155th post.
29102008.
2047 hours.

I've got a super laggy internet now.
Spoils my mood.
But who gives a damn about my mood ?

Okays.
I think there's no soul viewing my blog already :).
As the counter at th bottom is not moving for 2 days already I guess.
Thats not bad either.
Peace :)

Headstart programmes have been filling up my holidays.
And NCC related stuffs too.
Had training today.
I guess I 've been a little harsh on th little sec ones.
But that's what they need to grow I guess.

A tough training sometimes is okay right ?

Well,
I decided to post today because I wanted to note down certain things.
Certain things that I dont want to forget.

And by posting it here,
I hope it will remind me of these events in th future when I view my archives :)

First thing.
I am going for Camp Pinnacle.
But I am not going for India Desert Trekking.

Camp Pinnacle.
Looking forward to it.
I saw the schedule already.
I will be boarding a C130 plane , viewing some Navy Ships and also boarding some SAF tank and vehicles I think.
I think its a great opportunity ,
though only me and YongMing will be going for this Camp :)

A C130 !
Weee. Imagine me flying in it.
Cool definitely.



Okays.
Second thing.
I made a decision a few days ago.
One that perhaps made a twist in my life.
Lets hope I wont regret over it ? Though I am already.



Third.
Report books are back.
Results are not very desirable.
I will work hard next year I guess.



Fourth.
Was reprimanded by Mr.Chia today.
I mean the whole of Part C.
Shall not mention what he have said.
But lets hope Part C will work towards a common goal again.


So for now.
I will be leaving this blog dead unless I have any special thing that I want to note down.

Till then ,
Long Live .

May life be smooth for then on. .

BLOG CLOSED :)

You can text me ,
Or give me a call if any of you people miss me xD

Post when I'm super free or something .
Byeee.

MISS ME !

Second Post !.

Last day of school today.
Went to school as usual.

Some people in our class were told that they were sort of retained.
Or not promoted.

My name was not mentioned :)
Safe !.

Went to hall for deeparaya celebration.
Okays.
Nice performance I should say. (:

Accompanied Kristie to eat TangYuan / Riceballs at Bukit Gombak with Ian.
She had her TangYuan , Ian had his fried noodles while I had my Laksa :).

Walked over to Kristie's house after that.
Walked pass XiaoGuiLin.
Ian ask if that place was "XIAOGUILIN"
So we said its " DAGUILIN "

Then Ian did lots of stuffs thats like so funny ==".
Reached Kristie's house.
Got nothing to do.
Just sat beside her flipping through a magazine,
while she plays her guitar.

That guitar hit my head thrice :(
Then I went to sleep in Kristie's bed cause I am too tired.
Help her fold her blanket after I sleep :)
What a nice guy I am uh.

Then went home after that.
Didnt went Pool with Lewis and people due to unforseen circumstances :X

And WeiYi found out my blog's password ==".

Okays. Thats for today :)

23rd October 2008.
Thursday
2006 hours.

Hm.
The year is coming to an end soon I guess.
Its like so fast uh.
Looking back at what I 've did,
It sure fills me up with lots of emotions.

Still remember when I first entered the classroom 3s6 ,
It marks the start of my year of 2008.

From then till now ,
I 've got to know new friends,
got to know new teachers ,
and also understand my old pals better.

Through the year,
I experience disputes and conflicts among friends ,
Getting in and out of relationships ,
Acquiring new skills and knowledge from teachers.
And also not forgetting the various courses NCC had send me to.
From a small corporal in the company ,
Till what I am today , A staff sergeant.

The year , especially the second half ,
Has been tough for me.
Things that happened to me ,
Things that I did.
I do regret for some of the incidents that happened.

Though this year hasn't been a smooth sailing one ,
I believe I have gained precious experience that no other soul on earth will experience it.

2 more months and the year shall come to an end.
Lets hope everyone who sees this will have an enjoyable holidays uh.
Long live people :)

150th post !.
22102008
2138hours.
Wednesday !.


Time for an update.
Just added a clock for my blog.
=D.

Today had been a boring.
Woke up.
Dota.

Then chatted on the phonee.
And went to complete E-learning.

Thats about it =[.


Haa. Lucky there's MSN and my dear phone to keep me company for today.
And also people who chatted with me on the phone and MSN too.

Hm.
School tomorrow.
Its the last day of school.
Hope its nice uh.

Okay.
Shall head for the television now.
Its so attractiveee all of a sudden.
Haha.

Byeee

21102008
Tuesday.
2139hours.
149th post


Today was supposed to be E-learning day.
But I didnt do any E-Learning.
I went out instead.

Woke up around 9 today.
Change, got ready
And left home around 10 + ?
Took 178 to Kristie's house.

Reach her block around 11.
Stood outside her door.
Then I text her saying I am outside her door.
Then she say she cant see me ,
cause I am behind the stairs.
=="
Took damn long.

Went into her house.
Use her computer talk with several people.
Disturb them.
Haha.

Wait for Kristie to get changed.
Then went to bus-stop to take 157.
Ate her mango pudding on the way xD.

Took 157 and headed towards Ian's house.
Kept poking Kristie on the bus again.
Reach Ian's house.
But he's not at home.
So waited for him around the coffee shop near HuaYi.

He came.
Then we walked over to Lakeside MRT station and headed towards Bedok.

Train journey was boring.
Just listening to songs over and over again,
While Kristie is sleeping and Ian is staring into the blank I think.

Reach Bedok.
Took 197 to East Coast Park.

Got to East Coast Park after a 5 Minute bus journey.
Then Kristie started tugging at my bag.
Kept holding my bag ==".
Then did alot dumb stuffs.
Damn funny.
I think everyone is looking at us uh.

Walk super far to rent skates.
Didnt want to rent it initially, cause I dont know how to skate.
But Ian and Kristie is playing, so I decided to join in.

Had to admit.
I was damn scared when I first wore the skates.
Cant even move an inch.
Super scared.
Just kept holding on to Kristie and Ian for support.

Like a total loser.>.<
Went over to a practice area.
Kept practice over there with the guidance of Ian and Kristie.
Learn how to skate very soon after that.
Thanks BestFriend and GoodGoodFriend. =D

Went over to Macdonalds with skates on.
Had a drink.
And Laisi came with her cousin.
Kept persuading Laisi to rent skates also.
She agreed after that.

She was damn funny la.
She was like me, cant even move an inch when she first wore that skates.
Just that she screamed but I didnt.

She fell alot of times.
Kept falling and falling.
She fell like 10 times on the same stretch of road.
Sad case uh.
But I think she enjoyed the falling process too.


Haha. I started to learn how to skate faster and faster.
But fell down at the last minute when I am going to return my skates.
And Laisi kept screaming when she's skating.
Cause she kept falling and falling.
Super funny la.

Went to return skates.
Then went to slack and take pictures over at the beach.
Then cab to Eunos MRT station with Ian and Kristie,
While Laisi and her cousin stayed in East Coast Park.

