Hm. decided to update.
L I F E L E S S O N S .

Well . hasnt been feeling happy for the past few days.
Except when talking to her. =]

Well. today. stressed up .
One of the worst day i ever had ?
Had lunch with baby and others.
Didnt know some people was unhappy.
Until IanChow showed me a message.

Well , and lots of RAHRAH things happen .
Felt like punching them at first.
Seriously cant control myself.
Just cant understand why are they always pushing me.
Pressure ? I dont know.
Screwed . They just cant understand me.

But some THRASH - IT - OUT session came.
And finally got better understanding .
Most misunderstandings cleared.

Hm. Well . Finally got to understand what my friends are thinking
Though some facts cant be changed , and some things are not changing even though its mentioned.
But well . Hope something great would happen between us friends.

Today. Showed myself how much pressure i could take.
Tells me what kind of person I am,
And how important she is to me ? .

Well . I find today sort of meaningful la.
Seriously i dont know how to describe. But .
Yea. Haha.

I also found a few true friends. Who always defended me when im in trouble .
Helped me in all sorts of rubbish , no matter right or wrong .
Just always beside me .
Well . Touched =D.
He rocks.

Realised how vulnerable relationship with friends are.
But realised how important is it too.
Cherish it. Or regret it.

And. She 's important to me too.
Didnt know why i felt that. But.
Yea. That thought just kept coming to me.
I need her .
Haha.

Hmm. Long post.
Just wanted to say out how i feel.
Seriously =D.

I find myself naggy. haha

Memorable day.

And. I love her lots.

<3

Labels: 2nd day

Hm. decided to update.
L I F E L E S S O N S .

Well . hasnt been feeling happy for the past few days.
Except when talking to her. =]

Well. today. stressed up .
One of the worst day i ever had ?
Had lunch with baby and others.
Didnt know some people was unhappy.
Until IanChow showed me a message.

Well , and lots of RAHRAH things happen .
Felt like punching them at first.
Seriously cant control myself.
Just cant understand why are they always pushing me.
Pressure ? I dont know.
Screwed . They just cant understand me.

But some THRASH - IT - OUT session came.
And finally got better understanding .
Most misunderstandings cleared.

Hm. Well . Finally got to understand what my friends are thinking
Though some facts cant be changed , and some things are not changing even though its mentioned.
But well . Hope something great would happen between us friends.

Today. Showed myself how much pressure i could take.
Tells me what kind of person I am,
And how important she is to me ? .

Well . I find today sort of meaningful la.
Seriously i dont know how to describe. But .
Yea. Haha.

I also found a few true friends. Who always defended me when im in trouble .
Helped me in all sorts of rubbish , no matter right or wrong .
Just always beside me .
Well . Touched =D.
He rocks.

Realised how vulnerable relationship with friends are.
But realised how important is it too.
Cherish it. Or regret it.

And. She 's important to me too.
Didnt know why i felt that. But.
Yea. That thought just kept coming to me.
I need her .
Haha.

Hmm. Long post.
Just wanted to say out how i feel.
Seriously =D.

I find myself naggy. haha

Memorable day.

And. I love her lots.

<3

Labels: 2nd day