Friday, May 22, 2009 / 11:26 PM
22 May 2009 Friday 11.27pm Bonjour suckers. Im here again. To update, and also throw out all my emotions. Past 2 days wasnt good. I woke up late for 3 consecutive days with a bad headache. Schoolwork piling high up like mountain. And many other stuffs that keeps me busy everyday. Had training today. Men did well by falling in on time. But I was harsh on them afterwards due to their lousy attitude. Got them prepared for proficiency test. Happy with their drills standard today aft much punishments and scoldings. Had a small talk with them today too, to sort of let them be more commited to NCC, and also have a better mutual understanding between me and them. But aft 4 hours of non-stop commands and scoldings, my damn throat began to hurt alot :( Burning hot. Dinner with NCC buds and CLTs. Parade Rehersal with half No.1 on monday well well. I din know actions back then would result in such devastating consequences. I've got no idea how am I going to face it. Even aft a total of 6 hours of calls for th past 2 days, there still isnt a wee bit of progress. How? Life. Who the fuck are you life. Why are you interfering, always making things hard for me ? Well well . . . Things will never be as simple as it is again isnt it. |
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I'll stay strong |