Took train with Kristie to Bukit Batok.
Then waited for her under her block.
Then went Macdonalds again with her and Ian.

Had my dinner.
Then bus-ed home with Ian while Kristie went to attend her Taekwondo training.
Talk alot with Ian while waiting for the bus , and also on the bus.
Haha.
Funny boy.

Hm.
That was about my day.
An enjoyable day indeed.
Didnt expect today to turn out this way =D.
Now im like looking forward for another day out to the beach already.

Okays.
Super tired now.
Thanks Ian and Kristie for the coaching.
Thanks Laisi for the entertainment.
Thanks Ian for the drink.
Thanks Kristie. But I dont know what to say.
Thanks Laisi for asking me to go out today. Turned out to be an enjoyable day. Thanks . . . Thanks government for creating East Coast Park.
Haa.

Shall go shower now. Take care peeps.
Oh yea. Long post. For more pics. Please visit the following : - LINK - [ Laisi 's blog ]




Hm.
I just dont understand.
Why do feelings of human change so fast?
Human nature?
"Dont make someone so important when youre only an option for her "
JiaQian told me that.
Make sense.
And brought me back to my senses too.
I found my directions now,
After what Ian told me.
I shall , and will forget.
Moving on is my only and one option.

Bye.
Bye memories.
Bye bitter memories.

F A R E W E L L

Chatted on phone with WY on bus just now.
Thanks again.
For taking the initiative to ask about me =].

Hm.
But what you said make me starting thinking again.
I guess time would heal wounds up,
as what you've said.

Okays.
Post dedicated to WY.
Thanks


Change blog song already by the way .

20th October 2008
2236 hours.
Monday


Had sports carnival.
Participated in Tchoukball.
Its something similar to captains ball I think.

Quite enjoyable.
Perspire like hell.

Link~~
This web have description about the game.
Read if you are interested.

Then went to hall for some performance.
Quite cute.

Then went over to XiQiang's house after school.
Play DOTA and PSP.
Then went into a room to talk with XianQin, Audric and Songyang.
Crapped alot.

Then went makan with XianQin and Yeetiong at Jurong Point.
Then here I am=].

No school tomorrow and Wednesday.
I need to get out of this house ~~.
I think i will.
Haha.
Okays.
Take care peeps.

New shoes =D
I took like 20 photos of it.
But decided to post 2 only =]















=]

19 October 2008
Sunday.
2107.


Came back home around 7am.
First thing I did was to lie on my bed.
Fell asleep not long after.

Woke up around 11am.
Wash up, change , then went IMM with mum and sister.
I bought a Levi's Jeans =] and a pair of new shoes =D.

Each cost around 60bucks I think.
Surprised that my mum allow me to buy =D.

Then just walk around the place aimlessly.
Then went home.

Dota with Jiahao and YongMing,
Then XianQin joined the second game.
Then ordered Macdonalds.
Then started my 3rd game with XianQin.

Then went to ate my Macdonalds.
And here I am.

And yes.
I chatted over the phone for very long with an idiot.
But she taught me damn lot of things.
How to look at life , how to see things differently etc.
Hm.
" You dont need alot of friends around you to live. You just need 1 or 2 true friends and thats enough "
One of th things she told me.
Hm. Alot more.
But cant actually remember them.


Thanks uh.
And seee.
I posted about it =D.
Dont say i never post =[.


Okays.
School tomorrow.
Another round of DOTA before I sleep.
Byee

This blog seriously dont welcome people who wants to bark.
Please click the big red "X" on the top right hand corner,
and FUCK OFF.

And yes.
I mean FUCK OFF.
FUCK OFF.

Since you want to tag using your fucking big name,
Then I shall not hide it.

TANGJUNWEI.
I dont want talk face to face ?
Fuck you la.
I talk halfway you offline.
Is who dont want to talk ?
LJB.

You fucking pierce your ear ,
You scared people to say ?
Then fucking close that earhole la.

At least when I tell Weijun and Junjian about it ,
They understand.

At least they tell me its their fault for piercing.
You?
Bark non stop.

And if you want to fucking think that it was my sole job of complaining to you,
then I am seriously fine with it.

Have it your way.
And lets see what kind of respect your get from your own platoon.
_|_

Okays.
I shall now post about today.

Woke up at around 0545.
Didnt switch on my phone,
until 8+.
Due to some reasons.

Went to school.
Songyang switch on my phone.
=].

Then went for PE.
Walked in the field for like 5mins ?
Then went slacking in the toliet.

Hmm.
Then i cant remember what happen after it.
Remember I walked home after school.

Wanted to lunch with Weiyi.
But she pangseh me=[
Haha.

Then went home.
Dota a few rounds.
Before heading back to school.

Reach school around 6.30pm.
Went up hall to help out peeps in the preparation of Appreciation Night.

Appreciation Night started around 7pm.
Just walk around and help people to their seats =].

Then dinner outside control room.
Then went home,
which was around 9pm.

Haa.
Its fun over there la.
Keep disturb Hanbin and Selvia.
And talk rubbish with people.


And yea.
Kristie tiong is in Malaysia =[.
Another pangseh kia =[.

Hey.
This is my blog.
MY BLOG.
KOHJIANRONG'S BLOG.

If you dont like any content in it,
Just fuck off.
And yes,
FUCK OFF.

Dont read my post,
and come barking to me.

It reflects on what kind of person you are seriously.

And no man is perfect on earth.
But at least you could try to cover your own flaws.
If you know you did something wrong ,
And you still want to argue like nobody's business,
Then it seriously shows your upbringing and etc.

And please get all the fucking facts right before you start shooting your mouth off.
You know what I said ?
You know what I did ?
How much can I type in my post ?
Did you even come and ask me what I've said ?

Now I seriously understand why I received so much complains even from your own people.
Because things you say dont go through places where it should.
It just goes straight out of your mouth probably.

Since you think you dont need the get the facts right ,
Then i cant be bothered to explain to you either.
Have it your way,
And perhaps your people will hate you even more.
Just fuck off.

16th October 2008.
2044hours.
8.44pm.

I came to blog immediately after I switch the computer on.
I have alot to say.
And I guess this is the only place where I can say everything out . . .

Lets skip the schooling part today.
Cause there's nothing much to share about.

After school,
Went to change into Smart . 4
Then went HQ with Mr.Chia and HongWei for interview.
8 cadets were interviewed in one room in one single time.
I didnt spoke at all.
HongWei too.
But I am sure one from Fuhua would go.
I am not sure if it's going to be me.
But . . .
Hmm

Told Mr.Chia the what the current Part Cs are like today.
I felt I have the need to inform him.
He's our Commanding Officer.
And I believe he's the only one who can help us now.

I spoke to him about our different supporting branches,
and a few individuals.
Their performance, attitude and behavior.

I believe whatever I said today would have a direct negative impact on some people.
And it would bring about unhappiness in our platoon.
But it is the only way to solve the current situation of our platoon.

I spoke about the bearings of some people who held higher post.
Things such as earstuds.

If those people whom I am referring to know that I complained about them.
I am sure they would hate me.
But I want to help the unit.
I am sorry.

