happy cny~
queen is here to help the king post,
hahhaahah.....
=)

say im queen lurh kohjianrong!
ahahhaha!~~

yes!! i finally hack into your blog!!
you hack into mine for like so many times!!
how you can dunno link me or what,
then go post in my blog de?
nevermind! doesn't matters!!
mr kohjianrong!!
haha! its time to respect your mama okays!
always bully your mum..
think your illness is getting more and more serious liao
now must eat medicine thrice in a day le okays!
good son!!
and stop being emo my dear son
emo no good you know
will only let you to suffer from depression..
haha! okays!!
takecares my son!
mummy blogs here!!(:

20 January 2009
Tuesday
11.50pm


2 days since Superteen had started.
I think it was overall not bad.
Especially what happened a few hours ago.

What happened really set me thinking again.

Was my past few years really wasted ?
Do I have no goals ?
Am I just wandering aimlessly ?

Bits and pieces of memories ran through my mind when Dr. Ernest was speaking too.

Scene where my parents carrying me when I was a baby,
when it seems I was a new hope to them.

Scene of when I was the pride of my parents after I got my PSLE results.

But what happened over the past 3 years?

So much emotions flooded me in that little 30minutes.
That experience. . .
It really gets me a little more motivated.


" You get what you say "
Im going to get what I want by next year.
I believe I will .




Im tired.
Really tired.
Whatever ways you want to go.
Just do it YOUR WAY.
Im tired.
Im not giving a damn anymore.

18 January 2009
Sunday
11.38pm


Out with mum today.

Went Paya Lebar to buy sofa and coffee table,
then headed down to Bugis to buy some stuffs.

Bought a shorts again,
a shirt,
a collar tee
and a pair of shoes.

Yea.
Pictures next



Shoes from some weird shop :X



Shorts from flexor.



Shirt from Messy Industries ?


And collar tee from Recoil :)


Thats about it.
Superteen tomorrow till 9pm.
Fucking shack sio.
:(




Im still hoping things would work out between us. . .
Listen to my explanation would you ? :(

18 January 2009
Sunday
12.04am

Well well.
Just back from Bugis.

Woke up damn late today.
Went for Taekwondo training.
Just some usual kicks and unarmed combat.

But the squats nearly killed me.
My legs barely have enough energy now.

And Bugis after that.
Bought a shorts.

Was just roaming around the area.
And home after that.



Hoping for the impossible . . .

16 January 2009
Friday
9.17pm


First, a change in typing style at th start.
:)

Well, I've nothing much to say about past few days.
So I'll just carry on with what happen to today's training.

To those who dont know what we really talked about during NCC training,
you can forget about reading about whats coming up
You might not really understand.

To those whom may know,
Here I go.




No man is born perfect.
And I am definitely not a perfect man.
I do have flaws.
Lots of them.
I will try to change it if you want to tell me,
But I definitely wont fall into the category of your " Superman "


Had AAR after training today.
There was this particular topic which made me think alot.

I kept asking myself again and again.
Am I really picking on him,
or am I just trying to help him change his way?

I asked almost everyone of their opinions regarding this problem.
Some agreed with me, Some dont.

I would first like to clarify.
I dont really want to pick on you.
But I just dont like the way when comments are given to you but little changes are made still.
Get the idea or something ?

Maybe you got th wrong idea,
that I want to pick on you etc etc.
But I just want to change the way things are going on with you.
Just like that.

Perhaps my approach is too blunt,
and it didnt suited you.

I apologise for that.
Seriously.

And maybe I did insulted you when I tried to correct you.
I am a man thats not very good with words.
If I did insult / hurt you.

I apologise again.


But I hope that you people can understand that I only wanted to correct the mistake.
Though I am not in charge of you guys,
but I do think I have the responsibility to correct some of the stuffs.

Afterall the rank and post I hold dont come so easily,
and hence I feel I have to be responsible for everyone in th unit,
regardless of which platoon you belongs to.
As long as you are in the unit, I have the right and responsiblity to correct you,
provided if I see it.

