Tuesday, August 5, 2008 / 9:03 PM
05 August 2008. Tuesday 3rd day after the miserable incident. Haa. Went to school as per normal. Had maths. Well , at least i can concentrate for quite awhile today. Great achievement as compared to yesterday? Haa. Then was Chinese. Wasnt feeling well, So just sleep there lo. Recess. Eat . Then was chemistry i think. Next was 4 periods of Geography. Haa. At least i tried listening and doing some work again . =] Then last 2 was physics. Went to the front for today's lesson Haa. Was able to pay attention for the whole physics i guess. Chemistry was next again , it was a remedial . Just writing things here and there , and drawing things on table . Then slack outside class. And went Movie.. Took bus with Ian , JiaJun , Jiabo , Selvia , Chenhui and Jiahao Hm. Suddenly became hyper on the bus uh. Watched The Mummy . . . with Ian JiaJun Jiabo Wenhui and Selvia. But Wenhui left at 6. He didnt manage to finish watching Show with nice graphics but lousy storyline. Then bus-ed home with Chowboy. Chatted with him again. Found a quiet place after i alighted from bus. Sat there , think through things again before eating dinner with mum and sis. Haa.. --------------------------------------- Hm. . Wasnt in a good mood the past few days uh. And yup , it was because i broke with Her. Was utterly disappointed the past few days. Just couldnt convince myself that what happened is true uh. For the past few days, I hated my life I hated practically everything. The thought of you with HIM seriously make my blood boil. And just now. . . I think of alot things while i was sitting alone in that dumb quiet place la. . All those things that Kristie , Audric , Ian , Richoon and Other people told me. And after thinking for a very very long time, I decided to move on with my life. Whats the point of feeling sad , and hating everything? Things that are done cannot be undone uh. And seriously i dont blame her or anyone now. As what richoon say , feelings cant be controlled. Feelings do get strong , but it fades too. Hm, Dont know how to continue liao. But yea, I'll try to be happy now. Haa. Long Live . Thanks those whom came to me, and told me to cheer up. Just a " Cheer up " from you guys lighten up my feelings yea ? Thanks !. |
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I'll stay strong |