I dont know why.
We have been together for bloody 3 years.
Why did it end up like this.

Sorry to those who might get implicated,
but I still dont think I did anything wrong.


I realise I have been facing so much problems nowadays.
Her,
NCC,
Results,
School,
Friends,
Whatever.

Who.
Who the fuck can help me ?
I dont know .

Lets just hope there would be lesser problems in the near future.










I am breaking down ass.
Fucking hell.
I need you . . .

140th post.
15 October 2008.
2239hours.

Well.
Got back almost all of my results.
Not very desirable.

But whats done cannot be undone.
Lets try harder the next time.

School was boring today.
Had a talk for assembly.
Talk rubbish with HuaXuan.

Training was aft that.
Changed into my No.4 at around 230pm.
And went for training.

Hm.
Nothing special.
Except I pumped 2 guys who was walking in the parade square.
One claimed to have injured his foot.
But he should have walked under the shelter rather than cutting across the parade square.

Oh.
Part C had drills too.
Quite lamee.

Then had company drill.
Scolded the fuck out of alot people.
But the standard of drills expected from them is still not up to standard I think.

Had AAR after training.
Got our Part C Marksmanship Badge.
=D
Finally =D

Then Mr. Chia had a talk with me ,Hongwei and Leon regarding the India Desert Trek Trip.
Hongwei and I are suppose to go to HQ with Mr.Chia tomorrow for an interview.
Can wear lanyard =D

Went makan with NCC buds after that.
Had Chicken Chop.
Yum.


Came back home.
Dinner.
Then went downstairs to meet AiJie, XianQin and Nathan o.o
Went to the 8th Storey of my block.

See Nathan do stunts.
Then we walked over to Aijie's house.
And took a bus back home with XianQin.

Super tired now.
And im waiting for Xianqin now.
DOTA.

Hm.
Lets hope tomorrow 's interview is an easy one.
Or I might pee on my pants.
Hahaha




I clicked on your msn contact every then or so.
But i would end up closing the window.
Cause i didnt have the courage to talk to you.
Why.
Why am i such a coward
Fucking coward.

如果能够回到过去

或许我不会选择放手

因为放手后，我才知道原来那是多么痛苦的

我好怀念当初的日子
=[

13th October 2008
Its now 2237 hours ! .

Had a superb day.
LONG LONG POST AHEAD

Woke up at around 0645.
Prepare.
Then left home around 8 to meet Kristie.

Train-ed to Bukit Batok.
Walked over to Kristie's block.
Waited for her to come down.
And we headed towards the nearby macdonalds.

Had breakfast with her.
See , what a nice friend I am =D

Then walk back to her house.
Waited inside her house for her to change and get ready.
Then we boarded 506 to Jurong East =D.
Keep poking her on the bus.
=]

Alighted at JE.
Was quite late.
But waited with Kristie for her 335 to come.
Xianqin came later.

Kristie's bus came.
Xianqin and me went up to platform to meet
Songyang, Yeetiong, Jiajun, Chinlong, Hiangwee, Xiqiang, Khayleng, Khaycheng and Tongmui.
Audric arrived abit later.

Boarded the train towards Habourfront.
Chatted alot with Mr.Keong
=]

Reached Vivo.
Met Ken, Huilin, Siewfang & Yihan.
Darren and Dean arrived later.

Then all went makan at KFC.
And headed towards Sentosa aft eating.

Reached Sentosa.
Went to Siloso.
Left our bags there.
Then went buy things with Dean and Audric.

Came back.
Sat there with Audric.
Then threw Yeetiong into the sea =D

Then later went buy things again with Ken and Xianqin.

Came back again ==".
Change into my shorts.
And all of us went into the sea.
Talk nonsense.

Came up to the beach.
Play ball.
Then decided to swim to the opposite island with Xianqin, Chinlong and Dean
But end up none of us have the courage to do it.
So went back beach and play ball.

Then later went to find Songyang, Audric and Khayleng near the merlion
Started playing water. =D

Got damn wet.
And all us were like running around half naked.

Went to have shower at Palawan.
Shared towel with Jiajun.
Thanks =D

After shower.
Waited for the rest in the toliet.

Haha.
Then Darren started shouting
HE LOST HIS PANTS.

Then he came out of the toliet with his cute lil boxers.
Hahaha

Search around for his pants.
But cant find.

So Xianqin, Hiangwee, Me and Chinlong pei Darren walked over to the train station.
He wear his boxers walk around Sentosa.
Fucking cute =D
I got the pics summore.

Found his pants eventually.
Train back to Vivo.
Dinner.
And bus back to JE on 188.

Went up to the Multi Storey Carpark near Yijin's house at JE.
Play with dumb trolley there.
Talk cork also.
Super fun.

Then bus-ed back home.
Bus 98.

And here I am =D
Super tiredd.
School tomorrow.

Sleep early.








='[

12th October 2008
2326 hours.

Hm . .

Today was a boring day =/

Woke up around 8
Im early isn't it ?
=]

Watch TV.
Ate porridge with canned tuna
==".

Then went over to Auntie's house to collect something.
Then met sister and mum.
Had our lunch over at the coffee shop nearby.

And saw my aunt with my grandmother and cousin.
I finished my food rather early as compared to them
So i offered to help buy roti prata for my grandmother.

Walked over to other coffee shop.
There was this man who was smoking infront of me.
Walk super slow.
Then everyone behind me also started slowing down .
So i got angry and knock the man using my shoulders.
And said sorry =D

Then went to some Indian stall to buy the prata.
I ordered my prata.
Stood there and wait.

Then there was this old man who came beside me and ordered prata too.
Then he started pressing my prata which was on the counter when it was ready.
He kept pressing and pressing.
Dont know whats his fucking problem =/
So i was like " OI "
Then he look at me.
Smile smile , and went to stand at a corner.


Went home aft that.
Had my afternoon nap.
And dinner was after that.

Then GunZ with Songyang, Audric and Junjian.
And here i am=]


Hm .
I realise that there is an increasing number of madmans in Singapore =/
Sucks =[
Police aint doing their job.
Or perhaps there isnt enough beds at " Institute of Mental Health Of Singapore "
=[


Catch some sleep now.
Byee




I
Miss
You

136th post.
0008am
12th October 2008

I changed my blogsong =]

Its called Thunder
By Boys Like Girls.

Hm.
Talk about Saturday.

Woke up at around 9.
Ate breakfast.

Then watch television programmes till afternoon.
Mum and Sister went to ChinaTown.
I refused cause I think my hair is too messy.

They went to book tickets for our year end trip to Korea =D
And Sister needs to buy a bag too.

They went out around 4pm.
So im alone at home.

Decided to pack up my room.
I cleared every cupboard
And guess what I found in it.

My primary 6 handbook.
My kindergarden watch.
One stack of pokemon cards.
And alot more.

Haha.
Super dusty.
It took me more than 2 hours to clear up my room.

Then went dinner with mummy and sister.
And started playing GunZ with the hacking programme JunJian sent me yesterday.

