to KRISTIETIONG uh.=/

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Hundred and Seventeen
117th post

Its 23rd of the month again.

I wrote the following a few days ago,
and i decided to post it.


-------------------------------

Its been 2 months already.
And well, guess what ?
Im still thinking of you, and the things we used to do.
Not only that,
I often think about the places we had been to
the bus we took
the road we walked
the things we said.
Everything . . .


I used to want you back badly.
I kept asking myself what had went wrong ,that had led to the end of it.
Perhaps it was me,
I didnt try my best to salvage it
I didnt try to spend more time with you
I didnt try to understand you more.
But thats all the past now.
What can be done still ?

The thought of asking you back crossed my mind several times.
But these questions came to my mind . . .
Will it be possible ?
Even if it is , would everything still be the same?
Would we not be reminded of the things that happened
Would everything be as wonderful as i thought it would be in the past ?
Would the past repeat itself after another 10days or so in the future ?
I dont know.

Perhaps letting go would have been a better alternative.
But I would still remember you,
how we came together
how we held our hands tightly
how we whispered to each other
and how we parted.

Its now part of my memory. . . .

-----------------------------------------------

Had been on the phone with several people since just now.

And I think the worst is FONGLAISI.

Keep repeating same things again and again

Naggy uh =x

And sorry Riona for making you wait like 10 minutes =x

Sorry !




King shall sleep now=D

114th post !

Monday =D

Grr. Just tried bathing without the heater on.
Shiveringggggggggg.

Okays.
Shall now concentrate on my Dunman Specimen paper ! .

Post later

113th post.

Police are outside my door now =D
Cause some ass got some shit at my door.
And my sis reported that to the police
Haa.
So funny =x

Lets talk about friday

F R I D A Y
------------

Had lessons. Super tired =[
And still had chinese re-test after school.
But was using phone and talking to richoon while doing test =x.

Went for training after that.
Took Part Bs for training.
Slack slack eh.

Played with Kristie's ball after training.
And something =/ happened after training.
Shall not mention it.

Chatted on the phone till 12 + before sleeping.


Saturday
----------

Nothing much actually.
Went makan at Lemongrass Thai Restaurant at Buona Vista.
Then went for Taekwondo training.
Toe bleed.
Sucker.

Had a long debate with my aunt over my trip to India.
They think im too young for it.
Not fit enough to go.
But i dont agree.

Still think Im able to take care of myself bah.
Sumore its with NCC.
So I think i 'll still be going.
Unless there are things that can make me change my decision.


Sunday
-------

Went makan with mum and sis at IMM ?
Had Ajisen (?) Ramen.
Quite nice.
But i think the serving is quite small , though my mum and sis cant finish theirs.

Then went walk around in IMM.
And went Daiso.
They bought themselves quite a number of things if im not wrong.
But i bought a BLACK DUSTBIN for myself.
Wtf uh ?

Haa =x

Update again later =/

Okays. i know what to post now.

Read this !.
http://somewhere--outthere.blogspot.com/2008/07/oi-tiong.html
So cute uh .

2nd post of the day.

I dont know what to post also .

Just happen to click till this page =[


Nevermind.
Shall go sleep.

Till then , take care.

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110th post.
Its a thursday uh ?

Lazy to update nowadays.
Though I still have alot to say =[.

Had physics and chemistry practical before recess today.
Then had English immediately after recess.
Mrs. Seah came and say some W E I R D remarks about us which I totally couldnt understand.
Perhaps she was too clever , or I am too stupid ?

Fuck I dont give a damn.

Left classroom at 1130
Change into No.4 in toliet.
Because LOGISTIC IC says no changing in Ops room.
Went back to Ops room after changing.
And guess what ?

I saw people changing in the Ops room.
People with HIGHER POST sumore .

Nevermind.

Went to Pasir Laba Camp for Live shoot.
Was Detail 3 Lane 1

Wore some cute little helmet.
And went into the range.

Got my marksman,
with scores that exceeded the max =/

Went to sit down at the bench at the waiting area.

Awful things happened.
Dont want to elaborate much.

I went on to think in school after that.
I believe both parties are in fault.

Went makan with Laisi , Jiahao , Kristie , Junwei and Junjian.

Jiahao told me something which i shouldnt know.
=/ . . .
I dont know how to say it either.