I have to admit my approach was probably wrong.
Perhaps another approach would be more appropriate.

I also regret deeply for those careless remarks I made on you.
I think most of the seniors that did the same feels so too.

Thoughts keep running through my mind after training.
Well, a lesson learnt for me.
And most prolly for others that did something wrong too.
Perhaps a lesson for me to learn ,
before my very own cadets come in.

I will clarify this matter with the people whom it concern during th next training.
And if any one of you do see this and have any feedbacks / comments.
Please come straight to me.

I believe criticism makes someone improve,
though sometimes it doesnt work.

Last words on this particular topic,
I apologise to those whom I hurt unintentionally,
and lesson learnt.




Well.
1st month of 2009.
And yet so much happen.

Studies have lots to catch up,
CCA problems,
misunderstandings with . . . ,

Lets hope all these come to an end soon,
and shall a smooth road be paved till my Os.


Long live people.

- Jianrong

Blank rounds fired into the mid air.


Im sorry girl.

KRISTIE. says:
i wanna change teacher.

Jianrong says:
to ?

Jianrong says:
Prof . Koh Jian Rong :D

KRISTIE. says:
some one other tahn yeo woei ter

KRISTIE. says:
ya man

KRISTIE. says:
some emo sai

KRISTIE. says:
-.-

Jianrong says:
Diploma is sexual harassament , Degree in Girls raping , Bachelor's degree in Vagina study & Highest Honourest Degree in SEX !

KRISTIE. says:
go bang wall la.

Jianrong says:
Prof . Koh Jian Rong
Born in Paris , France.
University of Paris

Jianrong says:
LOL

Jianrong says:
Bonjour ~


-------------------------------------------

10012009
Saturday
2245hours

Well. .
Just got a fuckup haircut yesterday.
Its really fuckup.
Really short.
I think its going to take months before it grow back.

No confidence already . .
And promotion parade yesterday
Congratulations to those who got promoted,
and also to the 4 Part Ds that got double promoted.
They are : Edmund, Engmeng, Shengrong and Junwei.

I got my lanyard yesterday too.
But I lost my hair. . .

Haha.
You gain something, you lose something. .



I didnt know how to react when you said that. .
Do you really mean what you say ?
. . . . .

[Photo removed]
hahaz laisi the queen is here to post for this jiaobin..ahhaaz...

=)

smile jianrong!

-------------------------------------------------

Nothing much to say nowadays.
Just a few sentence to describe whats on my mind for the next few days.

I'm holding on to whats left between us,
its total misery.

04012009
Sunday
1618hours

Ahhh fuckk.
Here am I again,
to update this dead site.

Well,
its a new year :)
2009.
O levels is coming together with it.
Dreadful year.

Okays.
Lets talk about New Year Eve and first day of school.


31122008
Wednesday

Went to library to complete homework with Junjian, Yeetiong and Xianqin from afternoon till evening.
Then met Nathan at Jurong East.
Nathan went with Xianqin,
while Junjian came to my house.
Change shirt, then makan with Junjian.

Then met Songyang, Audric, Aaron, Lewis and Chinlong at the LAN.
Played 4 hours of lan :D.
Shengrong, Leon, Edmund and Weezhi came after that :)
Went over Jurong Green Park to watch Darren's performance.
But was too late.
So just headed to Boon Lay for countdown with Darren and Dean.

The whole group of us,
with lots of crap along the way.
Countdown over.
Then there was alot of banglahs dancing on the road.
And Darren went into th crowd and join the banglahs in their dancing.
That part was damn funny. :)

After everything,
walked to Yeetiong's house.
Only Lewis, Songyang, Jiajun, Leon and Yeetiong went over.
Jiajun slept immediately when we reach Yeetiong's house.
I played WWF with YT 's bro on th PS1 while others went to buy beer.