Leveled like 8 times.
Super cool.


Then I went to see the informations regarding the trip to Korea.
Its from 16 December till 21 December
Super excited suddenly.
Its been so long since I boarded a planeeeeee.
Mommy says that I would have a chance to ski in Korea =D.
Super cool uh.

I shall start saving some money now.
So that I would have enough money for myself over there.

Okays.
Sleep now.
Fucking sleepy.





Im still looking forward to you coming online.
Though i dont have that bloody courage to even talk to you.
I dont know whats wrong with me.
Sometimes i really hate myself.
Im fucking useless.

Saw this over the net.

Am I Over You

Its now 2306 hours.
10th October 2008.

I finished my End Of Year Examinations today.
Its finally time to relax uh.

Okays.
Today's paper was Emaths 1.

I left out a few questions AGAIN.

Went with Songyang, Audric, Darren, Leon, Nicky, Khayleng and Syahirah over to HKE.
Ate macdonalds' breakfast.

Then sit there from 9 till 11 if Im not wrong.
Until they decided to return to school.

But I went to Teckwee's house instead.
Haa.
That cheapstakes boy.

Bus-ed there.
Saw Weibang and his friend ?
I forgot the name.

Just sat there and use the fucking computer.
Then went home after screwing up his comp=].

Got home.
Sleep immediately.
For about 4-5 hours.

Then was dinner.
And here am I =].


Hm. And I realise i hasnt been talking much for today .
Great improvement =D.



And yea. JunJian just send me a hack for GunZ.
Trying it out now .
Bye

Hm.
Sat for Chemistry Paper today.
I think I can pass.
Thats all Im going to say about it.

After paper went Jurong Point with a group of people again.
Eat.
Talk rubbish
Walk.

Then went Jiahao's house.
And went home.
Thats all for today.




Hm.
I realise my WMP are filled with emo songs already.
And whenever I hear these songs,
it made me recall alot of things uh.

I have been trying hard to concentrate on my maths now.
But I cant.
I dont know why either.

My mind is filled.
I dont know whats wrong with me either.
I just dont feel like talking,
dont feel like doing anything.

好想停留在回忆里 . .
But can i ?
Life still goes on.

Hm. And sorry WY.
Some things arent meant to be together.




Its getting late.
I should start revising on my paper 1 . . . .

Hm.
Amaths paper today.

I left out alot of questions.
Sucks.

Went Jurong Point after Paper.
Then went home.

Started revising Chemistry.
I even went over to my aunt's house,
so that my cousin can teach me.

She made me memorise alot of formulas etc.
Hm. Hope it will be useful tomorrow .

Just reach home.
Freaking tired.

But I want to pass Chemistry.
I need to pass.
And therefore I shall carry on revising till 12am.






Im tired.
So tired.
Isnt there anyway to get you out of my head . .

hihi.

jiayou for you remaining papers!
:D
believe in the best and you'll achieve the impossible.

BestFriend (:

Fucking hell.
Its Amaths paper tomorrow.

And I cant concentrate on my revision.
Fuck.
I do 2 questions.
Then play comp.
Another 2 then watch tv.

And I dont know the solutions to several questions.
Fucking.

Or I will keep thinking of stuff.
Whats wrong with me.
Fuck .

I gonna flunk my fucking paper tomorrow.
=[

Hm.
Its the 6th of October today.

Physics Paper.
I left quite a number of blanks.
Totally have no fucking idea what the question is talking about.

Then went to KFC with Ian, WenHui, Jiahao, Chenhui and Selvia.
And saw other people there.
Lazy to name out.

Ate my food.
And Mikol passed me a THIN WHITE PAPER STICK.

Yea. Then walked over to Ian's house and board bus back home.

Then started playing online games till 7.

And yea.
Saw this TV show at 8pm, on channel 8.

Its about this unlucky woman whose husband commited suicide a few years ago.
And she starts talking about her life stories and etc.

Made me realise how lucky I am actually.
I have my parents, siblings and relatives who cared for me.
A nice environment for me to grow.
Im very fortunate actually =]


Hm.
And I decided to update as much as possible.
Cause I read my archives yesterday again.
And i realise this blog sort of helps me to remember all the things that have happened over the past few months.

Perhaps if I look back 10 years later , this blog would be full of wonderful memories =]
Yups.
So I shall update more regularly=]

127th post.
2235 hours.

Guess this would be my last post before I sit for damn physics paper tomorrow.

Well,
Was reivising my physics since 3pm till now.
Except that I went for dinner at 7pm.

Went to some nearby furniture shop with my mum just now.
And realise it was below some HDB flats.
And had to go basement summore =/
Its like a fucking maze la.
Dont know how to describe either.

And I had double serving for dinner today.
Was super hungry.

Came back home.
Started revising again.

And was also chatting on msn with a few people.
But got super moody suddenly.
And scolded Weiyi =[

Im sorry uh.
Just cant control.
Sorry =[

Guess I better sleep now.
I need more rest.




I feel so empty now

126th post.
Im starting to like blogskin now .

Hm.
Today is Sunday.
Boring day

Just woke up at 11am.
Had 1 slice of cake , half pack of potato chips and some cornflakes for breakfast =]
Then had my lunch 1 hour later =D

Hm.
Update again later if possible.

Physics revision now !

125th post.
Just change blogskin.
Cause was super boring.

And I like the plain-ness of this skin.

I arranged the links in alphabetical orders too !
But i lost some of the links.
Cause canceled away accidentally .

Hm.
1am now.

Gotta sleep.
Tomorrow is another long day with Physics Revision




I miss you

124th post.

Playing computer games for the whole day practically.

And I started reading a book send to my mum via mail from Reader's Digest
It consist of 4 stories .

Under Orders - Dick Francis
The Husband - Dean Koontz
Scared To Live - Stephen Booth
Orbit - John Nance

I started on the first one already =]

Im trying to make my E-mail have 1000 unread mails.
And I've finally achieve it ,
thanks to Michelle , Riona and Weiyi =D

Bugged them to send me 2 e-mails each =]

But Michelle says she got 4000 unread mails.
Asshole =x

Hm. Finding another blogskin now.
Update later .



I guess I still have that . . .

1 October.
Children's day.

Hm. Reminds me of myself a few years back.
When i enjoyed children's day so much.
Receiving gifts and presents from teachers,
having lots of fun with friends.

So different from now.

Today.
Woke up at 11am =[
Ate fried rice for breakfast.

Then started reading my storybook.
" CrossFire " by Andy McNab.
Finally finished reading.

Then went downstairs to buy lunch.
It was around 3pm i think.

Came back home.
Took a hot bath and starting doing Tanjong Katong Amaths paper
And Temasek one too.

Basically a boring day =/.

I hope it rains now , like yesterday
Then i shall have some emotional songs played over and over again.
Staring out of the window with some emotional songs ,
looking at the rain falls. .

Feels great.

Hm.

But since its not raining ,
then i shall sleep early =]

. . . .




Its still not gone . .