Bus-ed back home after that.
Fell asleep in bus.
And alighted 2 bus stops away from home .
Sucks uh.

Sucky day indeed.
If it wasnt for that MARKSMAN.
I think i would curse and swear all day long.

Pictures first!


My mum did this =D


And i realise this view is actually quite nice uh.















And i decided to make this with candles















Lighted all the candles up with the help of mummy.














Nice uh ?















I think damn cool uh =x















And im trying to take pictures of it with different angles




















And this is how it looks after the candles finish burning.
Its still outside my doorstep ! .

Haa.

Oh yea. My sis discovered my blog ! >.<

Shall not post anymore sensitive thingy until i get another suitable URL =[.

Haa.

Okays. Byeeeee

108th post.

Sunday today uhh.
Woke up around 10.
Went makan with mum.

Ate some vegetarian chicken rice.
Cool uh.

Then went relative's house.
Saw my baby cousin.
Super cute ~.

He came beside me when i was listening to songs with my earphones.
Then i let him have my earphones instead.
And he got quite delighted with it.

And he keeps dripping saliva.
Cute boy !

Went home after that.
And started playing with lanterns and candles.

Shall not elaborate on it.
But it was fun =x.

Okays.
School tomorrow.
And yea.
Shooting !.

5-10pm.
Think gonna reach home around 11 tomorrow with none of the HOMEWORK done.
=[

Nevermind.
Long day tomorrow.
Go sleep lo !.

Okays.
Early sunday morning !.

Have been sleeping from 3pm till 8pm .
Due to that unbearable headache of mine =/.

Okays. Lets say about yesterday first.
Had physics from the start of the day till recess.
Kept filing things.
Crazy.

Then after that was Chemistry.
If im not wrong , we went to the lab for practical.
Practical was SUPER COOL.
Took alot pictures.
Haa.

Then next was maths.
Cant remember much.

After school.
Went find Mdm Tok for Chinese RE-TEST.
Then went aunt's house to change into No.4
And i saw my cousin.
Cute boy =].

Then went back school for training.
Most Sec 3s wasnt there.
Then we dont have enough manpower.

So i became the Medic for the 1st hour of the training.
SUPER SIAN one.
Take care of sick people.
Wear that red cross armband.

Then Sir Woei Luen came to me.
Look at my rank, then look at my band.
And said something wrong with me.
Ask me if im trying to become a Staff Sergeant Medic .

Haa.

Then went IFC with Part As.
Change into my No.4 Uniform with Corporal rank.
And went muddy in the field ~.

Learn Tactical Movement or something like that.
Got super muddy.

Then change back into my No.4 with SSG.
Then had Final Parade.

And had AAR.
Took the form for India Desert Trekking.
A trip to India to ride camels at the end of the year with NCC HQ.

After training, went canal to find 2i4 peeps with Leon, Zijian, Engmeng and Jiahao.
Went there.
Talk cork.
Play fire.
And eat BEEHOON !.

Talk alot with Jiahao.
Haa.
Now i know his SECRET ~~~ =x

Shh.
Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi =D

Bus-ed home with Zijian and Engmeng after that.


Today.
Had HSK exam.
Sleep like siao during exam.
Super boring~.

Then went makan at KFC , then went homee.
Played a few rounds of DOTA.
Then went to sleep due to headache.

Wake up at around 8.
Lie on bed.
And thought of things that happen the past few months. . .
. .

Dont know how to describe either.


Just talked to Riona on the phone just now.
Thanks uh.
For letting me talk rubbish for so long.
Haa.

Okays.
Update next time =/.
Byee

110908.
Thursday .

2138 now.

Today. .

Had PE for 1st lesson.
Ran 2 rounds around the school.
And some workout.

Then was chemistry.
I am finally listening to Mr .Yeo.
Learned Oxidation and Reduction today !.
Finally knew something about Chemistry !.

Okays.
Physics was next.
Tio lock outside Physics lab , as we were late =/.

Went inside physics lab later on.
Did practical.

Recess. .

Then was English.
WeiMing's table got vandalised.
Mrs. Seah asked him any idea who did that.
And he said it was me.

What the hell uh.
I wasn't even fucking in school after lessons yesterday.
Until i came back at 5 to go shooting with Part Bs.
But Hongwei was there too.