Went over to multistorey carpark after they came back.
Beer and sticks.
Carlsberg !
Haha.
Didnt got drunk this time round :D

I like beer :D

We talk damn lot over th night.
Fun :)
Then beehoon after that.
And went back Yeetiong's house to sleep.

Home aft 6am.

01012009
Thursday

A new year :D.
Woke up.
Went to buy textbooks over at JE.
But only manage to buy 2.

Walk over to IMM.
Took 188 to Darren's house.
Did homework with Xianqin, Jiajun and Darren.
Yeetiong came after that.

He kena boycott.
Walked over to Westmall,
cause Jiajun and Darren wanted to buy school shoes.
Met Songyang there.
Took damn long over at westmall.
Then went to ate KFC.

Home with Songyang after that.


02012009
Friday

First day of school
Wasnt that great.
Caught for my not so obvious coloured hair.
Some say its damn red under sun.

But escaped the punishments :D

Then went back class.
4E6 now.
Sounds cool :D

Had admin stuffs.
Not much actually.
And got to know our new maths teacher.
Ms yeo.

Not bad actually.
At least the things she said made sense to me,
and made me respect her.
Ya that sort of thing :)

Stayed till next morning for CCA display preparations.
As for th night . . .

Haha.
Shall not say much here :)




03012009
Saturday

Woke up at 5.
Prepare the booth.
But found out stuffs are missing.

Got super pissed.
But well, its found after that.

Nothing much for CCA display.
Walk around,
See our own cadets pulling Sec 1s to th classroom.
Reminds me of how I was pulled back then.

Who would know that little boy back then would take charge of the coming sec 1s?
Haha.
Memories. . .

Had promotion parade rehearsal after that.
And company drills too.
Its like. . .
I still must do drills T.T
Sianess.

Had AAR after that.
Its a WOW.
3 years in NCC already.
First time have such aggressive talk with our superiors.

Mac after that.
And slept from 5pm till 12am the next morning.
Its like 19 hours of sleep.
Cool uh.
Hahahhaa.

Okays.
Thats about it.
Byee



Im waiting for th call

happy cny~
queen is here to help the king post,
hahhaahah.....
=)

say im queen lurh kohjianrong!
ahahhaha!~~

yes!! i finally hack into your blog!!
you hack into mine for like so many times!!
how you can dunno link me or what,
then go post in my blog de?
nevermind! doesn't matters!!
mr kohjianrong!!
haha! its time to respect your mama okays!
always bully your mum..
think your illness is getting more and more serious liao
now must eat medicine thrice in a day le okays!
good son!!
and stop being emo my dear son
emo no good you know
will only let you to suffer from depression..
haha! okays!!
takecares my son!
mummy blogs here!!(:

20 January 2009
Tuesday
11.50pm


2 days since Superteen had started.
I think it was overall not bad.
Especially what happened a few hours ago.

What happened really set me thinking again.

Was my past few years really wasted ?
Do I have no goals ?
Am I just wandering aimlessly ?

Bits and pieces of memories ran through my mind when Dr. Ernest was speaking too.

Scene where my parents carrying me when I was a baby,
when it seems I was a new hope to them.

Scene of when I was the pride of my parents after I got my PSLE results.

But what happened over the past 3 years?

So much emotions flooded me in that little 30minutes.
That experience. . .
It really gets me a little more motivated.


" You get what you say "
Im going to get what I want by next year.
I believe I will .




Im tired.
Really tired.
Whatever ways you want to go.
Just do it YOUR WAY.
Im tired.
Im not giving a damn anymore.

18 January 2009
Sunday
11.38pm


Out with mum today.

Went Paya Lebar to buy sofa and coffee table,
then headed down to Bugis to buy some stuffs.

Bought a shorts again,
a shirt,
a collar tee
and a pair of shoes.

Yea.
Pictures next



Shoes from some weird shop :X



Shorts from flexor.



Shirt from Messy Industries ?


And collar tee from Recoil :)


Thats about it.
Superteen tomorrow till 9pm.
Fucking shack sio.
:(




Im still hoping things would work out between us. . .
Listen to my explanation would you ? :(

18 January 2009
Sunday
12.04am

Well well.
Just back from Bugis.

