Day by day
Night by night
Step by step
I fall in love
A love so incomprehensible
So vivid
So unique
So wild, that not even the reign of God could control
A passion so deep
A need so necessary
A want so strong
The universe would not handle
I love you today
I’ll love you tomorrow
I’ll love you forever


- Julio Patino

27 August 2009
Thursday
11.40pm

No papers tomorrow,
which means no school.

Had my English prelims P1 today.
Screwed up my composition because I missed out some important points.
Functional writing should be alright.

Took Social Studies paper also.
Totally fucked.
I missed out SBQ ques b,
which is ard 7 marks.

And its all thanks to some fucking distraction.
Nevermind.
I can still score 43 / 50 right ?
yes, continue dreaming ah jianrong

Decided not to attend school on Monday.
Which means I have a longgggg weekend.
Friday , Saturday , Sunday, Monday, Tuesday~
5 days :D

A good time for revision,
and meet up with some of my old cliques.
auntie WY. yah lah you la

And and and,
O levels are less than 2 months away.
Its really time to buck up !

Work hard people.
I need more As ,
I means WE need more As !!

and yes, no emo stuffs at the bottom of this post :D
BLEHXZXZXZ

24 August 2009
10.11pm
Monday


Hello people.
I'm back again.

Its 8 days since I had an official post on my bloggggg.
Prelims are 3 days awayyyyyyyyyy :(

I think it would be a good gauge for all the graduating pupils.
Time to bulk up!

Had my O Level English Oral today.
I had all my points, but I was too nervous and my talking gets abit messy :(

Got an A1 for O level Chinese.
6 more subjects to go in the upcoming O level exams.
Damn :(

The amount of homework I receive is decreasing too.
And the unmotivated me starts to slack AGAIN.
Hais.
:(

Jian Rong ah Jian Rong !
Work Hard !!!!


It's in a mess.
I just need more assurance.
Tell me how much you need me
Tell me how much you want me
Tell me how much you love me

C'mone baby. . . .

This was from UNCLE HUAXUAN :

Jianrong says:
Oi huaxuan~~~~~

its all about sleeping xD says:
wad

Jianrong says:
Say you love me leh

its all about sleeping xD says:
_l_




hahaha. he's so cute.

" a smile is the most beautiful thing a person has"

bestfriend, smile. this is your 333th post.
(:

seek happiness in the littlest things in life.
Precious things in life isn't the past,
they are everything, in this moment.

remember what i said about love means we can never be apart?
dont worry where the other person is,
because as long as you are connected,
you can never be apart.

life isnt about decisions,
its about choices,
your life is what you do with it.



stay happy bestf.
ily.
:D

Bestf.

16 August 2009
12.13pm
Sunday

Hoho.
Fucking weekend :(

Was out th whole friday
Out the whole saturday
And now its sunday.

And there's still HOMEWORKKKKKKKKKKKKK
:(

Fuck

ROARRRRRRRR
Im just typing nonsense here
To keep my blog aliveeeeeeeeeeeeeee

k bye
k bye
k bye k bye k bye

Ah yes.
Its me again.

Im too lazy to type the date this time.

I've got tons of homework and revision not done yet.
I'm sick.
Flu is killing me.

I've already used 1 full ROLL of toilet paper.
Fuck it.
And I have to keep doing exercises to make myself sweat.
So that my body is warm.
Bitch.

.. and my phone is exceptionally quiet today.


Fuck.
Bye bitches.

5 August 2009
11.53pm
Wednesday

Hello people :)
Here to post about Fuhua NCC Passing Out Parade '09.

Report for training around 4.45pm, which is after structured remedial.
Saw the Part Cs training my Part As.

Took over my part after the Part Cs go for their rehearsal.
I only had about prolly 30 minutes with them.
It was my last 30 minutes with my Part As.
Talked to them about what is happening, my hopes for them and expectations etc.

Got them sized up,
and fall them in at the Parade Square.

I still remember myself walking to the front of the platoon,
giving my very last command for them before I left.
That very moment. . .

Went to stand infront of my Part As while waiting for the parade to commence.
While waiting, I took a final look at the flag pole.
The flagpole which I used to salute proudly to with my No.4

I then looked around the parade square.
This damn parade square.
I'll never forget it.

Lastly, I turned over to look at my Part As.
They were the very first platoon that I am in-charge of.
For the past 6 months,
I spend 4 hours every friday with them,
teaching them basics of NCC.

Not all of them were present during the parade,
but I'll never forget anyone of them.
Never. .

