Sunday, August 3, 2008 / 10:39 PM
3rd August. Didnt manage to sleep. Keep wake up , sleep , wake up , sleep. Things keep coming into my mind. Fuck . Fuck this life uh. Finally fell alseep at 659am after replying jellyfish's message Woke up at ard 9am. Sms-ed Xianqin . Went down Bukit Gombak. Board train to Bukit Batok. Met Xianqin Headed towards Jurong East Sat at the bench at Jurong East MRT platform. Chatted with Xianqin while waiting for Ken. Hm. Felt better after pouring out to him . Went Plaza Singapura with Xianqin and Ken. Xianqin bought 2 G2000 collar tees . Then went bugis. Bought a bag for myself. Then walked from BUGIS to FARRER PARK ! Didnt really remember what happen next. Went to meeting area. Got the starhub tee. And started working !. Gave out the fliers real quick . Then went makan with Xianqin at Foodmore . Ate 2 plates of chicken rice ! And sleep there while waiting for Xianqin to finish his food. Had a severe headache while walking back from Foodmore to the place we are suppose to hand out fliers. Reach the place where we are suppose to give out fliers. Yeetiong say can go slack awhile. So me and Xianqin went to the 5th Floor Playground. Chatted again . Realise we both have the same problem actually. Hi-5 pal. Then after awhile , Luis , Samuel and 4 other people came. They slacked at 5th floor playground also. Slack for quite long, until me and Xianqin decided to go other place. Walked from 5th Floor Playground to 30 Storey HDB . Alot of Indians around. Got lost. But eventually found our way. Took lift up to 30th storey , went down to 26th Storey , and chat there. The view up there is real nice , and super windy ! Talk alot alot with Xianqin over there. Chatted for like 1 hour until we decided to return to the meeting area . Reach there , change out of Starhub Tee, and went home.. Tired day uh. -------- Thought of alot of things today. Not going to make the things im saying to become small small, cause thats my feelings. I dare to say . No point hiding. --------- Why? What is all these ? Utterly disappointed. But can i show it ? Fuck. Is this the way its suppose to be ? I dont know how the fuck am i suppose to describe what im feeling now. Disappointed ? Sad? Cheated? Miserable ? F U C K is all i can say. |
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I'll stay strong |