So how the fuck i vandalise his table ?
Yea. So Mrs. Seah called me to the staffroom.
And had a chat with me.

I told her it wasnt me.
The replies she gave me sort of made me think she still didnt believed me.
Well, I knew who did it.

But they are my friends afterall.
I cant report them to the teachers yea.
So , forget it.

Practically ruins my day .
S U C K S.

After school , went Golden Willows for CIP.
Only managed to help old folks check the papers of something like that.
Rest of the time was chatting with Ian.

Walked back to school after CIP, with my earphones on.
Was thinking of what Mrs.Seah said while listening to songs.
Until I saw someone . . . .

Skip that part.

Went back school.
Still upset about that incident , and plus i saw =/ .

So was just listening to songs.
And waiting for time to pass.

Walked home with Jiahao , Engmeng , Laisi and Ian.
Talk alot cork at the playground.

Today seriously sucks =/. . .

Final sentence of my official post.
I WASNT THE ONE WHO WROTE ON HIS TABLE =/.

I shall refrain from using vulgarities.




holding on to that broken dream

105th post.
Short one.

Just woke up.

Still tired.
Got spammed by phone calls while sleeping.
=///

Got NCC shooting tomorrow.
From 5pm till 10pm.
Abit crazy uh.
Sumore its just accompanying Part Bs there.
Like a . . .
Babysitter. Haa.

Okays. Go clear stuffs.
Then shall return to sleep.

Byee

104th post.
I saw aijie got 180++ post.
And her blog has been there for 3 years.
Haa.

Im catching up~.

Hm.

Short post for today.
Rushing to sleep.

Sms-ing the whole day.
But phone got confiscated halfway when i failed to hand up some maths.
Sucks uh.

Went to alot of places after school to buy TYS physics.
Fucking tired.

Crapping with michelletay on msn now.
While im trying to complete my TYS.

Lazy to reply tags.
But carry on tagging if youre bothered to do so.


caughtaglanceofyoutoday.
butididnthavethecouragetocarryonlooking.

0113 hours.
06092008

Here I am.
In Siewhoon's house posting.

With Mr. Keong Xian Qin
and Ms. Bugger Tay Ai Jie.
and some other people.

Came here to do homework at first.
Did some. . . but didnt complete much .

AS EXPECTED.
Haa.

Had drums training today.
Was fun!.
Did super lots of pumping.

And had macdonalds' sponsored by school for lunch.

Oh yaa.
Realise my mum have been cooking dinner for the past few days.
Long time never eat the food she cook le uh.
Yummy .

Okays. For now.
That B U G G E R is beside me looking at this bloody computer screen at the same time too.
And shes pushing my head.
And yea. This bugger is . . .
Bugger Tay Ai Jie.

I wonder why she's constantly disturbing me.
Most prolly she's not happy with me naming her a bugger.

But well . . . Thats the way she is la.
Haa.

Hm.

Okays.
She go disturb xianqin liao.
Peace.

Haa.

Okays.
She come back again liao.
Then keep making noises now.
Stupid bugger..

Fine Fine.
I dont type about her liao.
S T U P I D B U G G E R.

Okays. Post tomorrow morning .
Or Sunday Morning.
Bye.

I hate buggers.

I H A T E B U G G E R S
Now still pointing to me and say i no hair.

She's the worst of all.
Fucking bugger

Okays.
Just woke up.

Shit man.

I keep sleeping nowadays.
Come back from school jiu sleep.

I need to stop sleeping =/.
And i haven touch any of my holiday homework yet.

So i shall start tomorrow.

Or else i wont be able to complete in time =[.

Okays, Bye for now.

Trying not to sleep . =/

Okays.
101 post.

Sick.

Fever
Cough
Sorethroat
Flu

Keep sleeping all day.

Went for drums and remedial today.

Report to school at 9am for corrective work
Then went for Geography remedial.
Then Chemistry.

Mr YEOWOEITER came forward and explain to me and ian about that incident on friday.
Wow uh ?

Then went for drums.
Hard rhythm.

Then went makan with drummers.



Just went 7-11 nearby to buy panadol painkiller.
Was walking back home.
When i saw a robber.

He was running with a bag.
Then there was a woman behind shouting and pointing to him.
I was stunned =/.
Wanted to gave chase.
But my slippers ==". .
So i walk towards that direction with my umbrella.

