Hundred and Seventeen
117th post

Its 23rd of the month again.

I wrote the following a few days ago,
and i decided to post it.


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Its been 2 months already.
And well, guess what ?
Im still thinking of you, and the things we used to do.
Not only that,
I often think about the places we had been to
the bus we took
the road we walked
the things we said.
Everything . . .


I used to want you back badly.
I kept asking myself what had went wrong ,that had led to the end of it.
Perhaps it was me,
I didnt try my best to salvage it
I didnt try to spend more time with you
I didnt try to understand you more.
But thats all the past now.
What can be done still ?

The thought of asking you back crossed my mind several times.
But these questions came to my mind . . .
Will it be possible ?
Even if it is , would everything still be the same?
Would we not be reminded of the things that happened
Would everything be as wonderful as i thought it would be in the past ?
Would the past repeat itself after another 10days or so in the future ?
I dont know.

Perhaps letting go would have been a better alternative.
But I would still remember you,
how we came together
how we held our hands tightly
how we whispered to each other
and how we parted.

Its now part of my memory. . . .

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Hundred and Seventeen
117th post

Its 23rd of the month again.

I wrote the following a few days ago,
and i decided to post it.


-------------------------------

Its been 2 months already.
And well, guess what ?
Im still thinking of you, and the things we used to do.
Not only that,
I often think about the places we had been to
the bus we took
the road we walked
the things we said.
Everything . . .


I used to want you back badly.
I kept asking myself what had went wrong ,that had led to the end of it.
Perhaps it was me,
I didnt try my best to salvage it
I didnt try to spend more time with you
I didnt try to understand you more.
But thats all the past now.
What can be done still ?

The thought of asking you back crossed my mind several times.
But these questions came to my mind . . .
Will it be possible ?
Even if it is , would everything still be the same?
Would we not be reminded of the things that happened
Would everything be as wonderful as i thought it would be in the past ?
Would the past repeat itself after another 10days or so in the future ?
I dont know.

Perhaps letting go would have been a better alternative.
But I would still remember you,
how we came together
how we held our hands tightly
how we whispered to each other
and how we parted.

Its now part of my memory. . . .

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