The parade started.
I saw my fellow Part Ds being called out one by one,
and handing over their duties to the Part Cs.

I stood there waiting,
and my turn finally came.

" Part A PC of 2009. Koh Jian Rong. Staff Sergeant Koh Jian Rong "
The CO called my name,
and I marched out to the front of the parade square.
That was my last time marching in a parade.
The new Part A PC was then called out.

He is Noppadol.
Shake our hands,
and I marched back into the platoon I belong.
The platoon which I've been in for 3 damn years.
Part Ds. . .

The new USM took his position,
and we were dismissed.

" Who's the best ! NCC ! "
and berets of Part Ds started flying.
I threw my beret up,
and my eyes followed th flying beret as it lands on the hard floor of the parade square.

That beret.
That beret that followed me through my 4 years of NCC life.
Various courses, camps and trainings.
Not forgetting parades, promotions and ceremonies.
That beret was always there with me.

Went up to th AVA room for a video by the Part Cs.
It was about us, Part Ds.
The video showed many of our photos , taken since 2006.
Reminds me of how I entered NCC.

Dinner with my fellow platoon mates at Coffee shop,
and homed.

-----------------------------------------------------

" eh boy. come to our room and watch a video"
I sat down in the classroom, and was told to write my name on a piece of paper.
Watch the damn vid,
and 3 weeks later I was told I am a NCC cadet.

Like many other innocent sec 1s back in 2006,
I went for the first NCC training.
I was introduced to my first PC and APC
SSG Derek Chan and 1SG Delvin Chin
I remember standing in the canteen with many other sec 1s in rows of 3s.
I was told these people around me will spend 4 years with me.
And they are my current Part Ds.

Under my first PC,
we learnt basic stuffs like stationary drills, how to wear our uniform etc.
The PC was with us for 6 months, and one day someone just came and said he was our new PC.
SSG Darren Woon,
with his assistant 1SG Goh Jian Lai.
Under them,
we were taught more complicated drills.
We also had this " mental training" session,
where me and my platoonmates were punished in a very harsh way by the PC and APC.
Those moments,
are the ones that I will never forget.
We endured through many of these trainings as a platoon,
and we were bonded so closely that no other can imagine.

Then it was 1 year later when another guy came and said he is taking over us.
SSG Jeremy Ong,
and his assistant 1SG Ivan Ang.
They moulded us into leaders.
They taught us skills and ways on how to manage a company.
We were given a chance to run a camp,
which was an eye-opener to me as a APC for the camp.

It was also that year when I got my first medal from NCC.
Orienteering.
After so much trainings in the nature reserve, neighbourhood and cemetry.
Then we guys were send to a course - Specialist Course,
where many of us were promoted to the rank of Sergeant.

It was also during the course when I was awarded the Best IFC trainee.
A few weeks later and we were told we're taking over the unit.

I remember standing in a row with my platoon infront of the commanders back in 2008.
I was called, and they told me I am the Part A PC.

I was then later send to Senior Specialist Course with 4 other platoonmates,
where I was promoted to the rank of Staff Sergeant, and awarded with the red and white lanyard.

I got my 2nd and 3rd medal from NCC on th same day.
Shooting medals.
Firing live rounds into targets.
A very wonderful experience for me.

I attended the last HQ camp later on,
Camp Pinnacle.
It was during the camp where I was exposed to many military equipments and machinery.
Was awarded the Camp Pinnacle Badge at the end of th camp.

A few months later and my platoon came.
Part A ' 09.
Had them for a short period of 6 months.
They were great.
They are the most wonderful cadets ever.
I feel glad to be their PC,
and in that short 6 months,
I taught them whatever I could.

Then 5th of August came.
And I officially handed my duties to the new leaders together with my platoonmates.

My GREEN story ended on 5th August 2009.
From a kid,
to a cadet,
to a specialist,
to a platoon commander.

It wasnt easy along the way,
but it was my platoonmates,
the Part Ds,
Part Ds ' 09 that helped me and supported me along the way.
They were the best morale support.

And not forgetting the Part As,
which made me learn how to become a better leader in the unit.
Although they gave me a hell lot of nonsense,
but they were a great bunch that made my last year of NCC life so interesting.

Part D '09
Part A' 09
I will never forget these people.


Now,
after so many parades, ceremonies
and having awards, medals and recognition.
I have officially left NCC,
handing over my duties of a Platoon Commander to the next batch of leaders.

The 4 years.
I 'll never forget.