Saw the woman holding back her bag already.
But the robber was nowhere to be found.

Scarey uh.
Taman Jurong.
Not a safe place anymore =/.


Okays.
Jianrong is tired again , due to his medicine.
He's going to sleep now.
Bye.

Okays.
Last 2 post.
Wasted.

Now its my 100th post.
My first post with TRIPLE DIGIT !.
Lost post ahead.


Friday
---------

Went to school.
Wore home clothes.
Had ACES day workout.
Slack at the back of parade square.

Then went classroom bonding.
Slack.

Then was hall performance.
Quite nice this year.
Haa.

Then was walking down the spiral stairs with Wenhui Jiahao Ian and PEOPLE.
Mr YEOWOEITER=/ was infront of us.
I started joking about how YEOWOEITER scolded me.
But i was rather far away from him.

Stop when i was near him.
But wenhui continued.

YEOWOEITER heard it.
Called me over.
Didnt listen to my explanation.
So i lied about something else.

Alot of things happen.
End up i 've got to go for corrective work everyday during the holidays.

Went back rulang.
Then went out with 6G peeps to Suntec.
Nice day out.
Funny guys.

Then rush home to prepare my camp the next day.


Saturday
-----------

Woke up at around 4+ near 5.
Got fever .
Rush down to JE MRT to meet the other 4 at 615am.

Was abit late uh =/.
Train-ed down to Yio Chu Kang MRT.
And walked to Amoy Quee Camp, HQ NCC.

Had my 2and half day Senior Specialist Course there.
Assigned to Whiskey company , Platoon 1.
Which is Whiskey ONE !

First day there.
Had alot of talks and lectures.

But i kept dozing off la.
Cause headache and fever.
Cant concentrate.

Had some drills training too.
Then went to sleep at 1145pm .
On a LOUSY BED =/.

Sunday
---------

2nd day of the camp.
Long day.
Had a full day of mutual.

Woke up at around 5am.

Did my mutual.
Not very satisfied with my mutual .
Cause abit nervous.
Then forget some of the points that i wanted to point out.

Then had another talk after dinner.
And yea, had stingray as part of our dinner if im not wrong.
Sexy.

Had a short briefing,
then went for shower in a FLOODED toliet.
And went to sleep at around 11pm.

Monday
---------

Woke up at 5am.
Pin badges .
And got a haircut by Fun Chung.
Haa.

Went for 1 lecture and 1 AAR.
Then was graduation ceremony.

Then went parade square to get our Staff Sergeant rank and Lanyards.
C/2LT Hasiff don my lanyard for me.

Went for LIGHT refreshments.
Which is super light =/ cause it consist of 1 pathetic piece of CAKE =/.

Then went collect barang barangs.
And train-ed down to JE to have lunch with 4 other S.Specs

And went home.




Okays.
Now for my thoughts.

And its expected that im going to post emotional things on 3rd of the month.
So im going to here instead.

2 nights in HQ.
Room 04-01.

Didnt catch much sleep.
Despite the tireness .
Things still kept coming through my mind.

Those things that we used to do.
And the day that it ended.
Everything.

Sucks.
Totally sucks.

Cant elaborate any further.
Fever now.
Need to catch some sleep.

Bye

I just dont have the courage . . . .










to talk to you. . .

Okays. This is my 119th post .
Have been trying to concentrate on my Cedar Girls Amaths worksheet
for the past 2 hour.

And I've only completed only 6 questions.
With 1 blank.

Shit uh.

Cant concentrate.
Kept playing with my hairspray.
And clicking here and there with my computer =/.

Hm.

6 days since i posted.
So just talk about yesterday and today then.

Met TayAiJie near my block.
And went to Taman Jurong KFC to study ==".
KeongXianQin came later.

Got some chemistry completed.
We then walked from KFC to Jurong Lake Park.
Played like a child.
Then Bus-ed down to Jurong Point.
Ate dinner , and spend most of the time in Popular =D.

Reached home about 10pm.
And started worrying for my Chinese Exam.


Woke up slightly earlier today.
Went to school and got ZeXian to teach me format for letter.
Completed Paper 1 at around 10 ?

I wrote alot =D.
And Im confident of my composition this time round =D.