155th post.
29102008.
2047 hours.

I've got a super laggy internet now.
Spoils my mood.
But who gives a damn about my mood ?

Okays.
I think there's no soul viewing my blog already :).
As the counter at th bottom is not moving for 2 days already I guess.
Thats not bad either.
Peace :)

Headstart programmes have been filling up my holidays.
And NCC related stuffs too.
Had training today.
I guess I 've been a little harsh on th little sec ones.
But that's what they need to grow I guess.

A tough training sometimes is okay right ?

Well,
I decided to post today because I wanted to note down certain things.
Certain things that I dont want to forget.

And by posting it here,
I hope it will remind me of these events in th future when I view my archives :)

First thing.
I am going for Camp Pinnacle.
But I am not going for India Desert Trekking.

Camp Pinnacle.
Looking forward to it.
I saw the schedule already.
I will be boarding a C130 plane , viewing some Navy Ships and also boarding some SAF tank and vehicles I think.
I think its a great opportunity ,
though only me and YongMing will be going for this Camp :)

A C130 !
Weee. Imagine me flying in it.
Cool definitely.



Okays.
Second thing.
I made a decision a few days ago.
One that perhaps made a twist in my life.
Lets hope I wont regret over it ? Though I am already.



Third.
Report books are back.
Results are not very desirable.
I will work hard next year I guess.



Fourth.
Was reprimanded by Mr.Chia today.
I mean the whole of Part C.
Shall not mention what he have said.
But lets hope Part C will work towards a common goal again.


So for now.
I will be leaving this blog dead unless I have any special thing that I want to note down.

Till then ,
Long Live .

May life be smooth for then on. .

BLOG CLOSED :)

You can text me ,
Or give me a call if any of you people miss me xD

Post when I'm super free or something .
Byeee.

MISS ME !

Second Post !.

Last day of school today.
Went to school as usual.

Some people in our class were told that they were sort of retained.
Or not promoted.

My name was not mentioned :)
Safe !.

Went to hall for deeparaya celebration.
Okays.
Nice performance I should say. (:

Accompanied Kristie to eat TangYuan / Riceballs at Bukit Gombak with Ian.
She had her TangYuan , Ian had his fried noodles while I had my Laksa :).

Walked over to Kristie's house after that.
Walked pass XiaoGuiLin.
Ian ask if that place was "XIAOGUILIN"
So we said its " DAGUILIN "

Then Ian did lots of stuffs thats like so funny ==".
Reached Kristie's house.
Got nothing to do.
Just sat beside her flipping through a magazine,
while she plays her guitar.

That guitar hit my head thrice :(
Then I went to sleep in Kristie's bed cause I am too tired.
Help her fold her blanket after I sleep :)
What a nice guy I am uh.

Then went home after that.
Didnt went Pool with Lewis and people due to unforseen circumstances :X

And WeiYi found out my blog's password ==".

Okays. Thats for today :)

23rd October 2008.
Thursday
2006 hours.

Hm.
The year is coming to an end soon I guess.
Its like so fast uh.
Looking back at what I 've did,
It sure fills me up with lots of emotions.

Still remember when I first entered the classroom 3s6 ,
It marks the start of my year of 2008.

From then till now ,
I 've got to know new friends,
got to know new teachers ,
and also understand my old pals better.

Through the year,
I experience disputes and conflicts among friends ,
Getting in and out of relationships ,
Acquiring new skills and knowledge from teachers.
And also not forgetting the various courses NCC had send me to.
From a small corporal in the company ,
Till what I am today , A staff sergeant.

The year , especially the second half ,
Has been tough for me.
Things that happened to me ,
Things that I did.
I do regret for some of the incidents that happened.

Though this year hasn't been a smooth sailing one ,
I believe I have gained precious experience that no other soul on earth will experience it.

2 more months and the year shall come to an end.
Lets hope everyone who sees this will have an enjoyable holidays uh.
Long live people :)

150th post !.
22102008
2138hours.
Wednesday !.


Time for an update.
Just added a clock for my blog.
=D.

Today had been a boring.
Woke up.
Dota.

Then chatted on the phonee.
And went to complete E-learning.

Thats about it =[.


Haa. Lucky there's MSN and my dear phone to keep me company for today.
And also people who chatted with me on the phone and MSN too.

Hm.
School tomorrow.
Its the last day of school.
Hope its nice uh.

Okay.
Shall head for the television now.
Its so attractiveee all of a sudden.
Haha.

Byeee

21102008
Tuesday.
2139hours.
149th post


Today was supposed to be E-learning day.
But I didnt do any E-Learning.
I went out instead.

Woke up around 9 today.
Change, got ready
And left home around 10 + ?
Took 178 to Kristie's house.

Reach her block around 11.
Stood outside her door.
Then I text her saying I am outside her door.
Then she say she cant see me ,
cause I am behind the stairs.
=="
Took damn long.

Went into her house.
Use her computer talk with several people.
Disturb them.
Haha.

Wait for Kristie to get changed.
Then went to bus-stop to take 157.
Ate her mango pudding on the way xD.

Took 157 and headed towards Ian's house.
Kept poking Kristie on the bus again.
Reach Ian's house.
But he's not at home.
So waited for him around the coffee shop near HuaYi.

He came.
Then we walked over to Lakeside MRT station and headed towards Bedok.

Train journey was boring.
Just listening to songs over and over again,
While Kristie is sleeping and Ian is staring into the blank I think.

Reach Bedok.
Took 197 to East Coast Park.

Got to East Coast Park after a 5 Minute bus journey.
Then Kristie started tugging at my bag.
Kept holding my bag ==".
Then did alot dumb stuffs.
Damn funny.
I think everyone is looking at us uh.

Walk super far to rent skates.
Didnt want to rent it initially, cause I dont know how to skate.
But Ian and Kristie is playing, so I decided to join in.

Had to admit.
I was damn scared when I first wore the skates.
Cant even move an inch.
Super scared.
Just kept holding on to Kristie and Ian for support.

Like a total loser.>.<
Went over to a practice area.
Kept practice over there with the guidance of Ian and Kristie.
Learn how to skate very soon after that.
Thanks BestFriend and GoodGoodFriend. =D

Went over to Macdonalds with skates on.
Had a drink.
And Laisi came with her cousin.
Kept persuading Laisi to rent skates also.
She agreed after that.

She was damn funny la.
She was like me, cant even move an inch when she first wore that skates.
Just that she screamed but I didnt.

She fell alot of times.
Kept falling and falling.
She fell like 10 times on the same stretch of road.
Sad case uh.
But I think she enjoyed the falling process too.


Haha. I started to learn how to skate faster and faster.
But fell down at the last minute when I am going to return my skates.
And Laisi kept screaming when she's skating.
Cause she kept falling and falling.
Super funny la.

Went to return skates.
Then went to slack and take pictures over at the beach.
Then cab to Eunos MRT station with Ian and Kristie,
While Laisi and her cousin stayed in East Coast Park.

