09 September 2009
11.59pm
Wednesday


Hi people.
I'm feeling down now.

Here to update on my life.
Dont bother to continue reading.
Cause you most probably wont get what I'm actually typing,
and you might just get the wrong idea about something.

-----------------------------------------

I've decided to move on.

For the past 2 months,
I've been living in my own little world
of uncertainty and fear.

The past 2 months fills up with different sort of emotions.
Anger, Sorrows, Bliss etc.

I can wake up and see a sweet morning greeting,
but I can also receive tons of 1 word replies that I dont know how to reply.

Its actually very amazing.
From strangers, to friends and to what we are now.
Just within a short 2 months time.

I remember I can sit on my bed,
and occupy myself for 2 whole hours just by text-ing.
And I would be sad the whole day when there's no reply.

" you lift me high, and drop me down"

And probably in the process of chatting,
I got the wrong signal,
or you said something that you dont mean it.

I thought we were progressing fast,
but actually it's not.

You're not ready.

And now it has come to this stage,
that I find no point and no way to salvage.

I decide to move on.
I dont want to be held in suspense anymore.

Good bye.

I hope I'll be able to turn back one day. . . .

09 September 2009
11.59pm
Wednesday


Hi people.
I'm feeling down now.

Here to update on my life.
Dont bother to continue reading.
Cause you most probably wont get what I'm actually typing,
and you might just get the wrong idea about something.

-----------------------------------------

I've decided to move on.

For the past 2 months,
I've been living in my own little world
of uncertainty and fear.

The past 2 months fills up with different sort of emotions.
Anger, Sorrows, Bliss etc.

I can wake up and see a sweet morning greeting,
but I can also receive tons of 1 word replies that I dont know how to reply.

Its actually very amazing.
From strangers, to friends and to what we are now.
Just within a short 2 months time.

I remember I can sit on my bed,
and occupy myself for 2 whole hours just by text-ing.
And I would be sad the whole day when there's no reply.

" you lift me high, and drop me down"

And probably in the process of chatting,
I got the wrong signal,
or you said something that you dont mean it.

I thought we were progressing fast,
but actually it's not.

You're not ready.

And now it has come to this stage,
that I find no point and no way to salvage.

I decide to move on.
I dont want to be held in suspense anymore.

Good bye.

I hope I'll be able to turn back one day. . . .