Then was paper 2.
Read until eye pain =/.
But at least i managed to finish it on time.

Then was Chinese Listening Comprehension.
I dont understand a single fucking thing.
So I tikam all the way =D

Then went to KFC with Leon, Nicky, ChenHui and Selvia.
Talk super lots of rubbish.

Then went back class to revise for Chemistry SPA

SPA started at around 0425pm.
Overall well done except my acid dripped on my pencil box while pouring into the burette.
And Mr. Tan wrote something on his paper.
Fuck =D
Minus marks I guess. .

But the calculations was easy.
Hope I did well for this SPA.
10% for O Level uh ?
Think so =D

Then jalan from school to Ian's house. Slack super long.
Nipples got raped by Richoon.
Asshole =[

But I scolded vulgarities at her =x.
Sorry uh =x.

Then then . . Went home and makan .
Thats about it =D.

Okays. Its 11pm already

Sleeping time.

62 d =[

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Hmm .Just as I realise i lost my password ,
I FOUND IT ! =D

Okays. All thanks to KRISTIETIONG uh.=/

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Hundred and Seventeen
117th post

Its 23rd of the month again.

I wrote the following a few days ago,
and i decided to post it.


-------------------------------

Its been 2 months already.
And well, guess what ?
Im still thinking of you, and the things we used to do.
Not only that,
I often think about the places we had been to
the bus we took
the road we walked
the things we said.
Everything . . .


I used to want you back badly.
I kept asking myself what had went wrong ,that had led to the end of it.
Perhaps it was me,
I didnt try my best to salvage it
I didnt try to spend more time with you
I didnt try to understand you more.
But thats all the past now.
What can be done still ?

The thought of asking you back crossed my mind several times.
But these questions came to my mind . . .
Will it be possible ?
Even if it is , would everything still be the same?
Would we not be reminded of the things that happened
Would everything be as wonderful as i thought it would be in the past ?
Would the past repeat itself after another 10days or so in the future ?
I dont know.

Perhaps letting go would have been a better alternative.
But I would still remember you,
how we came together
how we held our hands tightly
how we whispered to each other
and how we parted.

Its now part of my memory. . . .

-----------------------------------------------

Had been on the phone with several people since just now.

And I think the worst is FONGLAISI.

Keep repeating same things again and again

Naggy uh =x

And sorry Riona for making you wait like 10 minutes =x

Sorry !




King shall sleep now=D

114th post !

Monday =D

Grr. Just tried bathing without the heater on.
Shiveringggggggggg.

Okays.
Shall now concentrate on my Dunman Specimen paper ! .

Post later

113th post.

Police are outside my door now =D
Cause some ass got some shit at my door.
And my sis reported that to the police
Haa.
So funny =x

Lets talk about friday

F R I D A Y
------------

Had lessons. Super tired =[
And still had chinese re-test after school.
But was using phone and talking to richoon while doing test =x.

Went for training after that.
Took Part Bs for training.
Slack slack eh.

Played with Kristie's ball after training.
And something =/ happened after training.
Shall not mention it.

Chatted on the phone till 12 + before sleeping.


Saturday
----------

Nothing much actually.
Went makan at Lemongrass Thai Restaurant at Buona Vista.
Then went for Taekwondo training.
Toe bleed.
Sucker.

Had a long debate with my aunt over my trip to India.
They think im too young for it.
Not fit enough to go.
But i dont agree.

Still think Im able to take care of myself bah.
Sumore its with NCC.
So I think i 'll still be going.
Unless there are things that can make me change my decision.


Sunday
-------

Went makan with mum and sis at IMM ?
Had Ajisen (?) Ramen.
Quite nice.
But i think the serving is quite small , though my mum and sis cant finish theirs.

Then went walk around in IMM.
And went Daiso.
They bought themselves quite a number of things if im not wrong.
But i bought a BLACK DUSTBIN for myself.
Wtf uh ?

Haa =x

Update again later =/

Okays. i know what to post now.

Read this !.
http://somewhere--outthere.blogspot.com/2008/07/oi-tiong.html
So cute uh .

2nd post of the day.

I dont know what to post also .

Just happen to click till this page =[


Nevermind.
Shall go sleep.

Till then , take care.

Labels: istillcantforget

110th post.
Its a thursday uh ?

Lazy to update nowadays.
Though I still have alot to say =[.

