Tuesday, January 20, 2009 / 11:50 PM
20 January 2009 Tuesday 11.50pm 2 days since Superteen had started. I think it was overall not bad. Especially what happened a few hours ago. What happened really set me thinking again. Was my past few years really wasted ? Do I have no goals ? Am I just wandering aimlessly ? Bits and pieces of memories ran through my mind when Dr. Ernest was speaking too. Scene where my parents carrying me when I was a baby, when it seems I was a new hope to them. Scene of when I was the pride of my parents after I got my PSLE results. But what happened over the past 3 years? So much emotions flooded me in that little 30minutes. That experience. . . It really gets me a little more motivated. " You get what you say " Im going to get what I want by next year. I believe I will . Im tired. Really tired. Whatever ways you want to go. Just do it YOUR WAY. Im tired. Im not giving a damn anymore. |
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I'll stay strong |