15112008
2306hours
Saturday.

Reach home around 8 after open house and slacking with friends.
Pop 2 panadol pills and went to sleep immediately.
Fucking flu is killing me.

I had this dream.
This very very weird dream.
It goes like this . . .

Me , together with my sister and my 2 friends
whom I am not going to name,
were playing this sort of monopoly game.

I was owning the shit out of them,
with alot of lands and houses etc ,
while they were sort of heavily in debt.

I had so much chances of building more houses on my land,
but I didnt.
I sort of chucked all of them aside and didnt bother about them

What I did was disturb th other 3 players in th game.
They needed to sell their assets to clear their debts.

And the more they wanted to sell to me ,
The more I didnt bother about them.
I just sort of love th desperate faces on them.

Its like the more th need of their lands coming to me,
the more I ignore.

Well.
Luck dont always stay on your side.
I started to lose money.
And they started to earn.

And then,
not even their lands dont need me,
even I had to sell my lands away.

And eventually I ended up with practically nothing.
Sort of bankrupt. . .
Th feeling of me losing, being left alone.
Its horrible.
I feel it even in th dream.


And I woke up after that.
Went for a shower immediately.

I started to think of th dream I had.
Isnt that like my life?
I ignored and took the attention from people around me for granted.

And when all of them leave you,
leaving you alone,
then you realise their presence.

I guess this dream ,
was here to make me wake up.
Treasure things , and especially people when theyre around.

When they starts to give you a cold shoulder,
when they leave,
when they already exclude you in their lives,
then you will feel the emptiness and pain in you.

15112008
2306hours
Saturday.

Reach home around 8 after open house and slacking with friends.
Pop 2 panadol pills and went to sleep immediately.
Fucking flu is killing me.

I had this dream.
This very very weird dream.
It goes like this . . .

Me , together with my sister and my 2 friends
whom I am not going to name,
were playing this sort of monopoly game.

I was owning the shit out of them,
with alot of lands and houses etc ,
while they were sort of heavily in debt.

I had so much chances of building more houses on my land,
but I didnt.
I sort of chucked all of them aside and didnt bother about them

What I did was disturb th other 3 players in th game.
They needed to sell their assets to clear their debts.

And the more they wanted to sell to me ,
The more I didnt bother about them.
I just sort of love th desperate faces on them.

Its like the more th need of their lands coming to me,
the more I ignore.

Well.
Luck dont always stay on your side.
I started to lose money.
And they started to earn.

And then,
not even their lands dont need me,
even I had to sell my lands away.

And eventually I ended up with practically nothing.
Sort of bankrupt. . .
Th feeling of me losing, being left alone.
Its horrible.
I feel it even in th dream.


And I woke up after that.
Went for a shower immediately.

I started to think of th dream I had.
Isnt that like my life?
I ignored and took the attention from people around me for granted.

And when all of them leave you,
leaving you alone,
then you realise their presence.

I guess this dream ,
was here to make me wake up.
Treasure things , and especially people when theyre around.

When they starts to give you a cold shoulder,
when they leave,
when they already exclude you in their lives,
then you will feel the emptiness and pain in you.