Had physics and chemistry practical before recess today.
Then had English immediately after recess.
Mrs. Seah came and say some W E I R D remarks about us which I totally couldnt understand.
Perhaps she was too clever , or I am too stupid ?

Fuck I dont give a damn.

Left classroom at 1130
Change into No.4 in toliet.
Because LOGISTIC IC says no changing in Ops room.
Went back to Ops room after changing.
And guess what ?

I saw people changing in the Ops room.
People with HIGHER POST sumore .

Nevermind.

Went to Pasir Laba Camp for Live shoot.
Was Detail 3 Lane 1

Wore some cute little helmet.
And went into the range.

Got my marksman,
with scores that exceeded the max =/

Went to sit down at the bench at the waiting area.

Awful things happened.
Dont want to elaborate much.

I went on to think in school after that.
I believe both parties are in fault.

Went makan with Laisi , Jiahao , Kristie , Junwei and Junjian.

Jiahao told me something which i shouldnt know.
=/ . . .
I dont know how to say it either.

Bus-ed back home after that.
Fell asleep in bus.
And alighted 2 bus stops away from home .
Sucks uh.

Sucky day indeed.
If it wasnt for that MARKSMAN.
I think i would curse and swear all day long.

Pictures first!


My mum did this =D


And i realise this view is actually quite nice uh.















And i decided to make this with candles















Lighted all the candles up with the help of mummy.














Nice uh ?















I think damn cool uh =x















And im trying to take pictures of it with different angles




















And this is how it looks after the candles finish burning.
Its still outside my doorstep ! .

Haa.

Oh yea. My sis discovered my blog ! >.<

Shall not post anymore sensitive thingy until i get another suitable URL =[.

Haa.

Okays. Byeeeee

108th post.

Sunday today uhh.
Woke up around 10.
Went makan with mum.

Ate some vegetarian chicken rice.
Cool uh.

Then went relative's house.
Saw my baby cousin.
Super cute ~.

He came beside me when i was listening to songs with my earphones.
Then i let him have my earphones instead.
And he got quite delighted with it.

And he keeps dripping saliva.
Cute boy !

Went home after that.
And started playing with lanterns and candles.

Shall not elaborate on it.
But it was fun =x.

Okays.
School tomorrow.
And yea.
Shooting !.

5-10pm.
Think gonna reach home around 11 tomorrow with none of the HOMEWORK done.
=[

Nevermind.
Long day tomorrow.
Go sleep lo !.

Okays.
Early sunday morning !.

Have been sleeping from 3pm till 8pm .
Due to that unbearable headache of mine =/.

Okays. Lets say about yesterday first.
Had physics from the start of the day till recess.
Kept filing things.
Crazy.

Then after that was Chemistry.
If im not wrong , we went to the lab for practical.
Practical was SUPER COOL.
Took alot pictures.
Haa.

Then next was maths.
Cant remember much.

After school.
Went find Mdm Tok for Chinese RE-TEST.
Then went aunt's house to change into No.4
And i saw my cousin.
Cute boy =].

Then went back school for training.
Most Sec 3s wasnt there.
Then we dont have enough manpower.

So i became the Medic for the 1st hour of the training.
SUPER SIAN one.
Take care of sick people.
Wear that red cross armband.

Then Sir Woei Luen came to me.
Look at my rank, then look at my band.
And said something wrong with me.
Ask me if im trying to become a Staff Sergeant Medic .

Haa.

Then went IFC with Part As.
Change into my No.4 Uniform with Corporal rank.
And went muddy in the field ~.

Learn Tactical Movement or something like that.
Got super muddy.

Then change back into my No.4 with SSG.
Then had Final Parade.

And had AAR.
Took the form for India Desert Trekking.
A trip to India to ride camels at the end of the year with NCC HQ.

After training, went canal to find 2i4 peeps with Leon, Zijian, Engmeng and Jiahao.
Went there.
Talk cork.
Play fire.
And eat BEEHOON !.

Talk alot with Jiahao.
Haa.
Now i know his SECRET ~~~ =x

Shh.
Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi =D

Bus-ed home with Zijian and Engmeng after that.


Today.
Had HSK exam.
Sleep like siao during exam.
Super boring~.

Then went makan at KFC , then went homee.
Played a few rounds of DOTA.
Then went to sleep due to headache.