Staff Sergeant Koh Jian Rong
Part D' 09
Part A' 09 Platoon Commander

Now a civilian

Day by day
Night by night
Step by step
I fall in love
A love so incomprehensible
So vivid
So unique
So wild, that not even the reign of God could control
A passion so deep
A need so necessary
A want so strong
The universe would not handle
I love you today
I’ll love you tomorrow
I’ll love you forever


- Julio Patino

27 August 2009
Thursday
11.40pm

No papers tomorrow,
which means no school.

Had my English prelims P1 today.
Screwed up my composition because I missed out some important points.
Functional writing should be alright.

Took Social Studies paper also.
Totally fucked.
I missed out SBQ ques b,
which is ard 7 marks.

And its all thanks to some fucking distraction.
Nevermind.
I can still score 43 / 50 right ?
yes, continue dreaming ah jianrong

Decided not to attend school on Monday.
Which means I have a longgggg weekend.
Friday , Saturday , Sunday, Monday, Tuesday~
5 days :D

A good time for revision,
and meet up with some of my old cliques.
auntie WY. yah lah you la

And and and,
O levels are less than 2 months away.
Its really time to buck up !

Work hard people.
I need more As ,
I means WE need more As !!

and yes, no emo stuffs at the bottom of this post :D
BLEHXZXZXZ

24 August 2009
10.11pm
Monday


Hello people.
I'm back again.

Its 8 days since I had an official post on my bloggggg.
Prelims are 3 days awayyyyyyyyyy :(

I think it would be a good gauge for all the graduating pupils.
Time to bulk up!

Had my O Level English Oral today.
I had all my points, but I was too nervous and my talking gets abit messy :(

Got an A1 for O level Chinese.
6 more subjects to go in the upcoming O level exams.
Damn :(

The amount of homework I receive is decreasing too.
And the unmotivated me starts to slack AGAIN.
Hais.
:(

Jian Rong ah Jian Rong !
Work Hard !!!!


It's in a mess.
I just need more assurance.
Tell me how much you need me
Tell me how much you want me
Tell me how much you love me

C'mone baby. . . .

This was from UNCLE HUAXUAN :

Jianrong says:
Oi huaxuan~~~~~

its all about sleeping xD says:
wad

Jianrong says:
Say you love me leh

its all about sleeping xD says:
_l_




hahaha. he's so cute.

" a smile is the most beautiful thing a person has"

bestfriend, smile. this is your 333th post.
(:

seek happiness in the littlest things in life.
Precious things in life isn't the past,
they are everything, in this moment.

remember what i said about love means we can never be apart?
dont worry where the other person is,
because as long as you are connected,
you can never be apart.

life isnt about decisions,
its about choices,
your life is what you do with it.



stay happy bestf.
ily.
:D

Bestf.

16 August 2009
12.13pm
Sunday

Hoho.
Fucking weekend :(

Was out th whole friday
Out the whole saturday
And now its sunday.

And there's still HOMEWORKKKKKKKKKKKKK
:(

Fuck

ROARRRRRRRR
Im just typing nonsense here
To keep my blog aliveeeeeeeeeeeeeee

k bye
k bye
k bye k bye k bye

Ah yes.
Its me again.

Im too lazy to type the date this time.

I've got tons of homework and revision not done yet.
I'm sick.
Flu is killing me.

I've already used 1 full ROLL of toilet paper.
Fuck it.
And I have to keep doing exercises to make myself sweat.
So that my body is warm.
Bitch.

.. and my phone is exceptionally quiet today.


Fuck.
Bye bitches.

5 August 2009
11.53pm
Wednesday

Hello people :)
Here to post about Fuhua NCC Passing Out Parade '09.

Report for training around 4.45pm, which is after structured remedial.
Saw the Part Cs training my Part As.

Took over my part after the Part Cs go for their rehearsal.
I only had about prolly 30 minutes with them.
It was my last 30 minutes with my Part As.
Talked to them about what is happening, my hopes for them and expectations etc.

Got them sized up,
and fall them in at the Parade Square.

I still remember myself walking to the front of the platoon,
giving my very last command for them before I left.
That very moment. . .

Went to stand infront of my Part As while waiting for the parade to commence.
While waiting, I took a final look at the flag pole.
The flagpole which I used to salute proudly to with my No.4

I then looked around the parade square.
This damn parade square.
I'll never forget it.

Lastly, I turned over to look at my Part As.
They were the very first platoon that I am in-charge of.
For the past 6 months,
I spend 4 hours every friday with them,
teaching them basics of NCC.

Not all of them were present during the parade,
but I'll never forget anyone of them.
Never. .