Took train with Kristie to Bukit Batok.
Then waited for her under her block.
Then went Macdonalds again with her and Ian.

Had my dinner.
Then bus-ed home with Ian while Kristie went to attend her Taekwondo training.
Talk alot with Ian while waiting for the bus , and also on the bus.
Haha.
Funny boy.

Hm.
That was about my day.
An enjoyable day indeed.
Didnt expect today to turn out this way =D.
Now im like looking forward for another day out to the beach already.

Okays.
Super tired now.
Thanks Ian and Kristie for the coaching.
Thanks Laisi for the entertainment.
Thanks Ian for the drink.
Thanks Kristie. But I dont know what to say.
Thanks Laisi for asking me to go out today. Turned out to be an enjoyable day. Thanks . . . Thanks government for creating East Coast Park.
Haa.

Shall go shower now. Take care peeps.
Oh yea. Long post. For more pics. Please visit the following : - LINK - [ Laisi 's blog ]




Hm.
I just dont understand.
Why do feelings of human change so fast?
Human nature?
"Dont make someone so important when youre only an option for her "
JiaQian told me that.
Make sense.
And brought me back to my senses too.
I found my directions now,
After what Ian told me.
I shall , and will forget.
Moving on is my only and one option.

Bye.
Bye memories.
Bye bitter memories.

F A R E W E L L

Chatted on phone with WY on bus just now.
Thanks again.
For taking the initiative to ask about me =].

Hm.
But what you said make me starting thinking again.
I guess time would heal wounds up,
as what you've said.

Okays.
Post dedicated to WY.
Thanks


Change blog song already by the way .

20th October 2008
2236 hours.
Monday


Had sports carnival.
Participated in Tchoukball.
Its something similar to captains ball I think.

Quite enjoyable.
Perspire like hell.

Link~~
This web have description about the game.
Read if you are interested.

Then went to hall for some performance.
Quite cute.

Then went over to XiQiang's house after school.
Play DOTA and PSP.
Then went into a room to talk with XianQin, Audric and Songyang.
Crapped alot.

Then went makan with XianQin and Yeetiong at Jurong Point.
Then here I am=].

No school tomorrow and Wednesday.
I need to get out of this house ~~.
I think i will.
Haha.
Okays.
Take care peeps.

New shoes =D
I took like 20 photos of it.
But decided to post 2 only =]















=]

19 October 2008
Sunday.
2107.


Came back home around 7am.
First thing I did was to lie on my bed.
Fell asleep not long after.

Woke up around 11am.
Wash up, change , then went IMM with mum and sister.
I bought a Levi's Jeans =] and a pair of new shoes =D.

Each cost around 60bucks I think.
Surprised that my mum allow me to buy =D.

Then just walk around the place aimlessly.
Then went home.

Dota with Jiahao and YongMing,
Then XianQin joined the second game.
Then ordered Macdonalds.
Then started my 3rd game with XianQin.

Then went to ate my Macdonalds.
And here I am.

And yes.
I chatted over the phone for very long with an idiot.
But she taught me damn lot of things.
How to look at life , how to see things differently etc.
Hm.
" You dont need alot of friends around you to live. You just need 1 or 2 true friends and thats enough "
One of th things she told me.
Hm. Alot more.
But cant actually remember them.


Thanks uh.
And seee.
I posted about it =D.
Dont say i never post =[.


Okays.
School tomorrow.
Another round of DOTA before I sleep.
Byee

This blog seriously dont welcome people who wants to bark.
Please click the big red "X" on the top right hand corner,
and FUCK OFF.

And yes.
I mean FUCK OFF.
FUCK OFF.

Since you want to tag using your fucking big name,
Then I shall not hide it.

TANGJUNWEI.
I dont want talk face to face ?
Fuck you la.
I talk halfway you offline.
Is who dont want to talk ?
LJB.

You fucking pierce your ear ,
You scared people to say ?
Then fucking close that earhole la.

At least when I tell Weijun and Junjian about it ,
They understand.

At least they tell me its their fault for piercing.
You?
Bark non stop.

And if you want to fucking think that it was my sole job of complaining to you,
then I am seriously fine with it.

Have it your way.
And lets see what kind of respect your get from your own platoon.
_|_

Okays.
I shall now post about today.

Woke up at around 0545.
Didnt switch on my phone,
until 8+.
Due to some reasons.

Went to school.
Songyang switch on my phone.
=].

Then went for PE.
Walked in the field for like 5mins ?
Then went slacking in the toliet.

Hmm.
Then i cant remember what happen after it.
Remember I walked home after school.

Wanted to lunch with Weiyi.
But she pangseh me=[
Haha.

Then went home.
Dota a few rounds.
Before heading back to school.

Reach school around 6.30pm.
Went up hall to help out peeps in the preparation of Appreciation Night.

Appreciation Night started around 7pm.
Just walk around and help people to their seats =].

Then dinner outside control room.
Then went home,
which was around 9pm.

Haa.
Its fun over there la.
Keep disturb Hanbin and Selvia.
And talk rubbish with people.


And yea.
Kristie tiong is in Malaysia =[.
Another pangseh kia =[.

Hey.
This is my blog.
MY BLOG.
KOHJIANRONG'S BLOG.

If you dont like any content in it,
Just fuck off.
And yes,
FUCK OFF.

Dont read my post,
and come barking to me.

It reflects on what kind of person you are seriously.

And no man is perfect on earth.
But at least you could try to cover your own flaws.
If you know you did something wrong ,
And you still want to argue like nobody's business,
Then it seriously shows your upbringing and etc.

And please get all the fucking facts right before you start shooting your mouth off.
You know what I said ?
You know what I did ?
How much can I type in my post ?
Did you even come and ask me what I've said ?

Now I seriously understand why I received so much complains even from your own people.
Because things you say dont go through places where it should.
It just goes straight out of your mouth probably.

Since you think you dont need the get the facts right ,
Then i cant be bothered to explain to you either.
Have it your way,
And perhaps your people will hate you even more.
Just fuck off.

16th October 2008.
2044hours.
8.44pm.

I came to blog immediately after I switch the computer on.
I have alot to say.
And I guess this is the only place where I can say everything out . . .

Lets skip the schooling part today.
Cause there's nothing much to share about.

After school,
Went to change into Smart . 4
Then went HQ with Mr.Chia and HongWei for interview.
8 cadets were interviewed in one room in one single time.
I didnt spoke at all.
HongWei too.
But I am sure one from Fuhua would go.
I am not sure if it's going to be me.
But . . .
Hmm

Told Mr.Chia the what the current Part Cs are like today.
I felt I have the need to inform him.
He's our Commanding Officer.
And I believe he's the only one who can help us now.

I spoke to him about our different supporting branches,
and a few individuals.
Their performance, attitude and behavior.

I believe whatever I said today would have a direct negative impact on some people.
And it would bring about unhappiness in our platoon.
But it is the only way to solve the current situation of our platoon.

I spoke about the bearings of some people who held higher post.
Things such as earstuds.

If those people whom I am referring to know that I complained about them.
I am sure they would hate me.
But I want to help the unit.
I am sorry.