Wake up at around 8.
Lie on bed.
And thought of things that happen the past few months. . .
. .

Dont know how to describe either.


Just talked to Riona on the phone just now.
Thanks uh.
For letting me talk rubbish for so long.
Haa.

Okays.
Update next time =/.
Byee

110908.
Thursday .

2138 now.

Today. .

Had PE for 1st lesson.
Ran 2 rounds around the school.
And some workout.

Then was chemistry.
I am finally listening to Mr .Yeo.
Learned Oxidation and Reduction today !.
Finally knew something about Chemistry !.

Okays.
Physics was next.
Tio lock outside Physics lab , as we were late =/.

Went inside physics lab later on.
Did practical.

Recess. .

Then was English.
WeiMing's table got vandalised.
Mrs. Seah asked him any idea who did that.
And he said it was me.

What the hell uh.
I wasn't even fucking in school after lessons yesterday.
Until i came back at 5 to go shooting with Part Bs.
But Hongwei was there too.

So how the fuck i vandalise his table ?
Yea. So Mrs. Seah called me to the staffroom.
And had a chat with me.

I told her it wasnt me.
The replies she gave me sort of made me think she still didnt believed me.
Well, I knew who did it.

But they are my friends afterall.
I cant report them to the teachers yea.
So , forget it.

Practically ruins my day .
S U C K S.

After school , went Golden Willows for CIP.
Only managed to help old folks check the papers of something like that.
Rest of the time was chatting with Ian.

Walked back to school after CIP, with my earphones on.
Was thinking of what Mrs.Seah said while listening to songs.
Until I saw someone . . . .

Skip that part.

Went back school.
Still upset about that incident , and plus i saw =/ .

So was just listening to songs.
And waiting for time to pass.

Walked home with Jiahao , Engmeng , Laisi and Ian.
Talk alot cork at the playground.

Today seriously sucks =/. . .

Final sentence of my official post.
I WASNT THE ONE WHO WROTE ON HIS TABLE =/.

I shall refrain from using vulgarities.




holding on to that broken dream

105th post.
Short one.

Just woke up.

Still tired.
Got spammed by phone calls while sleeping.
=///

Got NCC shooting tomorrow.
From 5pm till 10pm.
Abit crazy uh.
Sumore its just accompanying Part Bs there.
Like a . . .
Babysitter. Haa.

Okays. Go clear stuffs.
Then shall return to sleep.

Byee

104th post.
I saw aijie got 180++ post.
And her blog has been there for 3 years.
Haa.

Im catching up~.

Hm.

Short post for today.
Rushing to sleep.

Sms-ing the whole day.
But phone got confiscated halfway when i failed to hand up some maths.
Sucks uh.

Went to alot of places after school to buy TYS physics.
Fucking tired.

Crapping with michelletay on msn now.
While im trying to complete my TYS.

Lazy to reply tags.
But carry on tagging if youre bothered to do so.


caughtaglanceofyoutoday.
butididnthavethecouragetocarryonlooking.

0113 hours.
06092008

Here I am.
In Siewhoon's house posting.

With Mr. Keong Xian Qin
and Ms. Bugger Tay Ai Jie.
and some other people.

Came here to do homework at first.
Did some. . . but didnt complete much .

AS EXPECTED.
Haa.

Had drums training today.
Was fun!.
Did super lots of pumping.

And had macdonalds' sponsored by school for lunch.

Oh yaa.
Realise my mum have been cooking dinner for the past few days.
Long time never eat the food she cook le uh.
Yummy .

Okays. For now.
That B U G G E R is beside me looking at this bloody computer screen at the same time too.
And shes pushing my head.
And yea. This bugger is . . .
Bugger Tay Ai Jie.

I wonder why she's constantly disturbing me.
Most prolly she's not happy with me naming her a bugger.

But well . . . Thats the way she is la.
Haa.

Hm.

Okays.
She go disturb xianqin liao.
Peace.

Haa.

Okays.
She come back again liao.
Then keep making noises now.
Stupid bugger..

Fine Fine.
I dont type about her liao.
S T U P I D B U G G E R.

Okays. Post tomorrow morning .
Or Sunday Morning.
Bye.

I hate buggers.

I H A T E B U G G E R S
Now still pointing to me and say i no hair.