The parade started.
I saw my fellow Part Ds being called out one by one,
and handing over their duties to the Part Cs.

I stood there waiting,
and my turn finally came.

" Part A PC of 2009. Koh Jian Rong. Staff Sergeant Koh Jian Rong "
The CO called my name,
and I marched out to the front of the parade square.
That was my last time marching in a parade.
The new Part A PC was then called out.

He is Noppadol.
Shake our hands,
and I marched back into the platoon I belong.
The platoon which I've been in for 3 damn years.
Part Ds. . .

The new USM took his position,
and we were dismissed.

" Who's the best ! NCC ! "
and berets of Part Ds started flying.
I threw my beret up,
and my eyes followed th flying beret as it lands on the hard floor of the parade square.

That beret.
That beret that followed me through my 4 years of NCC life.
Various courses, camps and trainings.
Not forgetting parades, promotions and ceremonies.
That beret was always there with me.

Went up to th AVA room for a video by the Part Cs.
It was about us, Part Ds.
The video showed many of our photos , taken since 2006.
Reminds me of how I entered NCC.

Dinner with my fellow platoon mates at Coffee shop,
and homed.

-----------------------------------------------------

" eh boy. come to our room and watch a video"
I sat down in the classroom, and was told to write my name on a piece of paper.
Watch the damn vid,
and 3 weeks later I was told I am a NCC cadet.

Like many other innocent sec 1s back in 2006,
I went for the first NCC training.
I was introduced to my first PC and APC
SSG Derek Chan and 1SG Delvin Chin
I remember standing in the canteen with many other sec 1s in rows of 3s.
I was told these people around me will spend 4 years with me.
And they are my current Part Ds.

Under my first PC,
we learnt basic stuffs like stationary drills, how to wear our uniform etc.
The PC was with us for 6 months, and one day someone just came and said he was our new PC.
SSG Darren Woon,
with his assistant 1SG Goh Jian Lai.
Under them,
we were taught more complicated drills.
We also had this " mental training" session,
where me and my platoonmates were punished in a very harsh way by the PC and APC.
Those moments,
are the ones that I will never forget.
We endured through many of these trainings as a platoon,
and we were bonded so closely that no other can imagine.

Then it was 1 year later when another guy came and said he is taking over us.
SSG Jeremy Ong,
and his assistant 1SG Ivan Ang.
They moulded us into leaders.
They taught us skills and ways on how to manage a company.
We were given a chance to run a camp,
which was an eye-opener to me as a APC for the camp.

It was also that year when I got my first medal from NCC.
Orienteering.
After so much trainings in the nature reserve, neighbourhood and cemetry.
Then we guys were send to a course - Specialist Course,
where many of us were promoted to the rank of Sergeant.

It was also during the course when I was awarded the Best IFC trainee.
A few weeks later and we were told we're taking over the unit.

I remember standing in a row with my platoon infront of the commanders back in 2008.
I was called, and they told me I am the Part A PC.

I was then later send to Senior Specialist Course with 4 other platoonmates,
where I was promoted to the rank of Staff Sergeant, and awarded with the red and white lanyard.

I got my 2nd and 3rd medal from NCC on th same day.
Shooting medals.
Firing live rounds into targets.
A very wonderful experience for me.

I attended the last HQ camp later on,
Camp Pinnacle.
It was during the camp where I was exposed to many military equipments and machinery.
Was awarded the Camp Pinnacle Badge at the end of th camp.

A few months later and my platoon came.
Part A ' 09.
Had them for a short period of 6 months.
They were great.
They are the most wonderful cadets ever.
I feel glad to be their PC,
and in that short 6 months,
I taught them whatever I could.

Then 5th of August came.
And I officially handed my duties to the new leaders together with my platoonmates.

My GREEN story ended on 5th August 2009.
From a kid,
to a cadet,
to a specialist,
to a platoon commander.

It wasnt easy along the way,
but it was my platoonmates,
the Part Ds,
Part Ds ' 09 that helped me and supported me along the way.
They were the best morale support.

And not forgetting the Part As,
which made me learn how to become a better leader in the unit.
Although they gave me a hell lot of nonsense,
but they were a great bunch that made my last year of NCC life so interesting.

Part D '09
Part A' 09
I will never forget these people.


Now,
after so many parades, ceremonies
and having awards, medals and recognition.
I have officially left NCC,
handing over my duties of a Platoon Commander to the next batch of leaders.

The 4 years.
I 'll never forget.


Staff Sergeant Koh Jian Rong
Part D' 09
Part A' 09 Platoon Commander

Now a civilian