Woke up damn late today.
Went for Taekwondo training.
Just some usual kicks and unarmed combat.

But the squats nearly killed me.
My legs barely have enough energy now.

And Bugis after that.
Bought a shorts.

Was just roaming around the area.
And home after that.



Hoping for the impossible . . .

16 January 2009
Friday
9.17pm


First, a change in typing style at th start.
:)

Well, I've nothing much to say about past few days.
So I'll just carry on with what happen to today's training.

To those who dont know what we really talked about during NCC training,
you can forget about reading about whats coming up
You might not really understand.

To those whom may know,
Here I go.




No man is born perfect.
And I am definitely not a perfect man.
I do have flaws.
Lots of them.
I will try to change it if you want to tell me,
But I definitely wont fall into the category of your " Superman "


Had AAR after training today.
There was this particular topic which made me think alot.

I kept asking myself again and again.
Am I really picking on him,
or am I just trying to help him change his way?

I asked almost everyone of their opinions regarding this problem.
Some agreed with me, Some dont.

I would first like to clarify.
I dont really want to pick on you.
But I just dont like the way when comments are given to you but little changes are made still.
Get the idea or something ?

Maybe you got th wrong idea,
that I want to pick on you etc etc.
But I just want to change the way things are going on with you.
Just like that.

Perhaps my approach is too blunt,
and it didnt suited you.

I apologise for that.
Seriously.

And maybe I did insulted you when I tried to correct you.
I am a man thats not very good with words.
If I did insult / hurt you.

I apologise again.


But I hope that you people can understand that I only wanted to correct the mistake.
Though I am not in charge of you guys,
but I do think I have the responsibility to correct some of the stuffs.

Afterall the rank and post I hold dont come so easily,
and hence I feel I have to be responsible for everyone in th unit,
regardless of which platoon you belongs to.
As long as you are in the unit, I have the right and responsiblity to correct you,
provided if I see it.

I have to admit my approach was probably wrong.
Perhaps another approach would be more appropriate.

I also regret deeply for those careless remarks I made on you.
I think most of the seniors that did the same feels so too.

Thoughts keep running through my mind after training.
Well, a lesson learnt for me.
And most prolly for others that did something wrong too.
Perhaps a lesson for me to learn ,
before my very own cadets come in.

I will clarify this matter with the people whom it concern during th next training.
And if any one of you do see this and have any feedbacks / comments.
Please come straight to me.

I believe criticism makes someone improve,
though sometimes it doesnt work.

Last words on this particular topic,
I apologise to those whom I hurt unintentionally,
and lesson learnt.




Well.
1st month of 2009.
And yet so much happen.

Studies have lots to catch up,
CCA problems,
misunderstandings with . . . ,

Lets hope all these come to an end soon,
and shall a smooth road be paved till my Os.


Long live people.

- Jianrong

Blank rounds fired into the mid air.


Im sorry girl.

KRISTIE. says:
i wanna change teacher.

Jianrong says:
to ?

Jianrong says:
Prof . Koh Jian Rong :D

KRISTIE. says:
some one other tahn yeo woei ter

KRISTIE. says:
ya man

KRISTIE. says:
some emo sai

KRISTIE. says:
-.-

Jianrong says:
Diploma is sexual harassament , Degree in Girls raping , Bachelor's degree in Vagina study & Highest Honourest Degree in SEX !

KRISTIE. says:
go bang wall la.

Jianrong says:
Prof . Koh Jian Rong
Born in Paris , France.
University of Paris

Jianrong says:
LOL

Jianrong says:
Bonjour ~


-------------------------------------------

10012009
Saturday
2245hours

Well. .
Just got a fuckup haircut yesterday.
Its really fuckup.
Really short.
I think its going to take months before it grow back.