I dont know why.
We have been together for bloody 3 years.
Why did it end up like this.

Sorry to those who might get implicated,
but I still dont think I did anything wrong.


I realise I have been facing so much problems nowadays.
Her,
NCC,
Results,
School,
Friends,
Whatever.

Who.
Who the fuck can help me ?
I dont know .

Lets just hope there would be lesser problems in the near future.










I am breaking down ass.
Fucking hell.
I need you . . .

140th post.
15 October 2008.
2239hours.

Well.
Got back almost all of my results.
Not very desirable.

But whats done cannot be undone.
Lets try harder the next time.

School was boring today.
Had a talk for assembly.
Talk rubbish with HuaXuan.

Training was aft that.
Changed into my No.4 at around 230pm.
And went for training.

Hm.
Nothing special.
Except I pumped 2 guys who was walking in the parade square.
One claimed to have injured his foot.
But he should have walked under the shelter rather than cutting across the parade square.

Oh.
Part C had drills too.
Quite lamee.

Then had company drill.
Scolded the fuck out of alot people.
But the standard of drills expected from them is still not up to standard I think.

Had AAR after training.
Got our Part C Marksmanship Badge.
=D
Finally =D

Then Mr. Chia had a talk with me ,Hongwei and Leon regarding the India Desert Trek Trip.
Hongwei and I are suppose to go to HQ with Mr.Chia tomorrow for an interview.
Can wear lanyard =D

Went makan with NCC buds after that.
Had Chicken Chop.
Yum.


Came back home.
Dinner.
Then went downstairs to meet AiJie, XianQin and Nathan o.o
Went to the 8th Storey of my block.

See Nathan do stunts.
Then we walked over to Aijie's house.
And took a bus back home with XianQin.

Super tired now.
And im waiting for Xianqin now.
DOTA.

Hm.
Lets hope tomorrow 's interview is an easy one.
Or I might pee on my pants.
Hahaha




I clicked on your msn contact every then or so.
But i would end up closing the window.
Cause i didnt have the courage to talk to you.
Why.
Why am i such a coward
Fucking coward.

如果能够回到过去

或许我不会选择放手

因为放手后，我才知道原来那是多么痛苦的

我好怀念当初的日子
=[

13th October 2008
Its now 2237 hours ! .

Had a superb day.
LONG LONG POST AHEAD

Woke up at around 0645.
Prepare.
Then left home around 8 to meet Kristie.

Train-ed to Bukit Batok.
Walked over to Kristie's block.
Waited for her to come down.
And we headed towards the nearby macdonalds.

Had breakfast with her.
See , what a nice friend I am =D

Then walk back to her house.
Waited inside her house for her to change and get ready.
Then we boarded 506 to Jurong East =D.
Keep poking her on the bus.
=]

Alighted at JE.
Was quite late.
But waited with Kristie for her 335 to come.
Xianqin came later.

Kristie's bus came.
Xianqin and me went up to platform to meet
Songyang, Yeetiong, Jiajun, Chinlong, Hiangwee, Xiqiang, Khayleng, Khaycheng and Tongmui.
Audric arrived abit later.

Boarded the train towards Habourfront.
Chatted alot with Mr.Keong
=]

Reached Vivo.
Met Ken, Huilin, Siewfang & Yihan.
Darren and Dean arrived later.

Then all went makan at KFC.
And headed towards Sentosa aft eating.

Reached Sentosa.
Went to Siloso.
Left our bags there.
Then went buy things with Dean and Audric.

Came back.
Sat there with Audric.
Then threw Yeetiong into the sea =D

Then later went buy things again with Ken and Xianqin.

Came back again ==".
Change into my shorts.
And all of us went into the sea.
Talk nonsense.

Came up to the beach.
Play ball.
Then decided to swim to the opposite island with Xianqin, Chinlong and Dean
But end up none of us have the courage to do it.
So went back beach and play ball.

Then later went to find Songyang, Audric and Khayleng near the merlion
Started playing water. =D

Got damn wet.
And all us were like running around half naked.

Went to have shower at Palawan.
Shared towel with Jiajun.
Thanks =D

After shower.
Waited for the rest in the toliet.

Haha.
Then Darren started shouting
HE LOST HIS PANTS.

Then he came out of the toliet with his cute lil boxers.
Hahaha

Search around for his pants.
But cant find.

So Xianqin, Hiangwee, Me and Chinlong pei Darren walked over to the train station.
He wear his boxers walk around Sentosa.
Fucking cute =D
I got the pics summore.

Found his pants eventually.
Train back to Vivo.
Dinner.
And bus back to JE on 188.

Went up to the Multi Storey Carpark near Yijin's house at JE.
Play with dumb trolley there.
Talk cork also.
Super fun.

Then bus-ed back home.
Bus 98.

And here I am =D
Super tiredd.
School tomorrow.

Sleep early.








='[

12th October 2008
2326 hours.

Hm . .

Today was a boring day =/

Woke up around 8
Im early isn't it ?
=]

Watch TV.
Ate porridge with canned tuna
==".

Then went over to Auntie's house to collect something.
Then met sister and mum.
Had our lunch over at the coffee shop nearby.

And saw my aunt with my grandmother and cousin.
I finished my food rather early as compared to them
So i offered to help buy roti prata for my grandmother.

Walked over to other coffee shop.
There was this man who was smoking infront of me.
Walk super slow.
Then everyone behind me also started slowing down .
So i got angry and knock the man using my shoulders.
And said sorry =D

Then went to some Indian stall to buy the prata.
I ordered my prata.
Stood there and wait.

Then there was this old man who came beside me and ordered prata too.
Then he started pressing my prata which was on the counter when it was ready.
He kept pressing and pressing.
Dont know whats his fucking problem =/
So i was like " OI "
Then he look at me.
Smile smile , and went to stand at a corner.


Went home aft that.
Had my afternoon nap.
And dinner was after that.

Then GunZ with Songyang, Audric and Junjian.
And here i am=]


Hm .
I realise that there is an increasing number of madmans in Singapore =/
Sucks =[
Police aint doing their job.
Or perhaps there isnt enough beds at " Institute of Mental Health Of Singapore "
=[


Catch some sleep now.
Byee




I
Miss
You

136th post.
0008am
12th October 2008

I changed my blogsong =]

Its called Thunder
By Boys Like Girls.

Hm.
Talk about Saturday.

Woke up at around 9.
Ate breakfast.

Then watch television programmes till afternoon.
Mum and Sister went to ChinaTown.
I refused cause I think my hair is too messy.

They went to book tickets for our year end trip to Korea =D
And Sister needs to buy a bag too.

They went out around 4pm.
So im alone at home.

Decided to pack up my room.
I cleared every cupboard
And guess what I found in it.

My primary 6 handbook.
My kindergarden watch.
One stack of pokemon cards.
And alot more.

Haha.
Super dusty.
It took me more than 2 hours to clear up my room.

Then went dinner with mummy and sister.
And started playing GunZ with the hacking programme JunJian sent me yesterday.