She's the worst of all.
Fucking bugger

Okays.
Just woke up.

Shit man.

I keep sleeping nowadays.
Come back from school jiu sleep.

I need to stop sleeping =/.
And i haven touch any of my holiday homework yet.

So i shall start tomorrow.

Or else i wont be able to complete in time =[.

Okays, Bye for now.

Trying not to sleep . =/

Okays.
101 post.

Sick.

Fever
Cough
Sorethroat
Flu

Keep sleeping all day.

Went for drums and remedial today.

Report to school at 9am for corrective work
Then went for Geography remedial.
Then Chemistry.

Mr YEOWOEITER came forward and explain to me and ian about that incident on friday.
Wow uh ?

Then went for drums.
Hard rhythm.

Then went makan with drummers.



Just went 7-11 nearby to buy panadol painkiller.
Was walking back home.
When i saw a robber.

He was running with a bag.
Then there was a woman behind shouting and pointing to him.
I was stunned =/.
Wanted to gave chase.
But my slippers ==". .
So i walk towards that direction with my umbrella.

Saw the woman holding back her bag already.
But the robber was nowhere to be found.

Scarey uh.
Taman Jurong.
Not a safe place anymore =/.


Okays.
Jianrong is tired again , due to his medicine.
He's going to sleep now.
Bye.

Okays.
Last 2 post.
Wasted.

Now its my 100th post.
My first post with TRIPLE DIGIT !.
Lost post ahead.


Friday
---------

Went to school.
Wore home clothes.
Had ACES day workout.
Slack at the back of parade square.

Then went classroom bonding.
Slack.

Then was hall performance.
Quite nice this year.
Haa.

Then was walking down the spiral stairs with Wenhui Jiahao Ian and PEOPLE.
Mr YEOWOEITER=/ was infront of us.
I started joking about how YEOWOEITER scolded me.
But i was rather far away from him.

Stop when i was near him.
But wenhui continued.

YEOWOEITER heard it.
Called me over.
Didnt listen to my explanation.
So i lied about something else.

Alot of things happen.
End up i 've got to go for corrective work everyday during the holidays.

Went back rulang.
Then went out with 6G peeps to Suntec.
Nice day out.
Funny guys.

Then rush home to prepare my camp the next day.


Saturday
-----------

Woke up at around 4+ near 5.
Got fever .
Rush down to JE MRT to meet the other 4 at 615am.

Was abit late uh =/.
Train-ed down to Yio Chu Kang MRT.
And walked to Amoy Quee Camp, HQ NCC.

Had my 2and half day Senior Specialist Course there.
Assigned to Whiskey company , Platoon 1.
Which is Whiskey ONE !

First day there.
Had alot of talks and lectures.

But i kept dozing off la.
Cause headache and fever.
Cant concentrate.

Had some drills training too.
Then went to sleep at 1145pm .
On a LOUSY BED =/.

Sunday
---------

2nd day of the camp.
Long day.
Had a full day of mutual.

Woke up at around 5am.

Did my mutual.
Not very satisfied with my mutual .
Cause abit nervous.
Then forget some of the points that i wanted to point out.

Then had another talk after dinner.
And yea, had stingray as part of our dinner if im not wrong.
Sexy.

Had a short briefing,
then went for shower in a FLOODED toliet.
And went to sleep at around 11pm.

Monday
---------

Woke up at 5am.
Pin badges .
And got a haircut by Fun Chung.
Haa.

Went for 1 lecture and 1 AAR.
Then was graduation ceremony.

Then went parade square to get our Staff Sergeant rank and Lanyards.
C/2LT Hasiff don my lanyard for me.

Went for LIGHT refreshments.
Which is super light =/ cause it consist of 1 pathetic piece of CAKE =/.

Then went collect barang barangs.
And train-ed down to JE to have lunch with 4 other S.Specs

And went home.




Okays.
Now for my thoughts.

And its expected that im going to post emotional things on 3rd of the month.
So im going to here instead.

2 nights in HQ.
Room 04-01.

Didnt catch much sleep.
Despite the tireness .
Things still kept coming through my mind.

Those things that we used to do.
And the day that it ended.
Everything.

Sucks.
Totally sucks.

Cant elaborate any further.
Fever now.
Need to catch some sleep.

Bye