16th October 2008.
2044hours.
8.44pm.

I came to blog immediately after I switch the computer on.
I have alot to say.
And I guess this is the only place where I can say everything out . . .

Lets skip the schooling part today.
Cause there's nothing much to share about.

After school,
Went to change into Smart . 4
Then went HQ with Mr.Chia and HongWei for interview.
8 cadets were interviewed in one room in one single time.
I didnt spoke at all.
HongWei too.
But I am sure one from Fuhua would go.
I am not sure if it's going to be me.
But . . .
Hmm

Told Mr.Chia the what the current Part Cs are like today.
I felt I have the need to inform him.
He's our Commanding Officer.
And I believe he's the only one who can help us now.

I spoke to him about our different supporting branches,
and a few individuals.
Their performance, attitude and behavior.

I believe whatever I said today would have a direct negative impact on some people.
And it would bring about unhappiness in our platoon.
But it is the only way to solve the current situation of our platoon.

I spoke about the bearings of some people who held higher post.
Things such as earstuds.

If those people whom I am referring to know that I complained about them.
I am sure they would hate me.
But I want to help the unit.
I am sorry.

I dont know why.
We have been together for bloody 3 years.
Why did it end up like this.

Sorry to those who might get implicated,
but I still dont think I did anything wrong.


I realise I have been facing so much problems nowadays.
Her,
NCC,
Results,
School,
Friends,
Whatever.

Who.
Who the fuck can help me ?
I dont know .

Lets just hope there would be lesser problems in the near future.










I am breaking down ass.
Fucking hell.
I need you . . .

16th October 2008.
2044hours.
8.44pm.

I came to blog immediately after I switch the computer on.
I have alot to say.
And I guess this is the only place where I can say everything out . . .

Lets skip the schooling part today.
Cause there's nothing much to share about.

After school,
Went to change into Smart . 4
Then went HQ with Mr.Chia and HongWei for interview.
8 cadets were interviewed in one room in one single time.
I didnt spoke at all.
HongWei too.
But I am sure one from Fuhua would go.
I am not sure if it's going to be me.
But . . .
Hmm

Told Mr.Chia the what the current Part Cs are like today.
I felt I have the need to inform him.
He's our Commanding Officer.
And I believe he's the only one who can help us now.

I spoke to him about our different supporting branches,
and a few individuals.
Their performance, attitude and behavior.

I believe whatever I said today would have a direct negative impact on some people.
And it would bring about unhappiness in our platoon.
But it is the only way to solve the current situation of our platoon.

I spoke about the bearings of some people who held higher post.
Things such as earstuds.

If those people whom I am referring to know that I complained about them.
I am sure they would hate me.
But I want to help the unit.
I am sorry.

I dont know why.
We have been together for bloody 3 years.
Why did it end up like this.

Sorry to those who might get implicated,
but I still dont think I did anything wrong.


I realise I have been facing so much problems nowadays.
Her,
NCC,
Results,
School,
Friends,
Whatever.

Who.
Who the fuck can help me ?
I dont know .

Lets just hope there would be lesser problems in the near future.










I am breaking down ass.
Fucking hell.
I need you . . .