Leveled like 8 times.
Super cool.


Then I went to see the informations regarding the trip to Korea.
Its from 16 December till 21 December
Super excited suddenly.
Its been so long since I boarded a planeeeeee.
Mommy says that I would have a chance to ski in Korea =D.
Super cool uh.

I shall start saving some money now.
So that I would have enough money for myself over there.

Okays.
Sleep now.
Fucking sleepy.





Im still looking forward to you coming online.
Though i dont have that bloody courage to even talk to you.
I dont know whats wrong with me.
Sometimes i really hate myself.
Im fucking useless.

Saw this over the net.

Am I Over You

Its now 2306 hours.
10th October 2008.

I finished my End Of Year Examinations today.
Its finally time to relax uh.

Okays.
Today's paper was Emaths 1.

I left out a few questions AGAIN.

Went with Songyang, Audric, Darren, Leon, Nicky, Khayleng and Syahirah over to HKE.
Ate macdonalds' breakfast.

Then sit there from 9 till 11 if Im not wrong.
Until they decided to return to school.

But I went to Teckwee's house instead.
Haa.
That cheapstakes boy.

Bus-ed there.
Saw Weibang and his friend ?
I forgot the name.

Just sat there and use the fucking computer.
Then went home after screwing up his comp=].

Got home.
Sleep immediately.
For about 4-5 hours.

Then was dinner.
And here am I =].


Hm. And I realise i hasnt been talking much for today .
Great improvement =D.



And yea. JunJian just send me a hack for GunZ.
Trying it out now .
Bye

Hm.
Sat for Chemistry Paper today.
I think I can pass.
Thats all Im going to say about it.

After paper went Jurong Point with a group of people again.
Eat.
Talk rubbish
Walk.

Then went Jiahao's house.
And went home.
Thats all for today.




Hm.
I realise my WMP are filled with emo songs already.
And whenever I hear these songs,
it made me recall alot of things uh.

I have been trying hard to concentrate on my maths now.
But I cant.
I dont know why either.

My mind is filled.
I dont know whats wrong with me either.
I just dont feel like talking,
dont feel like doing anything.

好想停留在回忆里 . .
But can i ?
Life still goes on.

Hm. And sorry WY.
Some things arent meant to be together.




Its getting late.
I should start revising on my paper 1 . . . .

Hm.
Amaths paper today.

I left out alot of questions.
Sucks.

Went Jurong Point after Paper.
Then went home.

Started revising Chemistry.
I even went over to my aunt's house,
so that my cousin can teach me.

She made me memorise alot of formulas etc.
Hm. Hope it will be useful tomorrow .

Just reach home.
Freaking tired.

But I want to pass Chemistry.
I need to pass.
And therefore I shall carry on revising till 12am.






Im tired.
So tired.
Isnt there anyway to get you out of my head . .

hihi.

jiayou for you remaining papers!
:D
believe in the best and you'll achieve the impossible.

BestFriend (:

Fucking hell.
Its Amaths paper tomorrow.

And I cant concentrate on my revision.
Fuck.
I do 2 questions.
Then play comp.
Another 2 then watch tv.

And I dont know the solutions to several questions.
Fucking.

Or I will keep thinking of stuff.
Whats wrong with me.
Fuck .

I gonna flunk my fucking paper tomorrow.
=[

Hm.
Its the 6th of October today.

Physics Paper.
I left quite a number of blanks.
Totally have no fucking idea what the question is talking about.

Then went to KFC with Ian, WenHui, Jiahao, Chenhui and Selvia.
And saw other people there.
Lazy to name out.

Ate my food.
And Mikol passed me a THIN WHITE PAPER STICK.

Yea. Then walked over to Ian's house and board bus back home.

Then started playing online games till 7.

And yea.
Saw this TV show at 8pm, on channel 8.

Its about this unlucky woman whose husband commited suicide a few years ago.
And she starts talking about her life stories and etc.

Made me realise how lucky I am actually.
I have my parents, siblings and relatives who cared for me.
A nice environment for me to grow.
Im very fortunate actually =]


Hm.
And I decided to update as much as possible.
Cause I read my archives yesterday again.
And i realise this blog sort of helps me to remember all the things that have happened over the past few months.

Perhaps if I look back 10 years later , this blog would be full of wonderful memories =]
Yups.
So I shall update more regularly=]

127th post.
2235 hours.

Guess this would be my last post before I sit for damn physics paper tomorrow.

Well,
Was reivising my physics since 3pm till now.
Except that I went for dinner at 7pm.

Went to some nearby furniture shop with my mum just now.
And realise it was below some HDB flats.
And had to go basement summore =/
Its like a fucking maze la.
Dont know how to describe either.

And I had double serving for dinner today.
Was super hungry.

Came back home.
Started revising again.

And was also chatting on msn with a few people.
But got super moody suddenly.
And scolded Weiyi =[

Im sorry uh.
Just cant control.
Sorry =[

Guess I better sleep now.
I need more rest.




I feel so empty now

126th post.
Im starting to like blogskin now .

Hm.
Today is Sunday.
Boring day

Just woke up at 11am.
Had 1 slice of cake , half pack of potato chips and some cornflakes for breakfast =]
Then had my lunch 1 hour later =D

Hm.
Update again later if possible.

Physics revision now !

125th post.
Just change blogskin.
Cause was super boring.

And I like the plain-ness of this skin.

I arranged the links in alphabetical orders too !
But i lost some of the links.
Cause canceled away accidentally .

Hm.
1am now.

Gotta sleep.
Tomorrow is another long day with Physics Revision




I miss you

124th post.

Playing computer games for the whole day practically.

And I started reading a book send to my mum via mail from Reader's Digest
It consist of 4 stories .

Under Orders - Dick Francis
The Husband - Dean Koontz
Scared To Live - Stephen Booth
Orbit - John Nance

I started on the first one already =]

Im trying to make my E-mail have 1000 unread mails.
And I've finally achieve it ,
thanks to Michelle , Riona and Weiyi =D

Bugged them to send me 2 e-mails each =]

But Michelle says she got 4000 unread mails.
Asshole =x

Hm. Finding another blogskin now.
Update later .



I guess I still have that . . .

1 October.
Children's day.

Hm. Reminds me of myself a few years back.
When i enjoyed children's day so much.
Receiving gifts and presents from teachers,
having lots of fun with friends.

So different from now.

Today.
Woke up at 11am =[
Ate fried rice for breakfast.

Then started reading my storybook.
" CrossFire " by Andy McNab.
Finally finished reading.

Then went downstairs to buy lunch.
It was around 3pm i think.

Came back home.
Took a hot bath and starting doing Tanjong Katong Amaths paper
And Temasek one too.

Basically a boring day =/.

I hope it rains now , like yesterday
Then i shall have some emotional songs played over and over again.
Staring out of the window with some emotional songs ,
looking at the rain falls. .

Feels great.

Hm.

But since its not raining ,
then i shall sleep early =]

. . . .




Its still not gone . .