No confidence already . .
And promotion parade yesterday
Congratulations to those who got promoted,
and also to the 4 Part Ds that got double promoted.
They are : Edmund, Engmeng, Shengrong and Junwei.

I got my lanyard yesterday too.
But I lost my hair. . .

Haha.
You gain something, you lose something. .



I didnt know how to react when you said that. .
Do you really mean what you say ?
. . . . .

[Photo removed]
hahaz laisi the queen is here to post for this jiaobin..ahhaaz...

=)

smile jianrong!

-------------------------------------------------

Nothing much to say nowadays.
Just a few sentence to describe whats on my mind for the next few days.

I'm holding on to whats left between us,
its total misery.

04012009
Sunday
1618hours

Ahhh fuckk.
Here am I again,
to update this dead site.

Well,
its a new year :)
2009.
O levels is coming together with it.
Dreadful year.

Okays.
Lets talk about New Year Eve and first day of school.


31122008
Wednesday

Went to library to complete homework with Junjian, Yeetiong and Xianqin from afternoon till evening.
Then met Nathan at Jurong East.
Nathan went with Xianqin,
while Junjian came to my house.
Change shirt, then makan with Junjian.

Then met Songyang, Audric, Aaron, Lewis and Chinlong at the LAN.
Played 4 hours of lan :D.
Shengrong, Leon, Edmund and Weezhi came after that :)
Went over Jurong Green Park to watch Darren's performance.
But was too late.
So just headed to Boon Lay for countdown with Darren and Dean.

The whole group of us,
with lots of crap along the way.
Countdown over.
Then there was alot of banglahs dancing on the road.
And Darren went into th crowd and join the banglahs in their dancing.
That part was damn funny. :)

After everything,
walked to Yeetiong's house.
Only Lewis, Songyang, Jiajun, Leon and Yeetiong went over.
Jiajun slept immediately when we reach Yeetiong's house.
I played WWF with YT 's bro on th PS1 while others went to buy beer.

Went over to multistorey carpark after they came back.
Beer and sticks.
Carlsberg !
Haha.
Didnt got drunk this time round :D

I like beer :D

We talk damn lot over th night.
Fun :)
Then beehoon after that.
And went back Yeetiong's house to sleep.

Home aft 6am.

01012009
Thursday

A new year :D.
Woke up.
Went to buy textbooks over at JE.
But only manage to buy 2.

Walk over to IMM.
Took 188 to Darren's house.
Did homework with Xianqin, Jiajun and Darren.
Yeetiong came after that.

He kena boycott.
Walked over to Westmall,
cause Jiajun and Darren wanted to buy school shoes.
Met Songyang there.
Took damn long over at westmall.
Then went to ate KFC.

Home with Songyang after that.


02012009
Friday

First day of school
Wasnt that great.
Caught for my not so obvious coloured hair.
Some say its damn red under sun.

But escaped the punishments :D

Then went back class.
4E6 now.
Sounds cool :D

Had admin stuffs.
Not much actually.
And got to know our new maths teacher.
Ms yeo.

Not bad actually.
At least the things she said made sense to me,
and made me respect her.
Ya that sort of thing :)

Stayed till next morning for CCA display preparations.
As for th night . . .

Haha.
Shall not say much here :)




03012009
Saturday

Woke up at 5.
Prepare the booth.
But found out stuffs are missing.

Got super pissed.
But well, its found after that.

Nothing much for CCA display.
Walk around,
See our own cadets pulling Sec 1s to th classroom.
Reminds me of how I was pulled back then.

Who would know that little boy back then would take charge of the coming sec 1s?
Haha.
Memories. . .

Had promotion parade rehearsal after that.
And company drills too.
Its like. . .
I still must do drills T.T
Sianess.

Had AAR after that.
Its a WOW.
3 years in NCC already.
First time have such aggressive talk with our superiors.

Mac after that.
And slept from 5pm till 12am the next morning.
Its like 19 hours of sleep.
Cool uh.
Hahahhaa.

Okays.
Thats about it.
Byee



Im waiting for th call